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Sunday, November 26, 2006


   I live..yet AGAIN
*total spaz fit* I'm baaaaaaaaack...again. Yep...remember I said something about this being forgotten when I get too wrapped up in my sitcom life? Yeah...that's what happened. That and I have been very emotional. I dunno why I'm so damn emotional...why does it have to happen to me? I swear...what if I'm bipolar? I'm serious...what if I am? I mean...I cry alot..and...yeah...argh who am I to tell? I can't get it together.

I hate my school...it's 3 months into the school year and I've already gotten into a pointless fight with this girl for no reason at all. It went from a harmless joke, to a fight, to rumors and people taking sides and now she's telling all the freshmen not to talk to me. I drew the line awhile ago, but she just kept on going and started to get personal with me saying that my family is messed up and that I'm bipolar and everything like that. I did get pissed, but I decided not to do anything because it will all come out in the end. That's what I'm going by..but I guess she's getting the picture and hasn't said anything yet. The thing that we're saying to eachother is "Hey, I don't like you, you don't like me, so why are we fucking around with eachother?" Well, whatever...I'm just glad that she's stopped and realized what she was doing is wrong and wasn't true what she said about me.

And now if you'll excuse me I'm gonna go and list what I have observed in the past events...
I hate my school
Our computer has broken down at least 5 times in the past month
I made my first colorbar and I'm making more at school
I have a new band that I'm obsessed with
it's called Lacuna Coil
they came to town last week...
I wanted to go, but I couldn't 'cause it was my dad's boirfday
I'm really emotional
I find myself crying at least 4 times a week
I have to wear glasses again
'cause my parents can't afford contacts for awhile
I went trick or treating with my two bestest buddehs in teh whole wide world
you can never be too old for trick or treating
I miss my first bestest buddeh 'cause we don't go to the same school
I called her the other day...and she said that she may have a new one and that it's too early to call me and her "best friends"
I almost cried
my second bestest buddeh and I are cool like that
she's coming over to my house for a potluck type of thing
I don't feel well
I don't think I can eat meat anymore...
it's just as well 'cause I'ma vegetarian
not for political reasons, though
I don't like how it tastes
I'm getting my own compy finally
I made my first colorbar and I'm making more at school since it has photoshop
did I already mention that?
I'm bored
I think that's all
Thanksgiving was great...
I need to visit my old school...
My school went from K-8
that was unnecessary...okay I'm leaving..

¢¨ú Sasha

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Friday, September 1, 2006


   I am NOT DEAD!! X3
Hello peoples, I am back from the dead . I know it's been about...a month since I've last been on, but I had..problems. Not with my computer or anything; I feel under a deep, deep, DEEP sea of EMOness and I couldn't get out of it. I was down in the dumpety and for some reason, I didn't know why. *Sigh* That and I was in Philadelphia for two weeks with my aunt and uncle and I couldn't use their computers without them monitering me. X3

Oooh boy...school starts in four days for me..but it's only a half day. 8DD I got all my books and I share a locker just like all the other Frosh peoples do. This may sound strange, but I'm kinda glad that summer's winding down; I can't take the quietness around the neighborhood any longer...it's like as if they're planning something!! 0.o I'm being paranoid again. XDD *Rolls tongue in high, shrill voice*

If you go to my portfolio, I have submitted some fanart today from when I was bored in Philadelphia. It's a sketch of Tokiya Mikagami from Recca no Honno (Flame of Recca), MAR and that's about it. Oooh~!! And a picture of my stuffed puppy dog, Sir Bumble!! XD I know I'm crazy for having stuffed animals, but I luff them to death, they make good friends through good times and bad. X3

Well, I'm gonna go and submit more fanart and get ready for the day and finish my summer reading book. I'm reading The Secret Life of Bees ..it's okay.
^^ Sasha

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Saturday, June 24, 2006


   Numanumanumanuma YAY!!! NUMA NUMA!!
Numanumanumanumanuma!! Numa numa numa yay!! Raise the glass now, numanumanuma yay!! I got that song stuck in my head. It's probably the greatest Techno-awesome-o song EVA!! *Sings like a retard* O.o Yeah...I'm being a retard right now...XD *Sigh* I'm sucha...meh.

The weather here is now boiling hot. There are signs of heat wave coming our way. Which means...that we're going to be in a drought for a really long time and we're all gonna DIE!! Muahahahahaha!!! XD DEMOC wants to come out, but I won't let her and she's kinda contemplating on getting back at me somehow...*ponders as she sits in her corner and contemplates* Ignore her; she's being nothing but a..I can't find a word to describe it...

