Saturday, October 30, 2004

   Another of those lovely Quizzes for you all. ^.^
me :
[ .001. ] first name: Rhiannon
[ .002. ] middle name:
[ .003. ] last name: Wills
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Rhi, Annie, Yuffie, Princess, Bitch-hermit,
[ .005. ] gender: female
[ .006. ] age: 16
[ .007. ] birthday: 25/07/88
[ .008. ] height: dunno 0_o
[ .009. ] hair color: darkish brown
[ .010. ] eye color: Hazel
[ .011. ] race: Wookie
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope. none.
[ .013. ] do you have braces: NOpe.
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: longish... sort of shoulder length
[ .015. ] where were you born: Shrewsbury, N. Wales area >.<
[ .016. ] current location: Camborne, Cornwall
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Leo, I is a Leo Lass ^_^
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: Japanese, English, Pigeon, German
[ .019. ] nationality:Cornish
[ .020. ] bad habits:being a heartless bitch, biting my nails, curling my fingers in my hair, wiggling my ears
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 1 in each ear, and half a one in one ear.
[ .022. ] piercings you want:eye-brow, lip, nose, and ears
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: faerie, dragon, snake
[ .025. ] today's date: 29/10/04
[ .026. ] the time: 10:23 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: whatever...

: family :
[ .028. ] mother's name: Deborah
[ .029. ] father's name: Anthony Joseph
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: none
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Martyn
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none, well, one that died... Emma-Leanne
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: Aunty Lin
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Steve
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Nana, but she's gone now... *sniff*
[ .036. ] worst relative: My cousin Leanne... she threatened me with a knife and said she'd tell my brother one of my biggest secrets
[ .037. ] best relative(s): Martyn.. he give me funny grass... lol
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: NO
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you: They might think they do, but they understand the wrong person. They understand my brother and think i'm the same.

: pets :
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yuppers
[ .041. ] what are their names: Mollydog, and Tigger
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Dog and Cat

: school :
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Nope, i'm in sixth form/college
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope ^_^
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: wha?
[ .046. ] favorite year: 5
[ .047. ] least favorite year: last year, year 11
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs. Close
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Ms Mullowney or Miss Baker (she's prejudiced and flirts with the guys)
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Music & Art
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: English Literature
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I buy it
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: LMAO
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: ROTFLMAO Stop, you're killing me!
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: Kind of. Only with the people that liked me. I was very unpopular with the others, partly due to that fact that I called them all pretentious cloned sluts.
[ .056. ] favorite dance: The one I didn't go to.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: All the penny moments. Ah... good times.
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: The one I actually went to.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Guh... There's too many to think of.

: favorites :
[ .061. ] number: 7
[ .062. ] clothing brand: The one that dosen't exist
[ .063. ] shoes: My Dr. Martens
[ .064. ] saying: 'Blessed white angels pinch and peck at me, yelling at me as if to say; 'Heretic, be Gone!' - Angel Sanctuary
[ .065. ] tv show: Friends or the Simpsons
[ .066. ] sport: Ha!
[ .067. ] vegetable: Potato. It's just so neat.
[ .068. ] fruit: Apple.
[ .069. ] movie: Underworld
[ .070. ] magazine: Q music
[ .071. ] actor: Matt LeBlanc, Johnny Depp, Heath Ledger.
[ .072. ] actress: Sandra Bullock, Emma Watson
[ .073. ] candy: Fruit Drops
[ .074. ] gum: Juicy Fruit
[ .075. ] scent: Impulse
[ .076. ] candy bar: flake
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate
[ .078. ] color: blood red & black
[ .079. ] season: Autumn/Winter
[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas
[ .081. ] band: The Smashing Pumpkins/The Cranberries/The Who
[ .082. ] singer: Billy Corgan
[ .083. ] group: dunno
[ .084. ] rapper: *gags*
[ .085. ] type of music: Alt Rock/Classic/Japanese
[ .086. ] thing in your room: My Harry Potter Posters, my Squall and Rinoa wall scroll and my Harry Potter books
[ .087. ] place to be: In my room
[ .088. ] radio station: Q
[ .089. ] tv channel: 4
[ .090. ] junk food: Chocolate gateau ... *drools*
[ .091. ] overall food: Pasta
[ .092. ] store: Blue Banana
[ .093. ] shoe brand: Dr.Martens
[ .094. ] fast food: Spicy Potatoes
[ .095. ] restaurant: The Shire Inn/Waterside Meadery
[ .096. ] shape: heartagram
[ .097. ] time of day: any time when i'm home alone
[ .098. ] country: Japan
[ .099. ] state: meh...
[ .100. ] boys name: Setsuna, Touya, Ben, George, Marley, Li
[ .101. ] girls name: Madison, Naoko, Sakura, Tomoyo, Rika
[ .102. ] mall: the one in norwich; castle mall
[ .103. ] video game: Final Fantasy 7/8
[ .104. ] shampoo: Dove
[ .105. ] board game: Checkers/Chess
[ .106. ] computer game: again, Final Fantasy 7/8
[ .107. ] car: Mini
[ .108. ] music video: One of mine ^_^ The Penny Music Vid
[ .109. ] swear word: fuckin'.
[ .110. ] word: Pumpkin
[ .111. ] month: July
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Daria, Ruby Gloom, Creepy Susie or Devi
[ .113. ] scary movie: The exorcist, Freddy Vs Jason, The Haunted, Underworld? (was that meant to be scary?)
[ .114. ] team: ---
[ .115. ] possession: My Harry Potter books

