Sunday, January 28, 2007

Not like it used to be
It seems I'm becoming an unintentional prick these days.

Dozens of people say hi to me over MSN and I don't respond. In most cases, I'm not there but I am there. I find myself caught up between two different machines (the home PC and my laptop) multi-tasking with projects, assignments, doodling and cell texting. Unfortunately, MSN isn't one of these tasks. It's bad enough when someone I haven't spoken to for awhile gets no response from me, but I feel it's even worse when I do respond but disappear within minutes. I really do apologize to anyone who's experienced my busy, careless silence.

Unfortunately, things will be like this for awhile. I'm decent when it comes to keeping promises. This is why I make so few.

I'm going to allow my schoolwork to consume me because I simply want it to. It's all I really have these days. No longer do I have a pretty face to think about when lying in bed. There aren't very many days to look forward to except for my next class, where I'll be with my mates getting things done. It's a simple life and I love it.

But still. You've no idea how much I've been wanting to update with something juicy. In fact, I've been "working" on an update since my last one and I pretty much scrapped it because the days went by and everything I write becomes irrelevant. I threw in about 15 edits before giving up on it. See... When works becomes play and play becomes work, procrastination remains procrastination. I'm not trying to say my internet life and personal stuff has become a chore next to school and whatnot.. But it sure as hell isn't much of a priority when graphic design assignments become so much fun.

My update basically went on about how I've been watching Nana, the anime (which I stole from Mr. Bassists harddrive a long time ago) and steadily loving it more and more after each episode. I'm trying to pace myself becase 30 something episodes can go by real fast. I've also been doing some fanart of my fave characters so far. Mainly Kyosuke and Junko because they're cute and hot at the same time. I've got the movie waiting to be watched as well but I'm saving that for later.

I also wanted to post some of my work to show you guys but I guess that will have to wait until next time.

Hmm.. Let's see.. I also had some stuff about food addictions, drama at school, using foreign accents in class, seeing friends from out of the blue, snowy weather, and nearly committing homicide after discovering some stupid punk-ass super fucking fag-ball dick-shit anal-cock mung-puss put chewing gum on the side of the fucking bus which eventually stuck to the sleeve of my precious leather coat. Ahh fuck...

Okay.. I got it out without much of a mark. Just a little bit of scratch marks here and there but it was fine after a treatment. I'm overreacting.

In fact, I took it quite well for the first few minutes. I hummed a nice song while getting it out. But after some time holding it in, I probably would've scared Satan himself with how I reacted.

*grumble*

Oh wait.. this is kinda turning into a real update.

Well. Not really. I'm actually really pissing my off with the lack of anything right now.




Ehh... I should end this here.

Yeah. I'm a dick. Maybe next time things will be better...


Cheers.

- enin -



P.S. Yasu is awesome.
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