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Friday, November 26, 2004


I don't usually wear that but ok...
I feel like such a fool!

Yesterday in the highschool library, I was marking some sketches by grade nines when two of my friends came along and started joking around. When we're together, we can be a bit much because individually, we can be pretty nutty. Combined, we are nonsense kings. Since we all were in a hyper, cracked up type mood I grabbed a poetry book and started reading verses aloud in a ridiculous manner while standing on top of a chair. Obviously I received the attention of everyone in the library. Everyone including the Pixie girl. She was on a computer to the left of me and she gave me one of those "What the?" looks. I paused for a second, hoping that this is just a dream. It wasn't. Unfortunately, I continue reading like a jackass until librarian came in and told me to get down.

What is wrong with me? Why can't I simply be amused sitting down and laughing with friends? Why did I have to go too far and humiliate myself in front of the girl I'm crazy for? Why why WHY!?!

I know I'm crazy for her but this is a bit too crazy. My chances with this girl are slightly (ahem, VERY) thinned out because of my stupid actions. I have to admit, it was kinda fun though. But stupid. Very stupid.

*sigh* I need tea.

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