: what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .116. ] eminem: dab-hand with a chainsaw
[ .117. ] dog: no, mollydog.
[ .118. ] hot: certainly not me.
[ .119. ] britney spears: Voodoo doll that I have upstairs
[ .120. ] nsync: are a load of tossers.
[ .121. ] real world: cruel
[ .122. ] orange: ... orange... like a PUMPKIN!
[ .123. ] choice: something I don't ever seem to have.
[ .124. ] fuck: yes please
[ .125. ] bisexual: Sure, I don't mind.
[ .126. ] black: Mmm...
[ .127. ] icq: ----
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: are very cool.
[ .129. ] linkin park: ... not even worth my type.
[ .130. ] jack: Father Jack Daniels.... DRINK!
[ .131. ] rainbow: Glastonbury
[ .132. ] cherry: ugh >.<
[ .133. ] cucumber: ...
[ .134. ] shark: Flipper
[ .135. ] lifehouse: a very good band; The Lighthouse Family
[ .136. ] bat: Pretty
[ .137. ] leather: Oooh, Sassy!
[ .138. ] whip: Chains
[ .139. ] american: Nuke em.
[ .140. ] water: wet.
[ .141. ] volcano: Magma/Lava

: this or that :
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Rap
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: Rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: Metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: Pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: Metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Who the hell is selena?
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: hmm.. no school.. christmas.. i'm thinkin' winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira... she's dead sexy. What? 0_o
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: None, they both look like assholes.
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: None. They're both overrated.
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: GARBAGE!!!!
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Dawson's Creek
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Basketball
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: I'm easy.
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: Well, I can blade better, but boarding.
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Mudvayne
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: ...whatever
[ .175. ] inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol... It's easier to get.
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell...
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pencil
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff girls, man! They're Bitchin'!
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: DINO! ^_^
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon:Dragonball Z - I once got addicted to them.
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars - the only one I've watched of my own accord.
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore

: private life :
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: ...
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: I don't think it's possible for me to love anyone.
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: See above.
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: Oh, I don't know... but I can't count them on one hand.
[ .191. ] who was your first love: Well, my first crush-type-thing, was Aidan Lee... Boy did we drag that one out.
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: I have the feeling I might have broken a few...
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: One. Just one.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: NOT WORTH IT.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Um... If I DID have one... i'm not saying I DO... but if I did... it's on a person who is extremely sensitive, easy to talk and laugh with, and knows me well.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: An old one.
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Um... I think I might somewhere... I generally tend to keep them out of my sight though.
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: ...oh god yes...
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Um... well, no... but not because of that.
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Depends on what you mean by SMOKE.
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: Indeed.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: No.
[ .206. ] how about a little x: ... No Comment.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Very Good.
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: I drink what I can get my hands on.
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: I like Alcohol. Full Stop.
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Sprirts, if that's what ya mean,
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I don't smoke, not straight stuff anyways.
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: ... I am in my mind and that's all that matters.
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: ...

