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• 2004-10-10
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• Joshua
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• Made you smile
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• I was a young lad
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• Beck, FLCL, Fruits Basket, Love Hina, Nana
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• Find my paradise
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005
Before I start crying like a loser, I'm just going to point that I managed to buy the Sabian XS20 rock crash cymbal, a boom stand and the Pearl Bass Drum Pedal that I've been wanting for awhile.
So yeah. I guess you wanna know what's up. Well, I just found out that Pixie has blocked me on MSN (which is the obvious reason why I haven't spoken to her for awhile). My sister has Pixie on her list she apparently was online while on my list, she wasn't.
Now you're probably going to say, why don't you call her? Well, I can't. I don't have her home phone number (and I'm not going to find it in the phonebook because I choose to let her decide whether I can have her home phone or not.) I also tried calling her cell phone and text messaging but I haven't received a reply yet.
After all this crap, I have the sudden urge to sleep forever.
Am I overreacting? Maybe.
I'm starting to feel a bit left out of her life. I think she's purposely trying to avoid me now. I mean, at the live she could've waited for me or at least said hi or something. And I also tried visiting her at school on Monday. But for some reason right out of the blue, she decides to go downtown and buy concert tickets. The minute I arrive too. Now tell me, what's going on?
Even the smallest thing like this tears me apart. So what? I'm a bit sensitive and Pixie happens to be the first girl who gave a damn about me.
It hurts...
I'm not going to be around for awhile. I'm going to figure this out.
- nine -
P.S. If my worse fears about this come true, not even Andrew W.K. can save me then. I'm sorry...
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