Sunday, January 2, 2005

Amphetamine... Annie-dog...
I suppose i'd better do this quiz... It would be inconvenient if I died.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Rhi
2. Annie
3. Epona

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Ashes
2. Tifa
3. Epona

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Uh... Ambitious? Well, I have dreams...
2. I can wiggle my ears and twitch my nose.
3. I can bend my body in really freakishly kewl ways.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I can't really put my finger on it, just me in general.
2. I'm not brilliant at anything, i'm always just 'good.' Never Amazing.
3. People can tease me easily, and they seem to a good fuckin' kick out of it as well.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. My family may as well own St. Ives
2. I'm cornish. I was brought up in Cornwall, I have Cornish blood, as far as i'm concerned, that's enough. The Place where I was born has no importance.
3. Every girl in the Perkin family (mum's side... obviously) has either the name Clarinda or Mary. I just got stuck with Clarinda. ¬_¬

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Insects.
2. Needles.
3. Falling in Love.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music
2. Harry Potter
3. Final Fantasy

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Nirvana Jeans
2. Smashing Pumpkins t-shirt
3. Um... skin? I have underwear on, but I ain't describing that. ¬_¬

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. Pumpkins
2. Rage against the Machine
3. Garbage

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Eagle Eye Cherry - Save Tonight
2. Smashing Pumpkins - Wound
3. RATM - Wake Up

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Driving
2. Having fun without Alcohol
3. ... nothing else really.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Security
2. Trust
3. I'd say balance of looks/personality e.g but tbh, I don't care.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE if you can guess the lie, you are amazing:
1. Easily angered
2. Easily upset
3. Easily inspired

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Tidy, stylish, just the right length hair.
3. Swishness. You know, confidence, being able to be funny, and compliment me and stuff.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Uh... I can't think of any... play shoot-em-up games? They annoy me.
2. Get on with pretty, preppy tarts that wear their skrits like belts.
3. Figure out what it is with Cars that girls find so appealing. I mean, he has a car... WOW... can't you get your own?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Listening to music
2. Reading and Writing Harry Potter
3. Painting and Drawing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get up... I have a stabbing pain in my side.
2. Buy some boots
3. Sort out what the hell i'm doing.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Artist
2. Band Member
3. Animation

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. China
3. I'd say Thailand, but after Boxing Day, I dont' think that'll be a good idea for a while.

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Devi (g)
2. Sakura (g)
3. Touya (b)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get a packet of crisps... *goes and does so*. Well, that's one down...
2. Eat the worlds largest cookie.
3. Have Tea.

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. George Bush
2. Tony Blair
3. Bloomsbury. (I'll kill them for being so slow.)
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

Whisper secrets from me, try to go too far...
Guh, i'm feeling quite delicate this morning... I feel like I should say that I'm never gonna drink again, since I feel really ill afterwards and during, but I know I will. I think i'm still a bit out of it, it's taking me longer to type anything.
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

I thought it stopped ._.
I thought that Dad being an asshole would have stopped... but no. He decided that it was my fault that his computer went wrong... something went wrong with his Paint Shop Pro 9, and therefore, it's my fault. So he thought he'd take out the plug to my internet, which ALWAYS fucks my computer up, but when I wouldn't let him, he decided to put his hands around my neck and grab hold quite tightly. Apart from being quite scared at the time, I've lost my damn cat today, and was upset already. I called him an insane freak, and said that someone should lock him up, but he just laughed at me. I don't know whether I was being melodramatic, but I don't think that gives him the excuse to do that.

I just wanted to put that down. Mum doesn't know, probably won't either, so he'll get away with it. Like he always does.
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Say goodnight.... don't be afraid...
Woo... i'm in a not so uppity mood. I've just had to take my widdle Tiggy-babes to the Vets. Might have been the last time I saw her. ._. They say she has a tumour in her mouth, and she's anorexic. I'm beginning to want to blame someone for this... I think I know what caused it. It's happened to Molly as well now, they've both had tumours, and I reckon it's mum, dad's and martyns constant smoking. Yes, i'm not saying they should smoke, but at the rate they do, they're not only gonna kill themselves, they're gonna kill everything around them. Meh... maybe it's just me wanting to blame someone... Poor Tigger.

Anyways... Now I have to pay to get my damn phone back >.< I left it on the train yesterday when I got off, and now it's in Penzance. So now I've gotta go to Penzance to pick it up, possibly with a charge, and I have to pay petrol money. With what?!?! My Thumbs?

