Thursday, February 17, 2005

Ýøü š†ølë mÿ †ëårš… Ï ålwåÿš ¢rÿ ƒør ÿøü…
Yes, i'm posting in this old thing. There's just some things I need to get out, and I don't know if anyone ever reads this anymore, but I'm presuming they don't.

It's amazing what you miss when you're faced with the prospect that you'll never have it again. And the things that you remember about these things, that might have annoyed you before, or you just dismissed. When you're faced with the possibility that you'll never have these things again, you just want to take it all back, and put up with it, just to have it back. Molly's incessant scratching and stuff drove me nuts. But now that I know she's not going to be around for much longer, whenever I hear it, I don't want it to stop. It's the same with a lot of things recently. But most of it is my fault.

I think i've messed up properly this time though. I have only myself to blame.
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Friday, January 28, 2005

Just swish ya hip and do tha dip!
I've moved to livejournal :

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_supervixen03_/
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What if the sun refused to shine? What if the clouds refused to rain?
I'm in a muggy mood again... just muggy, NOT down or anything, just a thoughtful, sort of... mood... I don't really know how to explain it, except to try to explain why...

Everyone seems to have a best friend... And even if they don't, they seem to get on with people and do things together and stuff... why don't I do any of that? Mostly because my 'best friend' decided that she didn't want to be my best friend anymore, and my other 'best friend' is only my 'best friend' when it suits her. Yeah, sure I have loads of friends and stuff... but I wouldn't mind just a proper girly best friend like I used to have, that I can talk to everyday and go places and stuff... Gee that sounds sad. Meh...

It's kinda lonely when all of your close mates are guys... I mean, i've got no one to talk to about girly stuff... or to giggle with or anything. Spose I'm just feeling a bit lonely...

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Look at your watch now... you're still a super hot female...
Today was okie... bit tiring and bluh, mostly due to the fact that Garry was being overly clingy to us all, he wouldn't leave any of us alone. Though he gave me a phone today... for I can't really complain. It's a pretty kewl phone too.

I feel kinda bluh now too... I was kinda looking forwards to tomorrow, especially the evening... but i'm not really too excited about it now. I just wanted to sit somewhere and maybe smoke a little... Ah well.

Meh... can't be bothered with this anymore. I'mma go... uh... find food or something.


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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   Take the pain killer, cycle on your bicycle, leave all this misery behind
I am in such a good mood!! It's so strange. But i'm so glad i'm not feeling like *bluh* anymore. Still have the buzzy feeling in my head, still feel ill, still not eating properly, but I feel happier. It's amazing what upbeat music can do to you. I totally recommend Silvertide - California Rain. Little cheesy, but it makes you feel so happy just listening to it. You'll at least tap your feet to it, I myself was dancing in my seat.

So... whaddid I do today?

Weeeell...

Usual morning 'get up late' thing, cept I thought it was friday, and I sort of got up thinking 'Thank god, It's friday...' but when I realised it wasn't, I was like 'Ah... Shit.'
Again, got my usual early morning coke, and was a bit bored up until first lesson. English wasn't AS bad today... just boring as hell. Did quite a bit of work and much less chat and piss taking of teacher today.
Second lesson was okay, none of us were really in a worky mood, so Mrs. Close just read through some of Marc's stuff, then put on some music and we just chatted for a while, then she gave us the next lesson off. Heh, I wub Mrs Close ^_^
So that lesson was spent in the common room, in which I eat a horrible bit of pizza and distributed my Cranberries musicky goodness to everyone. ^_^ ALso had Josh stealing my hat... so I had to go on a quest to get that back, running all around the common room and jumping over everyone. Fun.
Art, had to draw Marc in a depressy pose... heh, t'was funny. Though I sort of just went into 'Arty-not-listen-dead-to-the-world' mode. Ah... *sigh*
Dinner was okay, just sat talking about guitars and stuff. Peaceful.
Then I spent another free lesson in the common room, with Gary, G and Tonkin, and talked about music and stuff while drawing a See, the little dancing demon dances, and it comes up 'BLAH' on the screen, and a banana comes out. I'll scan it in some time.
After school was theory, in which Gary followed us into... heh... he's kinda clingy really... more so to Marc than me. Anyways... ate our cake *yum* then I had to share Marc's theory book with him, since I forgot mine, which was fun. We had some kid in there, talking about Valentines day and how he likes this girl, and he got me to draw a picture for her. I drew him a quick pixie... nothing really special.

That's really all of interest of today. Peaceful I suppose. It kind of sounds boring when I write it down, but it wasn't at the time.

I feel a bit bored now though...
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