Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Christmas time is heeeeeere
Christmastime is here
happiness and cheer
boys and girls..and I can't remember the lyrics to that Charlie Brown Christmas song, but it's so addicitng I tell you what!! ZOMG..I can't believe it's Christmas..it really crept up on me this year..I didn't even finish all my Halloween candy..and I feel really bad. I dunno why..but all my friends gave me these gifts and stuff and I only gave them a card and a hug. Pretty crappy, eh? My gifts suck.

They're laaaaaame.

I'm really bad if I do something like that, am I? I feel so bad. I didn't have any time to get them anything yet they had all the time in the world to get me something. *Sigh* I tell you..it really crept up on me this year.

This week is almost over, too. I haven't done anything. I can't wait until tomorrow, though; I'm gonna hang out with my bestest buddeh in teh whole wide world!

Speaking of which..remember that girl who I thought stopped tormenting me? Yeah, well I'm fed up with her shit. She and her best friend and my "friend" Rosie teamed up on me and sicced this kid who was in my class and he was calling me racial slang and stuff like that and I got fed up and told the principal and we all talked witht the councelors. Seriously. Councelors. It was...horrible. She made it seem like I was picking on her when I wasn't and that I was "jealous" because her best friend was friends with Rosie--my former classmate.

It was a bunch of bull. It was pointless...she said she didn't have anything to do with it when she was the one using deragatory language and spreading rumors about me and how much my family is messed up and how goddamn bipolor I am. I was pissed because she was lying, but I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. I pretty much let her get away with it all..and I wrote everything and saved everything that she said about me and the councelors didn't even bring THAT up.

Look, I didn't write that just so that they could gawk at it, I wrote that because it was the truth, that there was something going on between us and she did WAS involved and started this whole thing. Oh well..at least there's peace and I'm happy. But I know she's going to tell everybody and the whole freshman will still hate me. I hate it. It's..not what I expected Freshman year to be. I thought it'd be alot more loving and welcoming. Instead, my class is filled with back-stabbing girls, rumors ahoy and preps. SCHWA!!

After that "meeting" I called my best friend and cried. I cried the whole lunch period away. I cried until I was cold. I cried until the teachers saw me and told me to go back to the councelors. I cried so much that I looked like a baby. I cried so much, my best friend was made at Rosie and everyone who was involved. We all went to the same school together--me, Rosie, my best friend, and that kid who was calling me racial slang. ALL OF US DID. And we all became enemies in less than 2 years. That's why I can't wait to see her.

Anyway...I baked a cake. It looked like Starbucks coffee cake and people loved it. It was good.

Now I'm gonna bake cookies. Snickerdoodle cookies. And they're for Santa, too.

Yes, I still believe in Santa. NO, it's not my parents. HE DOES EXIST I TELL YOU WHAT!! He lives in Finland. And I'm gonna go there, and when I do meet him, I'm gonna laugh in everyone's faces who didn't believe in him!! HA!! My mommy told me because her grandparents told her, too, and she wrote a letter to him in Finnish--her granparents helped her--and yeah. And so I'm gonna do the same, too. It's a family tradition. What? I know...I'm laaaaaaame.

Anyway..I'm gonna go and watch some Christmas movies..like the GRINCH!! *sings* You're mean, one, Mr. Grinch doopa doop a doop and I don't know the lyrics to this song either. xDDDD

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, PEOPLES~~
¢¨ú Sasha
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