: would you ever :
[ .215. ] bungee jump: No.
[ .216. ] sky dive: No.
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yeah!
[ .218. ] scuba dive: No.
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: No.
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: NO.
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No... I don't think I would. I'd think about it, but wouldn't actually do it.
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: I think it would depend.
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Hell Yeah! I'd do it anyways even if I wasn't paid!!
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Yeah. They probably lie to us all the time.
[ .225. ] run from the police: Well, no, I think I can act innocent good enough to not need to.
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: I do it every day.
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Sure.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: Yeah ;)
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: Done it.
[ .230. ] streak: ... *Is really thinking about it.* Probably.

: your friends :
[ .231. ] best close friends: I don't have a best close friend.
[ .232. ] known longest: out of my friends... Marc, Psy, Edd.
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Edd, he's so funny.
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Psy, I never see him.
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: Um... Whew... I have no idea. I can't count them all on my hands. That's a good sign.
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Vee
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Penny, Marc, Ben, Psy & Edd.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Well... 'I' didn't... he did... that's why we aren't friends.
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Marc, Ben, Penny, Adam, Psy, Edd, Vee, G, Joe.
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Me... Joe, Vee, Tram... I think... sometimes...
[ .249. ] most impatient: Me.
[ .250. ] shortest: Um... Vee I think.. Or Ben.
[ .251. ] tallest: Tonkin.
[ .254. ] skinniest: Either me, since I've lost a load of weight, or Amy/Naomi... both the same to me...
[ .255. ] nicest: Marc.
[ .256. ] best personality: Vee...
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: Either me, Vee, Tram or Amy/Naomi.

: have you ever :
[ .258. ] flashed someone: Yip . ^_^
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Yup
[ .260. ] been to michigan: NO
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: YIP.
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: NO
[ .263. ] skateboarded: Yip.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: Yip.
[ .265. ] stolen anything: Yup.
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Not really
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: Heh, Yeah.
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Well... more like a bucket filled with a giant snowball.
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Yeah.
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Yeah.
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: Hell Yeah, and I'd do it again too...
[ .272. ] flipped someone off: 0_o... i'm not quite certain of what that means... so i'mma leave it blank.
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: No.
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Yip
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yip
[ .276. ] been to another country: No
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult:Yeah
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Not Yet.
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: No.
[ .280. ] broke a law: Yes, many.
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: I think once.
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: Yeah. I slit my wrists in the bath once.
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Yeah.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: ... no I don't think I have.
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: No.... Wait YES!
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: lol, Yes I have.

: opinions :
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: I don't want to think about it.
[ .288. ] about boy bands: They should be poisoned... or slapped and told to get more manly.
[ .289. ] about burning flags: Yeah Sure.
[ .291. ] about suicide: I see it as a cowards way out now.
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: Yeah, but i'm probably one of them.
[ .293. ] about abortion: I'm very for it.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: Now that's real music.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: My Harry Potter Books. I think I might stay in touch with my friends, but I'll have new ones when I move..

: what did you do :
[ .297. ] last birthday: Went bowling
[ .298. ] yesterday: Not much.
[ .299. ] last weekend: Just... slept I think
[ .300. ] christmas: Had our first Christmas without Nana. It was depressing.
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: Ignored it completely
[ .302. ] new year's eve: Sat and watched T.V
[ .303. ] halloween: Threw Sherbert in a kids eyes
[ .304. ] easter: Got sick from eatin' too much.
[ .305. ] valentine's day: Spent the whole month hating it.

: the last :
[ .306. ] thing you ate: Chips.
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Coke
[ .308. ] thing you wore: Black Trousers, White tank top and white raggy top that basically falls off me.
[ .309. ] place you went: Work
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears
[ .311. ] person you saw: My Brother
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Vee
[ .313. ] person you fucked: ...
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Marc
[ .315. ] song you heard: The Cranberries - Ode to my Family

: now :
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothin'.
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Coke.
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: Black Cords, White tank top and Purple Jacket.
[ .319. ] any shoes on: Slippers.
[ .320. ] hair: Like I've stuck my finger in a socket.
[ .321. ] listening to: The Smashing Pumpkins - Behold! The Night Mare.
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: G and Scary Portkey guy.
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: Not really?

