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• Atop a cliff overlooking the sea
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• 2004-10-10
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• Dreamer//Tea Drinker//Graphic Designer
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• Joshua
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• Made you smile
Anime Fan Since
• I was a young lad
Favorite Anime
• Beck, FLCL, Fruits Basket, Love Hina, Nana
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• Find my paradise
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• Drinking on my kit, Drumming pictures, Drawing tea
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• Drumming, Making food disappear, Making myself disappear
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Monday, May 2, 2005
Nothing's ever gonna happen
I'm not sure what I feel right now. but I can tell you that I feel bad for not being able to comment on your posts for the day. Sorry about that.
So the Mr. Guitarist thing still pisses me off. He constantly complains about this bitch but he's not leaving her.
I'm sick of it. Just fucking sick of it. I said that if he even mentions her in my presence, he loses a strike. After three, I leave the band. That's it. Gone. And since I'm leaving, everyone else leaves too. Yeah. I have power. Mr. Bassist knows no other drummer, Mr. Rhythm Guitarist is my cousin and Mr. Vocalist is a close friends who supports me all the way (and vice-versa). Mr. Guitarist is fucked if he screws this up.
I've told him the deal. So far so good. He called me and talked about stuff as usual. No bitching so that's a good start.
Our live this month is cancelled which blows but give us more time for our live in June. We've nearly completed our first original. We should be starting a new one soon.
Other than that. Everything band-wise is doing alright.
The other night I had a dream. I was at a train station hugging a girl. I don't remember what she looked like but she was beautiful. It felt so incredibly real. I felt her in my arms as she had hers around me. I felt her breathe. Every now and then she would sigh. We stopped hugging and she looked into my eyes, whispered something and then we kissed. At that exact moment, a train rushed by and I was awaken by my alarm clock.
So what the hell does that mean?
I don't have a clue but I feel like crap.
It was just a dream.
But I'm not going to complain. Whatever... I don't think I should care about anything anymore. Shit happens right? Right.
You know what? As I type this, I feel like I don't need to post much here anymore. My past posts were about what? Pixie and my band, right? Well Pixie flew away and my band is pretty much dying. As for the other randomness, I don't really feel it anymore. Gah. I never really posted anything interesting anyway. I'm sure feeling like crap like this is only temporary though. I don't wanna leave this place. But we'll see.
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