Friday, February 4, 2005

I miss her so
Hello Friday. Let me take your coat.

I still haven't seen Pixie yet. She'll be spending the whole day today at the hospital with her father while he recovers. In the mean time, we'll be sending "I Miss You" type text messages to each other every now and then. I miss her so much. I say it to her so often, it's starting to lose meaning. This means I seriously need to see her again.

And that's not the only reason...

Ever since Pixie and I have been an item, other girls (some whom I never talked with, others I've like in the past and so on) have been talking to me more often. Why now, dammit? I've got Pixie you silly girls!

It's just so weird. I normally wouldn't be complaining about the attention but my thoughts and heart are Pixie's now.

Case 1: I used to have a a slight crush on this one girl who I've known for a while, but we're good friends now. I'll be honest here, I still find her very cute but I've only though of her as more than a friend once and that's it. Earlier last month, she's been spending time with me in the absense of Pixie talking about whatever and stuff. She later gave me her number. This past Monday, she asked if I'd go see her play and perhaps join her and her fellow actors to dinner. Now if I'm not mistaken, she's trying something. Hmm.

Case 2: Another girl with whom I work with just discovered that I play an acoustic guitar every now and then. She went and bought herself a brand new electric and amp and asked that I come to her house on weekends to teach her. II've known her for a while and I've never heard her even mention learning to play the guitar. Hmm again.

Case 3: A girl who lives in my neighbourhood asked me out when we bumped into each other at the local coffee shop. I've only seen her a couple of times and she's got wicked blue hair. But still, it's strange. Where did she come from? (Obviously, I turned her down but she still says hi and such.) Hmm yet again.

Case 4: Another girl who I know quite well has been getting really touchy touchy with me recently. She now greets me with very tight hugs and leans on my shoulder when we ride the subway. I try to crack jokes so I can chuckle like a goofball to get her off but it only works sometimes. Serious Hmmm-age.

I've no clue as to what's going on now. What has got into them? I don't look any different from before. Well, there ARE the new stylish clothes, the cologne, the absence of braces and the shinier hair but I did this and will conitue doing to for Pixie and Pixie only. Perhaps it's a test. To see if I'll answer temptations call. Well, I've got something to say to that:

HAH! IN YOUR MOUTH TEMPTATION! Nice try.

I've been waiting to be with Pixie for way too long now. I'd be totally retarded to just give up what we have like that. Especially now. Ooh, I feel noble..... and hungry.


That said and done, today is like I said, Friday. That means it's jam time with the band-boys. We're most likely going to work on some more Pillows and perhaps some video game covers. Mr. Guitarist was considering tweaking Red Alert's Hell March and maybe work on some personalized versions of Guile's and Ken's theme from Street Fighter 2. That'd be wicked sweet. 2 Pairs of my new sticks are now chipped away on all sides. I'm playing as light as I can, dammit. Lousy toothpick pieces of crud.

Oh yeah. The shelf that hold my encyclopedias broke yesterday. The bastards are gaining weight.

Have yourselves an awesome Friday, dudes and dudettes. Cheers!

- nine -

P.S. There is something peculiar about some letters in those paragraphs again.
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