*Laughs uncontrollably* I've been watching anime dub videos featuring Yuu Yuu Hakusho, Naruto, DBZ and many other hilarius dubs on YouTube!! And, thanks to those dub vids, I am now completely obsessed with YYH again and I've been watching the episodes that I recorded on the tapes for the past week and a half. XD I still can't believe that show is from the '90s!! STILL!! I can't believe it!! And why did he hafta end it so soon?! Why?! Yoshihiro Togashi should've continued it when Yuusuke and Keiko get married and everyone else...well what about them? I think he should've made a show similiar to it..like about the other characters and how they're doing.

Oops. No. Hey!! I got it!! What more could you ask for someting wrapped in the greater magnifisense!! Like..."Teh Lost Episodes of Yuu Yuu Hakusho"!! O.o Yesh, you heard me right. I said it. And what are you going to do about it? Yeah, that's what I thought. Oh well, I'm running out of things to say about my idea.
^^ Sasha
P.S. 15 DAYS UNTIL MI BOIRFDAY!! YAY!! And now I say Good Day to you, friend.


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Monday, June 19, 2006


GRR!! DEMOC es muy EEEVILE!!
Shit, shit, SHIT!! Goddamn it all!! Fawck!! Seriously...don't people ever remind others when something's not going to happen?! SERIOUSLY!! I wasted a whole MORNING waiting at the Train Station to see if our class was going to Seattle. ARGH!! *Goes off and curses in different language* Blitzerkrieg!!

I spent all of last night packing, got three hours of sleep, woke up early enough to meet everyone there, and then I find out that it was called off. The problemo? Not enough chaperones. Okay...I admit, I was kinda happy that there wouldn't be a lot of chaperones, but I didn't honestly think that it would affect the whole trip itself. There was only about five chaperones going, a little more than half of the class going (fifteen out of twenty-one) and everyone seemed okay about the whole thing!! We were all set to go.

Oh well. C'est lavie. That's life...that's just the way it goes. I'm just pissed because we're the "bad luck class"; just when something good happnes to us, something bad interferes and it affects the whole class. *Sigh* Some of the parents are thinking of having us go to Wild Waves/Six Flags or Bullwinkles and spend the day there.

UGH!! I'm so bored this summer. There's nothing to do here because whenever the sun breaks through, clouds come in then it's all cloudy and muggy...and all pooey over here. I just hope that it won't be this way for the rest of the summer...I remember it rained everyday five years ago and it was depressing and cold and I thought it was December . XD

OOooh!! I also luff teh summa time 'cause muh boirfday is in July!! *Does retarded dance* TWENTY DAYS UNTIL MY BOIRFDAY!!! YAY!! I'm so excited!! I know exactly what I want!! I want a digital camera!! Why? Because I am going to be taking photography as Fine Arts class!! ^^ I want to get a head start, too.
^^ Sasha

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Friday, June 16, 2006


   KAH-RAZY Part-ay!!! XD Plus Field Day!!
Whoa!! I just had the time of my life!! Aryn had her birthday party at her house and it was so much fun!! We had a Scavenger Hunt and Kelsie and I were partners and we thought we had it all, but when we were halfway done, Aryn and Katie were already finished and got all their stuff from one house. It was crazy...but then again it was in her neighborhood so she knows who has what and stuff like that. It was still fun.

After our fun Hunt, it was time to hit the ASS!! In other words...The Pinata!! It was to my dismay that my Disturbed EMO Child took over me and when I had the bat, I just started swinging away!! It was fun!! Whenever I felt the Pinata, I held it down and just beat the living shit outta it!! I know it was cheap, but I sure got a helluva lotta candy!!

*Sigh* I can't wait until Monday!! We're going to Seattle as our class trip since we couldn't go to Washington D.C. We're only going to be there for two days though. O.o It'll be fun; we're taking the train there and there aren't going to be alotta nosy-ass chaperone parents there as well!! We're going to play Spin the Bottle!! Oh yeah!! Cha-ching!!! O.o I'm also excited 'cause we're going to go to Wild Waves/Six Flags there!! Yesh!! I love "End of the Year" Celebrations...they really bring the Disturbed Child outta me!! XD

