Friday, December 31, 2004

No, I'm not dead... I think
Whoa.. I haven't posted in awhile. Since Christmas, my life has been pulling me in all sorts of different directions. I'm so tired and spaced out right now.

New Years Resolutions? I'll think of something.

I gotta get to a party now. I'm late by 4 hours. Have a kick-ass new year everyone. I'll see you guys in a bit. Cheers!

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P.S. I'll get to everyones sites next year. Heh.
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Oh my god, you're wearing pink!
Yeah I wore pink today. A pink french cut dress shirt with a snazzy lavender tie with my black suit. I've never worn it before but hey, it's always a real kick to make some change every now and then. Fits me quite well. I've been really into fashion lately. It's costly but well worth the money. The girls love it. Heh.

I'm friggin stuffed. I just celebrated Christmas eve with family and... well.. I think I overate. "Eat!" grandma says. SO I did. And oh boy am I full.

Clothes amd money so far. Two more Christmases to go. One this morning with my immediate family and another with my moms side.

As I sit here staring at the glistening ice on the trees and lamposts outside my window, I think to myself, 'What could she be doing right now?'. Then I think, 'My back hurts, my tea is still pretty damn hot to even sip and these pajamas are oh so comfortable and silky. Meow, I look sharp!'

OK enough of that. Again, I wish you all a Terribulastic Christmas Day. Heres to getting what you wish for and whatever I said in the poem.

Cheers everyone!

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Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas Wishes From Nine & Enin
May you be warm
On a cold winter's day
May you win 1st place
In the games that you play
May the food you eat
Be plenty and lots
May your hair look great
Without tangles or knots
May you give many gifts
And in turn receive
May your shopping fatigue
And stress be relieved
May your hots teas be hot
And your bubble teas cold
May the love you share
Be returned ten times fold
May your hearts deepest wishes
And dreams comes true
Merry Christmas my friends
Cheers! Here's to you!

Merry Christmas Everyone at MYOtaku!

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Under her spell
I must be. Other than eating, posting here, going for walks, sleeping and lying on the floor in my room looking at my origami mobile while daydreaming for hours on end, I haven't done much in the past few days.

My legs feel alot better from my berzerk shopping spree. But that was awhile ago. All I feel like doing now is lying here and thinking about her.

I haven't seen my family for awhile because they're always out shopping and preparing for Christmas. The house is empty alot now. I feel as if I'm in my own little world. Everyone rushes by in a blur while I just lay here, listening to music and creating fantasies about my Pixie.

I could do this all day...

Sweet dreams everyone.


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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Hush now
I'm still daydreaming.

...







And we continued dancing in the moonlight. Her blue-green glow shined upon me. We circled the pond as we gazed into each other's glittering eyes. We danced closer towards the waters edge. She smiled at me while leaning me to the pond.

"Look at your feet."

"Why?"

"Just look."

I looked down and saw that we were floating just above the pond. In my mind, I held her hands tighter but in my heart, I knew I would be just fine. And so we danced. Her bare toes gently touched the waters surface making ripples of light spread beneath us, like magical floating rings. The sparkles of light continued to twirl all around. She looked up at me and said something. I saw her lips move but heard nothing except for music. I knew what she said. I felt her words. I tried to speak but I heard nothing. She nodded and smiled.

"Close your eyes, my darling. Let the music guide you.."










...


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Monday, December 20, 2004

It was a bright sunny morning..
Standing before me was my new mansion. Before I walked to the front door, I brushed excess leaves off my griffin hedges. The outside appearance of the mansion looked quite common. As soon as I stepped inside I dropped my jaw at the interior design. On the floors layed a warped checkered pattern that spread throughout the house. In the excitement of entering the new house, I stumbled in confusion of the floor illusion. Music streamed through speakers unclear to my eyes. A symphonic ballad that seemed to adjust itself to my pace. At the bottom of the long winding staircase stood a glass vase upon a spiral sculpture. In that vase were nine identical red roses. Each window was shaped like a playing card suit. Hearts, clovers, spades and diamonds, which fitted the overall black, white and red theme.

In the living room I saw a fireplace surrounded by several white sofas and chairs. It was already lit. However, it burned an unfamiliar color. Deep purple flames flickered back and forth, popping a crackling almost to a rhythm.

The dining room featured a dining table with nine chairs. The chandelier floating above the table looked to be made of unmelting icicles. The glow from it's center seemed unnatural but I chose not to question it.

I walked into the next room and discovered my new kitchen. Every kitchen tool I knew existed layed before me. Pots, pans, bowls, spoons, forks. Mounted vertically all over the walls were my knives. Knives of every shape and size. I opened a large cupboard and found almost a room full of spices and seasonings. I didn't recognize a few. Rycnid? Slypin? They must be good.

After selecting one of the many teapots, I made myself some green tea and continued exploring. I went upstairs and entered the first room to my right. A music room. I was expecting that. In the back of the room was a stage. On that stage were my drums, two amps, one white electric guitar and one black bass guitar. One the floor in front of the stage were these cloud-like pillow for lying down and enjoying the music.