: yes or no :
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no, but i would like to be.
[ .325. ] do you like cows: Beefs! Yah, they're great!
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: Yeah. I am Bitchhermit No. 1.
[ .327. ] are you artistic: I think I am, yeah.
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: Rarely
[ .329. ] are you a good student: I'm average
[ .330. ] can you ski: Never tried
[ .331. ] are you british: Yeah
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: I would love to.
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: All the time.
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: Oh yes. But not my Barbies. I didn't have any.
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: I wouldn't eat mac & cheese.
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': I think they were on pot, yeah, and LSD.
[ .337. ] are you straight: I'll get back to you on that one.
[ .338. ] are you ?stupid, ?insane, and another ? All of the above.
[ .339. ] are you loud: I think so, some of the time.
[ .340. ] are you quiet: Heh, no.
[ .341. ] are you short: Not really...
[ .342. ] are you tall: Well... Kind of...
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: .... Yes ._.
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: No.
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: Of course I can, who do you think I am?
[ .346. ] are you evil: On most days, yes.
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: LOL! YES!
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: She is indeed, stupid slut.
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: I wasn't the last time I checked.
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: Not Really.
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: Not really.
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Well, unless said planet is made completely out of my imagination and is filled with weird, Psycho Harry Potter Geeks then no.
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: Whatever THAT is.

: random questions :
[ .355. ] any last words: Anarchy.
[ .356. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: Go to the damn pan... Jeesus... that was long... Need to go badly.
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Monday, October 25, 2004

   WARNING: Prolonged exposure to this user will result in 'Unexplained behaviour.'
OKay... So what is it about my beliefs about Satan that are so wrong?

I posted on Portkey on a topic about Religion, I said that I thought Religion was evil, it was the biggest cause of war and that it was totally wrong. I said that I didn't think there was a god, and that it was just the concept of having a god that comforted people, just the thought of there being something to place your faith in. Then I said that I didn't think Hell and Satan were as bad as people made it out to be, and that I saw Satan as a god who led souls to the underworld, not some demon/goat creature who sat there with his pitchfork and sent evil into the world. Yeah, so what? That's my opinion, my honest belief.

So why the hell do I get some idiot PMing me saying that they feel sorry for me because im' a satanist, and just because I haven't found god yet, there's no need to go over to the devil. They said they'd help me find god if I needed help, and all that christian crap.

Do I look like I need help? Okay... don't answer that... But Does it sound to you that I want to find God?Does it sound like I would like to be brainwashed into a religion to have so many boundaries and rules to follow that i'd sin everyday, and therefore believe that I would go to hell? Hell no.

Guh... okie... i'm goin' up town. I need some stuff for a spell i'm going to do later, maybe that'll help me with my problem.
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

   Confused!!!!!
Man, am I confused... and the thing is... I-can't-post-it-on-here-for-fear-of-people-reading-it!!! NYAH!!!!!!

Hmm... i'm gonna attempt to describe it without giving anything away, and while making sense.

OKay... I'm confused over two people... no... hmm... okay. My friend, is gonna do something... but I don't want her to... well, people are suggesting that she do it, but I don't want her to, because it involves someone else, and I don't want her to do it to them. But I shouldn't feel that way really, because of something else. ... I'm not really making sense am I?

Okaay... Um... Well... yeah...

See? How confused am I?

I think i'm confused because of the fact that I don't want her to do the thing that she's probably going to do to this person, because of the person she's going to do it to, not because of her. If it was anyone else, I wouldn't care. But it's just this person. But WHY?!?!?

My god... I go from giving out Boy advice to completely messing up my own head trying to sort out my own problems... what is it with me? I'm more boyish than I thought...

Well... anyways... it's dragging me down... and now I have people talking to me and asking me whether i'll do something on wednesday and I don't even want to think about it. Even my mum told me to cheer up... and that's a rarity.
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Saturday, October 23, 2004

   Me giving boy advice? What the hell?!?!?!
What the hell is this?!?!?! Why the hell am I giving some girl boy advice? What the hell do I know about boys? Heh, I wonder if she actually knows what she's doing asking me about stuff like that... it's not as if i've had very successful relationships, is it? The only really, REALLY serious one i've ever had, was with a person that moved away... bastard.... yeah I hope you're readin' this Taz... you git. Move away from me, will ya?
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   Thinkin'. Just thinkin'. And no, it did NOT hurt. >.
Today is one of those days where it's raining, you don't get dressed until mid-afternoon, and you're bored, so you may as well write in your otaku account. Yeah, i'm bored.

