Thursday, September 30, 2004

   Kick the Baby!!!!!
Jeezus... how long has it been since I posted in here? Well, there has been a lot of heavy crap going on... what with college starting up and me becoming increasingly obsessed with making strange high pitched noises. Oh, and all the other emotional crap... you know... boyfriends... me being the worst girlfriend in the WORLD... friends... un-friends... beefs... people who they call parents... some sort of web site that went hideously wrong... yip. It's been a full couple o' weeks for Little ol' Rhi. I did start keeping a diary on my laptop, that no one could see, because there's loadsa stuff that I want to put down, but I can't do it on the internet, because some perverted 30 year old man would probably come along, read it, and get overly excited. (No offense to any perverted 30 year old men out there... you're great, i'm sure, just keep the hell away from me.)

Well, what could I write about? Hmm... THINK Rhi... THINK! Aha! Nope... not that... hmm... Got it! Carpets! Why the hell do people make carpets so damn hard to get off the fuckin' floor? I mean, they know very well that it's gonna hafta come up again someday, so why make it so that it's impossible to remove the damn thing? Oh, i'm not just going on about random carpets here, though I probably could, if I really wanted to. You know, I saw a really nice red one in this weird warehouse place that stunk like a camels armpit the other day, very pretty indeed. ANYWAY!! Yeah, i'm not just going on about carpets for the sake of carpets, my mum has bought a new carpet for the living room. She's torn up half the old one (or rather I did it while she sat on her ass eating cream cakes) and just realised that the new carpet is TOO FUCKIN' SMALL. I'm soo tempted to smack her round the forehead, but I will refrain from doing so for the sake of my pocket money. (Yes, i'm still 16 and I get pocket money. babyish, you say? Well, so what, im' not complaining, I get an extra tenner a week.)

So yer. That's really about all i'm going to be bothered to type now. Think i'll go upstairs and play a bit o' FF. Ah... good old FF... you'll never betray me, will you? Not like friends do... you'll love me... ^_^ Wonder what it's like to be loved? Properly, I mean. Not like that stupid, 'oh, your mother loves you' crap. Yeah right, they just love you because you're the only one they can bully enough to do their bidding. I mean, like romantically. Someone said they loved me once... they were lying. To themselves and me. Yep. Not nice, is it? Anyways... before I go off down that road, I bid thee goodnight.
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