I continued my exploration and entered the next room. A game room. In the center of the room was a large television monitor stretching from floor to ceiling. Four smaller monitors were mounted on the walls on each side of the larger one in the center making a total of nine monitors altogether. I assumed this was set up to eliminate split-screen gameplay. The larger monitor displayed movies or gamplay action for the rest of the guests. In front of the little monitors were several wireless controllers and more cloud-like pillows. I was amazed with my next discovery. After picking up the pillow, I revealed a cleverly designed Dance Dance Revolution dance pad meshed into the checkered floor. I felt like playing but the day seemed to pass quickly and sunset was drawing nearer.

I entered the next room and discovered childrens toys. Mounted on the walls were xylophones and bells. In the center of the room, was a small bed. In the bed slept my daughter, the Xylophone Baby, hugging tightly to a marshmallow pillow and a xylophone mallet. even in her dreams, she's amazing the world. I kissed her on the forehead, wished her the sweetest dreams and quietly crept out of th room.

I checked the other rooms and found myself walking into bathrooms and closets. I walked through the arched doorway atthe end of the hall. I was in my room. A large canopy bed took up most of the space. I headed towards my closet and walked in. My top hat sat upon a mannequins head. So I put it on along with a tuxedo. I opened up the door to the balcony and saw that I had a large garden. Nighttime was upon me so I prepared to finished off my day exploring the garden. I checked myself in a large mirror and was off downstairs.

I walked into the garden and was instantly surrounded by flowers. Each flower seemed to glow, even without the illumination of the full moon. The pale blue light got stronger as I followed the garden path. Little sparkles of light were drawn to this blue glow so I followed along. At the end of the garden path I found a small pond. The little sparkles of light swirled around the water, dipping into the surface every now and then, creating ripples that broke the perfect reflection of their magical dance.

At the far side of the pond, I saw an even brighter glow. It was a girl. With wings. I walked around the pond to see clearer. It was my Pixie. Her delicate wings sparkled bright and fluttered when she saw me approach. She sat at the edge of the pond with one arm leaning on her knees and the other streaming her fingers in the water back and forth. I sat beside her.

"Is our daughter asleep?"

"Yes."

"You look very handsome, my dear."

"You look beautiful."

She took her hand out of the water and jokingly splashed a few drops in my face. We laughed and leaned in closer to me.

We sat the edge of the pond for awhile, watching the sparkles twirls and spin above the water.

"Sara? Would you like to dance?"

"I would love to."

I stood up and offered my hand. She gently held it and we began waltzing to the soft symphony playing from nowhere. Her wings left trails of sparkles as we spun.

Around the pond we danced. A young man in a tuxedo and a magical faerie in the cool glow of the moonlight. We danced. And danced.

"I love you darling."

"I love you too."









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Sorry. I was daydreaming again.

*sigh*

Goodnight everyone. Cheers and sweet dreams.


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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Last Christmas...
...I gave you my heart
The very next day
You gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

*sigh*

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

Stupid..... things!
Sorry I haven't been visiting sites recently. I'm still trying to figure some stuff out.

Anyway, I'm close to finishing my Christmas shopping. But my legs are friggin spent. I walk ridiculously fast and I shopped all day today. Rush, rush, rush I went. My stupid list was arranged to that each consequtive gift required me to go to opposite sides of the mall. Since rearranging required thinking, I thought to hell with it. I went all over the mall anyway.

Mmmm, fish and chips.

Now my legs hurt. But my tea makes everything better.

And don't worry, everyone. I'll talk to my pixie soon. Just as soon as my legs work again and my mind empties itself of worries and the sort.

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Friday, December 17, 2004

"there's something beautiful in his trying"
About my post yesterday. I didn't what to feel because she gave me a letter and it kinda confused me. I didn't know how to react. And according to the letter, she also didn't know who to react to the flowers and necklace.

Oh right, I never told you about the necklace. I think it was wednesday night that I went Christmas shopping. Something inside told me that a girl like her deserves so much more than flowers. So I searched for a pretty something for a pretty girl. I was walking through the mall and saw something shiny in one of the stores. Amoung the shiny stuff was this really nice green crystal necklace. It's really hard to describe but I could picture her wearing it. It would look really awesome on her.

So I bought it.

I didn't give it to her in person because I'm still really shy. I had my sister deliver it because they're best friends anyway. I tried not to let it drown my mind for the rest of the day.

I went home early just because I could. My sister came home and gave me nicely folded sheets of paper. "What's this?" I asked her. It was a letter. According for my sis, she had cried when she recieved my gifts because tey were so unexpected. The subject of my post is whatb she titled the letter. Her letter was made up of thank-yous and such but there were some other things that I still don't know how to react to. She seems just as confused as I am. We both lack the ability to fully express what we feel and it's killing me. I have to talk to her face to face someday. I have to figure this out.

I'm lost.

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

. . .
I don't know what to feel right now.

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