I realised lately how boyish I really am, but it's wierd, since i'm only boyish when i'm on my own or at home with my family. I think that might have something to do with the fact that I can never be myself around people. I don't show off... hell no... what would I show off about? But, I know I don't act like ME me when i'm around people. I think that's why I like to be alone. I don't have to put on a face to keep my dignity or whatever. Yeah, i hate that.

Isn't it wierd how reading other people's thoughts is quite interesting? I mean, I read a lot of Otaku accounts... and while none of them really compare to how twisted my head is, it's strange what people think are problems. It's like; 'Oh, I'm single, please shoot me.' or 'I'm too fat, even though i'm the size of a garden rake, I'd better go on that Fatkins' Diet thing.' People get depressed over the stupidest things, I expect I've been guilty of it as well. I get down because I hate my body, and have real problems when it comes to wearing skirts or anything because of it. But is that really reason to get depressed? I've never been depressed by it. Sure, I have a horrible body, but not all of it is bad... some people say i have a nice arse. There, it's not all bad. But it just needles me when stupid people get depressed for stupid reasons, because it gives a bad name to the people who are properly depressed.

Why is life so complicated? I know if it wasn't complicated, it would be boring... but for some things, i don't see how that works out. I mean, if you liked someone, you could get together with no complications and you'd not be bored, you'd be happy. So why have complications? I think, if there is a god, which I really don't think there is and i don't see reason to believe that there is, but is there is, I reckon he's a huge cruel kid with a magnifiying glass, using the sun to burn hurt into us. I mean, if God is so omnipotent and all-knowing, why dosen't he help those that are in need of help? No, he dosen't do that. Instead he decides to pick on some poor, third world country and make a natural disater happen. They say that man made evil, but who made man, huh? Who made man with all his faults and fears and problems? God. If God supposedly made us, he made us with these flaws on purpose. Like they say, nobody's perfect, and whose fault is that? Gods.

Why are people shocked that I believe these things? I mean, I told someone that i didn't think that Satan was evil, and they called me a Satanist. Wha?

Anyways, gotta go, the lights are flickering.
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Friday, October 22, 2004

Buuuuuuuurp!
Another Quiz I stole. Again. Sue me. I dare you.

Name:: Rhiannon Wills
Hometown:: Camborne, Cornwall, England. (I know, that's a lie, but who cares.)
Hair Color:: Dark Brown
Eye Color:: Hazel
Height:: Average
Parents names:: Debbie & Anthony Joseph
Siblings:: Martyn (18)
Peircings:: Ears
Tattoos:: Work in Progress

| FAVORITES |
Color:: Blood Red, Royal Purple, Black, Silver.
Movie:: currently; Shrek 2.
TV Show:: I don't have one. I don't watch TV.
Vacation Spot:: Norfolk.
Perfume/Cologne:: Impulse - Siren
Drink:: Rum & Coke
Season:: Autumn - It's so pretty.

| LAST .. |
Movie you rented:: I don't rent movies. I download them.
Song you listened to:: Garbage - Medication
Person you hugged:: Uh... crap... think it was Josh in school.. damn annoying.
Person you kissed:: Danule.
Word you said:: Twat.
Song you sang:: Garbage - Medication.
Thing you ate:: Uh... i'll get back to you.
Person you called:: Um.. uh.. vee?
Person you IMed:: Marc, methinks
Vacation you went on:: Norfolk

| DO YOU .. |
Do drugs:: Yes. Fuck Yes.
Play sports:: nope.
Go to school:: Sixth Form
Want more peircings:: Yes! Hell Yes.
Believe in love:: No. NOt for me anyways. Other people, yes. ut i don't think it's possible for me.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend:: Yes. I know that's going against my last answer, but it's not serious... least I don't think so o_o
Belive in God:: NO. Sweet angry Jeezus no.
Get good grades:: I'm average I suppose.
Smoke:: Not Straights.
Like rollercoasters:: Nope. I am chicken.
Drive:: I can... just not legally. :P

| FOR OR AGAiNST |

Online Relationships:: No. You can't hold a relationship like that.
The death penalty:: Yes. If you take someone elses life, why should you keep yours?
Premarital Sex:: Sure. Why not?
Homosexual Relationships:: Very for. Believe me on this one, i'm very in favour.
Drinking & driving:: Heh, it's a stupid idea.
Suicide::No. It's a cowards way out.
Using someone:: No. That's cruel.
Teenage smoking:: not against it.
Underage drinking:: DEFINITELY NOT AGAINST IT.