On a lighter note; I found my XP pen.
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Monday, December 27, 2004

Ahh... to read through people's gbook entries...
Is it just me, or do people get more pretentious everyday? 'Oh, I like your site, it's black. I like black because it's dark, like me.' I'm sure you are all very, very dark. I'm sure you all have evil henchmen called Igor and own black cats. I'm sure you all know the Anarchists cookbook off by heart, and sit in your rooms plotting on how to kill humanity. But seriously... it really does sound like people are trying to hard to be all 'I is a goth... woe is me'. I mean, I saw this person on a forum once, who had a totally pathetic attempt at being depressing as a username, and went around saying 'Shut up, i'm a goth.' to people who told him to lighten up. Yeah! I'm sure you are... so what's it like in Gothic Germany that happened to be hundreds of years ago? Guh... Idiot. ¬_¬

So yeah. I'm feeling pretty good today. I think Futurama is brainwashing me. Every day I seem to be becoming more like Bender... living in a pigs sty... a.k.a my room (of which I am proud of), having an unworldly obsession with money ( I have a number of wacky money making schemes in motion.) and just being generally unhelpful and lazy. Ah life is good...

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

   I have found a new role-model.
I have found myself the ultimate role-model: Bender. He is so kewl. ^_^ Hates humans, runs off alcohol, has no regard for anyone else's feelings, yep. He's definitely my new role model.

OKay, i'm not even gonna waste my energry trying to explain to you how my christmas was, it's not worth it. I just want to forget the whole sorry mess. It was a complete waste or time, energy, money and wrapping paper. Didn't get anything I asked for, didn't have fun, didn't eat till I was the size of the psychic fat lady, nothin.

I'm now going to look forwards to new years eve. I think. I'm hoping that I can wangle having some of my mates round... though they'd only be able to stay as long as my parents aren't there. Fuck, I really don't like my parents. They embarrass the hell out of me just by saying hello.

Well, I now have a new objective for 2005 ¬_¬. Buy the christmas present that I was meant to get this christmas. So my drum kit fund will have to wait. It's now 'Buy Rhi's Boots fund'. Again, all donations will be greatly appreciated.

Then again, I did get some kewl stuff for xmas. Not much though. I got this BOOter bracelet from Tazzy... it's so pretty. It's silver and it has hearts and crosses on it. It really is pretty, in a gothic, not so girlish way. Perfect. Thank you so much, Tazzy. ^_^ Anyways, yes, I also got two season's worth of Futurama, AT LAST!! I've asked for two years now!! You'd think they'd have got the point quicker.

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

WHy is it that whenever I stick up for myself I regret it?
Guk. Why is it, that whenever I eel hard done by, I go to stick up for myself, I instantly regret what I say, even though I feel it really needed to be said? I don't want to feel sorry for saying those (V) things yesterday, but I do. But I dont' think I should be. After all, they made me feel like crap, why shouldn't I do the same back?

Guh... so confuzzled.

Oh well... Biscuits USA!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Hmmm... I feel like I should be sorry for saying that...
I feel like I shouldn't have said what I did... but I think... why shouldn't I? They leave me out of something important, and they expect me not to get upset? No. I think I had every right to say what I said. If they were so interested in what I thought, they wouldn't upset me like they did.

So, if anyone's offended by this... I gotta say, sorry, but that's how it goes. You offend me, I offend you.
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   The 'Fuck you all' Feeling.
That's what I have. The 'I don't give a shit anymore, so you can all go fuck yourselves' feeling. I just won't inflict my company upon anyone anymore. If i'm so fuckin' easy to lie to, and so fuckin' easy to leave out, why the fuck do people bother any other time?

I swear, if any one of you ask me one more time what's wrong, i'll tell you all to jump up your own fuckin' ass and die. If you dont' know what's wrong, you're either very stupid, or very arrogant. You're just insulting me further.

It's sad that these people have to read my journal to find out what's wrong, when they know full well. But that's alright. I think it's time I found my real friends. My bro said that to me the other night. He said; 'You get to know who your real friends are, they're the ones that don't keep anything from you, and don't lie, and never make you feel like you're a piece of shit.' I totally agree.

So until next time, g'night fuckers.
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

0_o Well that was embarrassing
Well... last night's entry was embarassing.... Think i'mma delete it, yes.

Well, i'm feeling quite peachy-keen. ^_^ Still a bit miffed, but yeah. I'm going to put all that behind me. Sure i'm still so pissed off about the whole xmas eve thing, if there is one, which i can't accuse there of being because I don't know, but I have good reason to think that it is, but I've decided to take this opportunity to try to patch things up with Mum. We went shopping yesterday and today, and had a good time. So xmas eve, instead of feeling left out, i'mma go shopping again with Aunty Lyn and Mum. ^_^ I can't wait.
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