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Friday, December 17, 2004

"there's something beautiful in his trying"
About my post yesterday. I didn't what to feel because she gave me a letter and it kinda confused me. I didn't know how to react. And according to the letter, she also didn't know who to react to the flowers and necklace.

Oh right, I never told you about the necklace. I think it was wednesday night that I went Christmas shopping. Something inside told me that a girl like her deserves so much more than flowers. So I searched for a pretty something for a pretty girl. I was walking through the mall and saw something shiny in one of the stores. Amoung the shiny stuff was this really nice green crystal necklace. It's really hard to describe but I could picture her wearing it. It would look really awesome on her.

So I bought it.

I didn't give it to her in person because I'm still really shy. I had my sister deliver it because they're best friends anyway. I tried not to let it drown my mind for the rest of the day.

I went home early just because I could. My sister came home and gave me nicely folded sheets of paper. "What's this?" I asked her. It was a letter. According for my sis, she had cried when she recieved my gifts because tey were so unexpected. The subject of my post is whatb she titled the letter. Her letter was made up of thank-yous and such but there were some other things that I still don't know how to react to. She seems just as confused as I am. We both lack the ability to fully express what we feel and it's killing me. I have to talk to her face to face someday. I have to figure this out.

I'm lost.

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