| RANDOM |

What shampoo do you use:: Dove
What are you scared of:: Death, Needles, Bugs (especially Spiders), Blood, Marriage, Love, Heights.
What kind of car do you have/want:: Mini. (want)
Supersticious:: Extremely.
Believe in astrology (zodiac):: Hell Yes.
How often do you change your profile:: Almost never.
Do you write real letters (on paper):: Occasionally
What time is it:: 21:34 PM
Whats the date:: Oct 22
What did you do yesterday::Threw up, and played FF9 All Day.
Do you like candles:: Love em.
Do you have a cell phone:: Yip
Last person who IMed you:: BK
What was your first screenname::
Yuffie
Ever cry at a movie:: Yeah. Armeggedon.
Do you like 'reality TV':: Hate it.
Ever seen Grease:: Loadsa Times
Favorite Candy:: boiled fruit sweets.
Did ya like the survey:: Yeah, I love surveys ^_^

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

I hate myself.
Okay, I admit it, yes I am selfish, and fucked up, and mental. Yeah, it's true. There can't be any other reason why my parents call me it, why my friends are 'better off without me', and why all my other best friends leave... I reckon everyone should just leave me alone... that way they won't have to put up with me.
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Thursday, October 14, 2004

   Poka Poka!
My god, what is it with damn parents? Why the hell do they gotta rip the piss out of everything I do? My music, my hobbies, my appearance? So what if I act like a damn guy when i'm at home... that's me. That's the way I am. Yes, I burp. I swear. I drink cans of beer. I sit like a footballer. so fuckin' what?
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

   Woo... Rhymes with moo... which is what beefs make.
Yeah, I'm stealing this quiz off someone. Sue me, Go on, Sue me. Make my damn day.

Fallen for your best friend? Well, not In LOVE.. close to though, once.
- Made out with JUST a friend? Yip.
- Been rejected? Umm... Yeah, i think so.
- Been in love? no.

- Been in lust? Yip.
- Used someone? If I have, I can't remember...
- Been used? Yeah.
- Cheated on someone? No. I don't do that.
- Been cheated on? Probably.
- Been kissed? ohhh, yeah.
- Done something you regret? heh, Yes. That's an understatement.

Who was the last person...
- You touched? Um... Danule, methinks.
- You talked to? Mum... yeah... that's right... MUM.
- You hugged? Danule
- You sent an Instant Message to? Guh... so long ago... G I think... or It Might been Joe... or Danule...
- Kissed? Heh, Danule.
- You had sex with? Someone in a previous life obviously.
- You yelled at? Dad.
- You laughed with? Vee.
- You had a crush on? ... I can't say that.
- Broke your heart? My best friend... He moved away from me. I miss him so much.

Do You...
- Color your hair? Yip. Only sometimes though.
- Masturbate? >.< I hate even the thought of that... *gags*
- Have tattoos? Nope, but i'd love one...
- Piercings? ears... though when im' 18, i'mm a have everything I want done, tattoos, piercings the lot. Mum and dad can't stop me then.
- Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? I have a boyfriend ^_^
- Floss daily? Nope. I'm too friendly with mr. Toothbrush and Miss Chewing Gum.
- Own a webcam? Yeah, Plenty.
- Ever get off the damn computer? I do now... didn't so mch a while ago, but now i'm not so keen on it.
- Sprechen sie deutsche? Ja, Ich spechen sie deutsch, Ich spreche nicht gut deutsch.
- Habla espanol? Ola! Senor Ding Dong!!

