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Tuesday, June 7, 2005
*sigh*
hello...
how's everyone....
well today...isn't a very good day....
my friend.....
well she called me like bad stuff and I got mad at her....
and she told me this other stuff.....
and what I hated most is she only paid attention to what she has to say.....
not to what I have to say....
I got so offended to what she said....
and now....
I think she's really mad at me....
URGGHHH.....
I don't like fighting so I apologized to her....
and well I guss she's still not over it....
I think she hates me now....!!!!
oh.....
and here's a poem...
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No title...
It feels so bad...
it makes you so mad...
they all say it's normal right?
and everything will be alright,
but...
how do they know?
they don't know how you feel...
this feeling that you have is for real...
they think you're just kidding...
that all you want is pity...
but, that's not true...
they just don't have a clue...
don't have a clue of what's bothering you...
troubling you...
hurting you...
the feeling that you have inside...
just the kind of thing that they just can't see...
you sit in a corner...
thinking of what is gonna be ther for tommorow...
while you are just sitting there....
in the shadow...
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there we go.....
hope you guys like it....
bye...
-EndlessDarkness*
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Monday, June 6, 2005
BoReD
hello eveyone....
well I am still bored....
and today, as usual I went to church...and after that we made this things I for got what they are called...
but It was so boring...
well me and my friend were so bored....
I was getting pissed off...
cuz the only thing that I was doing was sitting in a freakin' chair....
and yeah....
It Is SOOOOOO Boring....
and...then I went home.....
then my friend reminded me that I was suppose to get a haircut....
well...
so I went with my friend to go to the salon....
well we went to the one near my house but it was closed....
after that....
My friend suggested that we should go to the hair salon near her house...
and so we did....
But guess what?
when we got there it WAS CLOSED....
I was so pissed of...
but all in all....
it was alright....
I needed a walk anyways...
BUT....
I still didn't get my haircut....
soo probably i'll get it next week....
well I should go now....
bye minna-san...
-EndlessDarkness*
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Saturday, June 4, 2005
UmM....HeLLo...
well hello everyone...
how's it been...
again....
it is soooooo boring...
nothing to do...
and yeah well If you like Naruto and FLCL....
there's a good news...
They said that Naruto will be
showing IN CartoonNetwork this summer....
and you guys probably know that FLCL is backagain...
and that is kewl...
well I don't really have a poem...
but...
maybe this will do..LOL
*boring*
boring...boring....
it's so boring.......
boring...boring....
my butt is swelling....
boring...boring....
i'm tired of sitting...
boring...boring...
also tired of leaning....
boring...boring...
why Am I sitting in the flooring...?
well....
I just came up with that right now...
it sounds stupid..but yeah...
bye now....
-EndlessDarkness*
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UmM....
well hello everyone....
there's like nothing that's so interesting....
except that the fact that I was trying to skateboard eventhough it's broken....
well it's not really broken but the wheels are a little loose....
and yeah my friend used and and she slipped cuz there was a crack in the ground....
it was kinda funny...
and yeah...that's probably all...
how boring,huh?
well I have no poem to give you today...cuz I didn't make one...
cuzz I couldn't think properly....
and yeah...I'm having all these stuff floating into my mind....
i'm kinda confused....
about stuffs....
well bye now....
i'm really really tired....
-EndlessDarkness*
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Thursday, June 2, 2005
HeY .........
hello everyone....
how are you........
well this week is going really fast isn't it?
and yeah...
i've been really really bored lately....
there's nothing to do.....
and...
I got a new poem...
and sry I havn't made one in a long time....
well here it is...
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~untitled~
nothing...
nothing more...
just...
emptiness inside...
the girl that seemed happy...
now...
seems so sad...
all alone...
trying to face the world...
with noyone there...
to cry on...
when everything she tries...
just come with a dispicable end...
just so confused...
confused about life...
feel so hopeless...
filled with sadness...
there's nothing she can do...
but...
just wait...
just wait till the sun...
rises up again...
...................................
well there you go....
hope you guys like it...
and yeah...
thank you all for thoe ppl who signed my gb...
i now have 50 signs...
it's not much...
but it's half to a hundred...
and yeah....
no song today...
I'm kinda busy so...
well....
