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Tuesday, January 4, 2005


This guilt trip you put me on won't mess me up, I done no wrong.
I hate them... I really can't take this anymore. Again, for the third time this week, they've made me sit alone, and again i'm crying. I know this all probably sounds like some teenage eppy, but I really don't like it here. I don't wanna be here anymore, coz I can't take anymore fighting.

Guh.. I feel so stupid talking about anything anymore.. I can't really say what I feel... either it's to the wrong person, or that person isn't who I thought they were, or I can't trust them as much as I used to. It seems like everything is going downhill, but i feel stupid saying that... because it just sounds like i'm some attention seeking teenager. I don't know... I just know that I am really feeling bad at the moment... I don't like life right now. And now i'm going back to college, and it's gonna get worse. I'll come home every night, tired as hell, with all that homework that those evil retarded nazi communist english bitches keep giving me, even though I tell them I can't handle anymore, as well as being behind on everything else. And it doesn't help that I only see my friends ONE day a week, and the ones I do see at school, the only one in my classes is Marc. The rest, sure they speak to me in between, but either they're not there, or you have to GET them to talk to you, not having them talk to you of their own accord. Then when they're talking, you just get the feeling they don't care, like they're not really interested in you, they just don't want to fight.

Is it just me, or did I post loads today? I'm so frustrated by it all, and totally exhausted by all the fighting, I really can't take anymore.

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