General Questions...
- Are you psycho? I think I am... I'm not joking either... I think there is something wrong with the way my brain works... I think wrong things. WRONG wrong things. Things that i'm scared of myself.
- Split personalities? I don't pretend to be something i'm not. What you see is what ya get, baby.
- Schizophrenic? People have said that about me... I'm inclined to believe them.
- Obsessive? Yes. Definitely. Harry Potter, Angel sanctuary, Final Fantasy.
- Depressed? I have my ups and downs... though the downs seem to be coming a lot recently.- Obsessed with Hate? I dont' like the word hate... it's so negative, but yes, I do hate someone. Very much, for something they did to me, and I will never forgive them.
- Dream of mutilated bodies? Yeah... sometimes... actually... quite a lot.
- Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Not really.
- If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Japan. Anywhere but in camborne.
- What would you be doing? Just sittin.... painting... drawing and listening to music. What I love best.
- What are you listening to? Dad nagging me.
- Can you do anything freakish with your body? Yes. I can wiggle my ears, put my feet behind my haed and twist andbend my body into freakish positions. Kama Sutra would be no problem for me. ;)
- Chicken or fish? Neither. Both are brutally murdered, skinned and cooked. How would you feel if that was you?
- Do you have a favorite animal? Dragons. Komodo Dragons, Lizards, Snakes, and Siberian Tigers.

Currently:
- Current Clothes: Blue Jeans,a green tank top, Setsuna's necklace from Angel sanctuary, and the griever necklace that this REALLY kewl guy got for me ^______^
- Current Mood: Bored. And actually kinda zany.
- Current Taste: Strong coffee.
- Current Hair: Mousy brown, everywhere, looking like I stuck my finger in a socket.
- Current Annoyance:I'm tired, and I have college tomorrow... and with too much homework. And the fact that i'm not comfortable with my relationships with people.. but when am I ever comfortable with people? I love being alone.
- Current Smell: Pappadums on my fingers.
- Current thing I should be doing: Probably my English Commentary on my essay: How to terrorise McDonalds.
- Current Book: Dracula - Bram Stoker, Angel Sanctuary - The Craying game - Kaori Yuki, Cardcaptor Sakura - Master of the clow - Clamp. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (47 th time) - JKR. I read a lot.
- Current DVD In Player: Angel Sanctuary, number 3.
- Current Refreshment: Coffee
- Current Worry: Relationships.
- Current Favorite: Thing to do: Read Harry potter fics.

Favorites:
- Food: Chocolate Gateau, Chocolate and Nut sundae WITHOUT peanuts.
- Drink: Rum & Coke, Pepsi, Hot Chocolate with whippy cream on top.
- Color: Black, Blood Red, Royal Purple, Pink (inly with black)
- Shoes: My Dr. Martens boots and my gothic flower shoes. Pretty.
- Candy: Rosey Apples. Nummerz.
- Animal: Siberian Tiger, Komodo Dragon, Lizards.
- Movie: Underworld, Princess Mononoke.
- Fruit: Apples.

Future:
- What do you want to be when you get older? Artist. With my own gallery/shop.
- Living Where? It would be nice to stay in cornwall I suppose, but I want to get away from camborne. Away from all my history.

This or That:
- Guys or Girls: ... Boys... I suppose... either... really... o_O
- Boxers or Briefs: heh... neither. :P Nah, hipster shorts.
- Reading or Writing: Both!! Oh my dear god both... I love them.
- Basketball or Baseball: I dont' like sports. They create emnity between people and cultures.
- Walking or Running?: Walking. It's slower, calmer and you can see more.
- Brains or Brawn: Brains. You can't get a job by beating up the boss.
- Left or Right? Right.
- TV Shows or Movies: Movies.
- Rap or Rock?: Rock.
- Day or Night?: Day.
- Clean or Messy: Extremely Messy.

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Monday, October 4, 2004

   Babycakes... I think you know, know... how crap, crap... you really are, are...
God, that song is annoying, yes? Babycakes... that word just makes me want to projectile vomit. Imagine someone coming up to you and calling you 'Babycakes'... if anyone ever does that to me in the near future, there will be casulties involved.

What the hell is up with this site? I have to keep reloading... maybe it's AO - HELL... yeah, i'm gonna blame it on AOL. Or Delia Smith. That's what Edd does.

Woo, Green Room on friday... haven't been there in YONKS. I want to get nicely drunk, but they keep taking me drink away from me... the jammy bastards... Maybe i can convince me Bro to roll me a few joints before I go. I bet he would ya know...

Okie... Guh... I thought I was gonna type loads... but now I can't be bothered. so this is it. G'Night.
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