I should go now...
bye...
sayonara...
-EndlessDarkness*
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Monday, May 30, 2005
DoT dOt DoT......
why hello everyone?
well what did you all do today?
well I went out...
I mean with my family...
*sigh*
and oh yeah...
did you guys hear....
that they are showing Naruto at CartoonNetwork this summer....
I'm so excited.....
and yea well....
I'm better today...
and yeah...
I think this song will do for today....
it's from this band from the Phillipines...( i spelled it wrong...)
well if you're Filipino you'd probably know the band "Southborder"
the song sounds a little mushy but it's really good....for me...
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*RAINBOW*
Fallin' out, fallin' in
Nothing's sure in this world no, no
Breakin' out, breakin' in
Never knowin' what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin then just end
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
But oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, just/please smile
Coz im always around you
And ill make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies color's
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Ohh, whoa
Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather could be so good or bad
But baby this is life now don't get mad no, no, no
Coz oh, cant you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, please smile
Coz im always around you
And ill make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear coz I know now
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm
Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear
So ill say once again this worlds wonderful and
Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
Ohhhh
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
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I hope you guys like it...
and yeah if you guys wanna hear the song...as in the music and yeah the whole thing....
here's the link....
http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/rainbow.html
but I don't think you guys will do that...
but yea if you really like this song just go there....
and yeah leave a comment and tell me what you think ones you hear it...
or if you only read the song well also tell me what you think...
thank you very much.....
goodbye now....
bye...
sayonara.....
-EndlessDarkness*
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
HoLLa......
hey everyone...
well I did have fun with my god sis....
atleast I kinda did.....
oh and we went to the park and all that stuff.....
and yeah....
thanks everyone....I guess you guys know why...
and well...
I'm kinda still feel so sad...
but I guess tom. will be better....
and yeah I found a song.....
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A FRIEND
I've still been searching
And long have I waited
For someone to like me as me
To laugh with, to cry with
To be just beside with
A friend that's who I need
To fight with, make up with
To know that you need them
Believing that they need you, too
To walk hand in hand with
To argue, to talk with
A friend that's who I need
And even though I make mistakes
And never do anything right
A smile, a hug, can change all that
And everything will be alright
Someone who'll share all my dreams and ambitions
Someone who'll love me as me
I need this person, someone to rely on
A friend that's who I need
A friend that's who I need
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(apparently this isn't dedicated for me....but for someone who has a bestfriend already....hope youlike it)
well I should go now.....
-EndlessDarkness*
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hey.......
hello everyone....
how are you.....
well today....
for some reason.....
i'm not acting like myself.....
and for some reason....
i'm so depressed....
and....
oh yea...
my god sister is here....
she came from texas.....
it's kinda kewl...
since I havn't seen her in a year.....
and yea.....
I feel so alone and so sad...
I don't know why...?
maybe I do , it's just i'm not sure.......
and yeah...i'm still looking for a new song...
but can't find a good one...
bye....
-EndlessDarkness*
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Friday, May 27, 2005
.............
hello everyone...
something really really sad happend...
well I live near a railroad...
and well just like this evening someone was crossing the railroad and then the train suddenly comes...
the guy or the girl...unfortunately got ran over...
it was vere very sad...don't you think?
the person was lying in the middle of the railroad tracks....
and when my friend told me...
I went outside and saw polce cars all over the place.....
I think the person probably got squished....
...................................
and...
today at school...
well my former bestfriend and her new bestfriend...
picked a fight with the friend that I hang out with...
and for some reason I think it's stupid because they're fighting about a dumb thing...
their just making the prob. bigger...
and now I am soo upset.........
urrrgghh...
and I hate to admit it but...all of them are pissing me off...
and from what I'm hearing....
someone is talking behind my back...
and who could that be?
well you can make a guess...
well bye now....
-EndlessDarkness*
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
..............
hello....
how's everyone...
well sry I still have no poem...
it's just i'm not in a mood on writing one right now....
and no song for today either...maybe tom.
well today my friend told me this...
"The biggest tragedies of your life
is loosing your heart's desire and gaining it"
I was just wondering what you guys think about it?
if you want please tell me what it means to you.....
well bye now....
-EndlessDarkness*
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