Well...Field Day went well...Emily and I did Saltine Cracker Face-Off's when three or more people eat a saltine cracker and when they're done eating it, they have to try and whistle. It's pretty fun!! I COMMAND you to try this game *Makes wizardy sound thing* and you WILL like it!! Ooooh!! XD Careful though, be sure to chew your cracker all the way!! One of the kindegartners almost choked and died!! Luckily, he was okay...and Emily and I were attacked by all the kids 'cause they wanted more crackers..XD

The Volleyball game...well...that's another story. We lost...TERRIBLY!! I swear to the Mother of God, there was NO teamwork whatsoever. It was horrible, the boys didn't know how to serve and we couldn't even do the three set-ups!! Y'know the whole "bump, set, spike" thing. Yeah, we couldn't even do that...it was pathetic. I DID however hit one of the teachers when I served and boy it looked like it hurt like shit!! It felt GREAT!! I don't know which teacher I hit...I think I hit the first grade teacher...oh well, I hated her anyway. She was a real bitch to me.

*Yawns and stretches* Well, I gotta get to bed...it's 1 AM here and I'm pretty tired and congested...curse my allergies and my medicine not working!! To Hell with you!! God Dammit!! O.o Sorry...Disturbed EMO Child getting annoyed..
^^ Sasha

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Monday, June 12, 2006


   *Sigh* 8th Grade and Graduation Blues
Well...Thursday went pretty well. My aunt and uncle came from Philadelphia to see me and my brother graduate and it was cool. They left today, by the way. Hey, that rhymes!! XD It was pretty awesome having them over, my uncle gave my brother and I baseball hats from Russia; he goes there alot and that's where my name comes from! <3 ("Sasha" is Russian for "Alexandra" if you don't know, it was his idea to start calling me that) I've been wearing it all day--I luff it so much!! XD

The graduation went by so quickly, I forgot about Father Joe's homily and what the principal had said because I wanted to get out of there! It was sad, Mrs. Rae, my homeroom teacher was crying while Jonny was playing "The Scientist" and Mr. Margolis, my other homeroom teacher was laughing. XD It was a sight to see...but then my friend, Emily started to tear up, but Aryn and I remained strong--we didn't cry until later.

At the reception, the food was so cheap. Everybody ate the food before all of us eighth graders. I didn't even get to eat!! I only had one sandwich and 2 M&M's while everyone else was pigging out on the good stuff. I didn't even get a piece of cake!! No fair!! But, it was pretty good, our banners were just like last years, but just a tad bit better. I wish they were like the ones they did 4-5 years ago, instead of yellow and green, it was black and green--the traditional school sports colors. Everyone said I looked cute when I was younger, but it was a funny picture of me. I had that look that said, "I'm-gonna-shoot-ya-down-if-you-don't-get-that-camera-outta-my-face!" It was funny. The slideshow got to me though, I was tearing up--I couldn't help it!!

After the slideshow, all the girls--including myself as well--were crying again!! It was so funny and sad at the same time, it was more like "tears of joy" than "tears of sadness" type of thing. We were laughing so much from the memories we shared together while crying as well. We hugged each other so much, it was like we were a big family--and we are!! O.o ...The class I mean...XD

We went bowling--no Cosmic Bowling and it was a blast!! We were more into the music and dancing than the bowling, but I bowled for some people. I had three strikes and Luke wouldn't stop fucking up my score whenever it was my turn!! Since my Disturbed EMO Child was getting tired of it, she was unleashed and she killed him...not literally, there were people around of course...*Shifty eyes* She just...um...I don't remember...it happened to quickly...Bwahahahahahahahaha!! (That was her just now XD)

We didn't get done with bowling around 12 AM and Rosie had her sleepover and so did Luke, but only a few boys went over. We (the girls) were pretty tired, but we needed to kill some time so that we could sneak out and meet them, but it was pretty ruined. Jonny--being the wise-guy that he is--called and said that the boys couldn't sneak out because one of them asked Patty. It was probably him. But, it worked out fine, we watched a movie and we all slept through it. I didn't have a sleeping bag and didn't want to sleep on the floor, so I flipped the dogs bed and slept on it. It was pretty comfortable. XD

*Sigh* My brother's graduation was boring. Oh wait...I forgot, he's graduating from high school. It wasn't really that sad, it was pretty happy. Gawd, I hated it when those two preppy girls who won the valedictorian and saluditarian award talked. They were so annoying, they repeated themselves a couple o' times and it was so boring. And then that other old guy who graduated from the school talked FOREVER!! He talked for about a half-hour and was only supposed to talk for ten minutes. It was dull I tell ya what.

