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Tuesday, January 4, 2005


   I'm gone find my baby.... Woo! Fore that sun goes down....
You ever been in one of those moods where everything just seems impossible, and then you look at someone elses journal, and you see that they just seem to feel the same way as you about their life, and you feel worse about yourself? That's exactly how i'm feeling. Everything seems like it's not gonna get any better, it's just gonna stay with me in this rut i'min at the mo. I have no money, it's all going towards the christmas present I didn't get, which yes, is important. It's important to me, because I asked for something I wanted for ages, and my mum and dad didn't get it for me, they got a load of stuff I speifically asked them not to get. I'm not ungrateful to them, I know they put a lot of money anf effort into those presents, it's just that they knew I wouldn't like it, yet they still got it. They should have listened to what I wanted, and it would have saved them a lot of time, money and effort. Everything I wanted could be ordered off the net. *sigh*

It doesn't help that i'm carrying around this big thing... I can't really tell anyone... I'm not sure about it myself yet. All I know, is that i've been feeling it for a while now, but I don't know if people's opinions of me will change if I tell them. They all joke about it, they're always saying stuff about the fact that it would be 'kewl' if I was a... well.. but they haven't guessed yet, and i'm wanting to keep it that way. I know i'm taking a chance by posting it in here, but I've got nowhere else to put it. I can't tell Vee... she'll be all like... Ugh... I don't really want to think about it. I think two people are sort of guessing, but i've heard no more about it, so i'mma let it drop.

Guh... my collegework is getting me down... And i'm not looking forwards to going back. I don't seem to be getting anywhere... I've only now started to really get on with my music coursework... and i've only done about 1 minute of that. I have to go through an entire book today, and tomorrow, I have to take both my laptop and my guitar... guh >.<

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