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Birthday
• 1986-09-08
Gender
• Male
Location
• Atop a cliff overlooking the sea
Member Since
• 2004-10-10
Occupation
• Dreamer//Tea Drinker//Graphic Designer
Real Name
• Joshua

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• Made you smile
Anime Fan Since
• I was a young lad
Favorite Anime
• Beck, FLCL, Fruits Basket, Love Hina, Nana
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• Find my paradise
Hobbies
• Drinking on my kit, Drumming pictures, Drawing tea
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• Drumming, Making food disappear, Making myself disappear




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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

A walk along rock bottom
With last week in the past, I thought things should get better from here. Well, It's staying just about the same at the moment.

I was just about to write a cheery post about how tomorrow is going to be my first date. Guess what.

CANCELLED

Well, I shouldn't be complaining. It's nobody's fault here. Her father just had heart surgery and she's going to accompany him throughout the week. So I guess I should say postponed.

But still. Why me? Haven't I been through enough? Argh.

Normally, I'd swear and bitch like I've completely lost it (not that I haven't), but I've been working on de-pissing off myself. Tea and meditation in my room has really helped. I'm too mellow to be pissed anymore. I'm still disappointed but it's just not as bad. My knuckles are healing and my leg burn is doing alright now.

I will also be jamming again on friday with the band boys. Musical therapy is one of the best kinds in my opinion.

I'm so sorry for being inconsistant with site visitations and such. I promise to you that next week, I'll make my usual round trips to your happy little spots here in MyO. Just give me a bit more time to get back to normal. Sorry once again.

Smile for me everyone. Cheers.

- nine -
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