myOtaku.com: Epona

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-07-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• Cornwall
Member Since
• 2004-08-20
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Rhi

Personal

Achievements
• Drama and singing awards, Fishing Award >.<.
Anime Fan Since
• probably from about 1992
Favorite Anime
• Angel Sanctuary
Goals
• To get extremely good at art and become a famous artist... and my dream is to meet JK Rowling.
Hobbies
• Art (Woo!), Music, Guitar and Piano, Making Music Videos, Drinking ^_^, and laughing, I love to laugh. I also like to sleep.
Talents
• Well... I suppose Art would be one... and singing. I can play guitar and piano. Oh! And I can put my feet behind my head... ^.^

myOtaku.com: Epona

Tuesday, December 7, 2004

I am the Music.. uh girl... I come from down your way...
I'm not feeling well this week. I feel weak too often lately. It's annoying. And what is annoying is the fact that I gotta keep lying to people. Everyone asks me if i'm alright, how are you, are you sure you're alright, etc, etc. But i'm not. But, I really don't want to tell anyone why, but I hate lying to them. So far i've just been saying i'm okie... which I suppose isn't really a lie... I mean i'm still living, i'm not starving to death or anything. But I think it's obvious to people that i'm not. I mean, i'm not good at lying convincingly, and people always pick up on it. Guh...

Thing is, I can't really tell anyone about it. I don't know why... I just... feel so stupid. I know what they'll all say... and I just don't want to hear it. I actually told someone today... Josh from my English class. The first thing he said was the exact same thing that I think everyone will say, which is what i'm afraid of people saying. I mean... I don't even know why I did it in the first place... I think the only reason it wasn't working was because of me... I was too afraid of what might happen... I mean, after Jake... it's been so hard. But... yeah. ._. I'm so fuckin' stupid. I can't see a good thing when it's right in front of me. I look a gift horse right in the mouth and don't even notice it, not even when it's breath smells and it's teeth look like Roadkill.

Meh... I'm just glad I have somewhere to put all this down... I don't like to talk to anyone anymore. It's not that I don't trust them... which most of them, I don't, but I just don't know what to say. I mean, my problems always seem so insignificant to other peoples... I feel so stupid getting all upset over it.

Guh, My stomach is making weird noises... that must mean that I need food or something. I'd better go get some pasta or something before Dad realises i'm hungry then tries to cook something for me. He's better lately. I think the scare with Molly has changed him a little.

So, till next time, dudes and dudettes...

OOOOH! Atomic Betty is on!!!! ^______^
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