Well, that's all what happened in the past two days. Nothing but graduations and fun with my aunt and uncle. Tomorrow I'm going to my kindegarten buddy's graduation and thank her for my gift and get her something as well. Oh yeah!! I'm also going to Field Day on Tuesday and smashing on the staff for all the crappy shit that they've given me for the past couple o' years. It's pay-back time!! My Disturbed EMO Child has permission to smash on them and she will take over me when the time is right. XD
^^ Sasha

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Thursday, June 8, 2006


   Last call for...everything...
Sniff* Well, yesterday was my last day at school and my last everything...it was so sad!! We practiced our graduation Mass and our songs that we will be singing and everything. I didn't think that it would go by so quickly, but it DID!! ACK!! We also had our last lunch together in the cafeteria. It was so fun to boss the seventh graders around, we made them dance for us and do anything that came to our minds. We shared memories that we've had together and joked around and made random toasts every 10 minutes.

After our lunch, some of the girls and I went in the bathroom and, even though I promised myself I wouldn't cry, I did. Grace-Ellen started it; at first I thought she was kidding, but she wasn't--she was actually crying. And so, everyone was crying except for Kelsie and Katie and we gave each other hugs and kisses and were just bawling like crazy. We cried for 20 minutes...it was really sad; we're such a close class...I'm serious!! We're either related or live close to one another and have been friends since pre-school or whenever!!

We saw our buddies one last time and gave them our stories that we worked so hard on in computer class. We also had story time and read Oh The Places You'll Go...I was tearing up of course. The rest of the time, we waited and hung out until it was time for our clapout. It was unbelieveable!! It felt so good to step down those stairs and for once it was a special day dedicated to us! And, of course, after the clapout we all started crying again. XD

So, after that tearful clapout, we went to get our Vermonsters at Ben & Jerry's and it was so cheap! I mean, it cost 30 dollars for one Vermonster and we got 3; it was a waste. 20 scoops of ice cream, a foot of whipped cream, walnuts, fudge, 4 bananas and it was all soupy and all of it was chocolate. It was that disgusting, I had about 20 bites and I was done. Too much ice cream I tell ya what.

Emily had her graduation party at her house and it was so fun!! We played Spin the Bottle and I kissed Jonny twice, Peter and Michael. When I was going to kiss Michael, he and I leaned in and then I just backed away and started laughing. It was so hilarious!! I couldn't help it, but he caught me off guard and kissed me for 5 seconds. What?! Those were the rules!! You had to kiss for 3-5 seconds!! XD

Well everyone, today's the day. Today's the day I bury all my memories here at my school tonight. My graduation ceremony and everything. My aunt and uncle are on they're way here and they'll be here in about 2-3 hours. I'm not really nervous, but I'll probably crying at the reception when they play the slide show. And, after that, we'll go cosmic bowling and Rosie and Luke will be having sleep overs and we're going to sneak out of Rosie's house and go to Luke's and play Sping the Bottle even more!! Well, wish me luck! I gotta make this special!!
^^ Sasha

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Wednesday, June 7, 2006


   HuH?!
*Squeals* Tomorrow's my official last day at school tomorrow!! YAY!! I'm so happy!! Then the next day is graduation and then it's summer for me!! Yay!! This is so Coolio de Fabio!! O.o Yes I know that is lame, I say that alot...trust me...and no I don't like Fabio all that much. And if you don't know who Fabio is, google him or something and take a gander.

Kah-Nee-Ta was pretty awesome, we didn't do anyting that much 'cause it was so hot out there! Well, it's pretty much like a desert out there so we just swam and frolicked around in the pool. OH!! I did this totally awesome backflip dive in the pool and it was so cool!! But, sadly, nobody took a picture of it...and I also got caught by the guard people and they're like, "Hey, kid, you can't do that!" and I'm like, "Hey, this is Kah-Nee-Ta so live a little, okay?" I did again eventually didn't care anymore 'cause there were little kids and other people coming out of the slide breaking the rules and stuff...yeah. I went on the slide, and broke many of the rules (i.e. tumbling and going in face first) and they didn't really seem to care that much, so like I said, there wasn't much to do.

Since the pool was so hot, we swam in the river that was outside of the resort where the people enter. It was so much better! Even though the water was cold, it was worth it; we swam back and forth and had a water fight in the water and rocked the dock back and forth to see who could fall off first. Then, Rosie, Kyla, Aryn, Emily and I went to the other side of the river and I doubted that the current was going to take me, but I was wrong. I was swimming pretty well, until I was in the middle--and it was really deep--and the current started to take me and I was like, "Um...guys, the current's taking me!!", but before the evil current could take me, a rock was there to save my life. I was so thankful that the rock was there, so I rested there for awhile until the three of us were ready to go back to the dock.

