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Monday, May 16, 2005

  hello everyone....
sorry I have not prepared a poem today...
but as soon as I make one i'll post it right away....
well how's everyone...
I am really bored right now....
and....
again at school....
my best friend just freakin' piss me off....
she's been kinda ignoring me like I wasn't there...
and she just leaves me and goes with my ex best friend and just pretend I wasn't there....
Our friendship is faiding...
once again I've made a big mistake...
a mistake I kept making over and over again...
I wish we just stayed friends not bestfriends...
i'm filled with jealousy and hate...
yea...I know I told you guys before that i'm the one who's not ready for a best friend...
well I think neither is she...
why is she even doing this?
it's not that I want to end it because of what I feel...
I want to end it because of what she's doing to me...
and I don't think that she even cares if we end our friendship...
She's made me look stupider than I already am...
she walks in front of me like I wasn't even there....
It hurts a lot....
I know this is not much to end a friendship but it does really hurt a lot...
i've been betrayed by my former,former best friend and she did a lot to me that trully hurted...
and....
I don't want that to happend again...
all I can think of is why the heck is she doing that....
I had enough...
she's just like the others......
she never cared....
I cared a lot for her...
I did a lot for her...
is this a way to repay me?
after all I've done for her....

well I should go now....

-EndlessDarkness*
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