And, yet again, the evil current decided to get back at me and started taking me where the current was getting faster and stronger!! It was so scary!! Emily, Aryn, Kyla, and Rosie were in the current, too, but they weren't anywhere near me!! And here I am swimming as fast as I could and everyone's watching me and I'm like, "Um...guys, the current's taking me again...I don't think I'm gonna make it!!" And everyone was like, "Omigosh, Sasha!!" I was saved by a very most friendly rock, again and I sat on the rock for awhile and walked in the river back to the dock. I hurt so bad, especially when I was walking in the river, the rocks were so sharp and big that I tripped over some. I was so thankful that Luke and Peter helped me with my cuts and wounds.

The bus ride was so much fun! We played Truth or Dare on the way back home and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. I didn't really pay attention 'cause I was too busy listening to my e-Pod (EMO iPod) and I slept, but it was for like 15 minutes. I got alotta good pictures as well of my class. I will cherish for them forever!! XD

Phew...it was sucha long day for me. I'm actually pretty happy that we didn't stay the night over there...nothing much to do but swim, play mini golf, basketball and volleyball. Pretty boring if you ask me. It was a long ride there, 2 hours and 20 minutes coming home...I am so tired, the chlorine is getting to me and I sound all nasally congested and stuff. Ugh...damn chlorine...now I feel like I'm swimming as I'm typing right now...except I have Chile here on my lap (Chile is my doggy). Well, tomorrow's even a bigger day 'cause of the clapout and we're all going to Ben & Jerry's and getting two Vermonsters!! Yay Vermonsters!! Twenty scoops of ice cream, BRING IT ON!! Of course...we're sharing...*Shifty eyes*
^^Sasha

P.S. My Disturbed EMO Child is very upset right now because nothing happened on this date: 6/6/06. But, when I told her about my experiences with the evil current, she was very pleased. However, my friends Caitlyn, Joseph and I were talking about 6/6/06 and it turns out, it's really supposed to be 6/1 or something like that. I wasn't really paying attention because my Disturbed EMO Child was inside me and trying to take over.

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Monday, June 5, 2006


   6/6/06 WHOA!!
Yay!! Tomorrow's 6/6/06 and we're going to Kah-Nee-Tah on that date as well!! Mwahahaha!! The end of the world for all of us!! Bwahahaha!! O.o Sorry, my Disturbed EMO Child is within me right now so...I'm being a bit morbid right now *Shifty eyes*

WE'RE DONE!! I'm all done with school!! I can't believe it, my last whole day at school, my last lunch in the cafeteria (not really, but almost), my last recess, my last ride on the MAX with Katie and Brandon after school. I wish it was October again, when we went to the Pumpkin Patch with our buddies...good times...ain't we lucky we got'em? Well, I gotta get ready for Kah-Nee-Ta and pack what I'll need when I go out there. WHOA!! I just noticed someting, I'll get back at 6:00...6 minutes before the world might end!!
^^ Sasha

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Sunday, June 4, 2006


   I dunno why I'm posting this...total sign of BOREDOM...
*Sigh* Well, this is my last weekend of my 8th grade year...*sob* this is so sad!! Tomorrow will be my last day for all my classes and my last Monday of my 8th grade year as well.

SAH-WEET!! Kah-nee-ta on the fake Satanic date: 6/6/06. I am so looking forward for bad luck to happen and everyone acting all supersticious when something happnes; I'll just be dying of laughter because it's so funny. And then it will be all over!! People will be on the streets, begging for money!! Bwahahahahaha!! XD Sorry, it's from my play that was put on in May.

Guh...I mailed my invitations and had to design my brother's for his High School Graduation which is two days after mine. I don't really care what I get for a graduation gift, I think I already got what I've always wanted last year and for Christmas. But I DO want to go to Philadelphia and spend a month there with my aunt and uncle; I've wanted to go since last year, but my mother dearest lied about me going. My whole summer was shot and I was extremely pissed off (that's also how my Disturbed EMO Child came to me even more). Oh well...C'est Lavie. That's the way it goes; that's life, right? RIGHT?!

Well...I don't know what else to say, but...yep. That's it. I'm done.
^^ Sasha

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