myOtaku.com: Epona

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-07-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• Cornwall
Member Since
• 2004-08-20
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Rhi

Personal

Achievements
• Drama and singing awards, Fishing Award >.<.
Anime Fan Since
• probably from about 1992
Favorite Anime
• Angel Sanctuary
Goals
• To get extremely good at art and become a famous artist... and my dream is to meet JK Rowling.
Hobbies
• Art (Woo!), Music, Guitar and Piano, Making Music Videos, Drinking ^_^, and laughing, I love to laugh. I also like to sleep.
Talents
• Well... I suppose Art would be one... and singing. I can play guitar and piano. Oh! And I can put my feet behind my head... ^.^

myOtaku.com: Epona

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Yesterday I cried.. You must have been relieved to see the softer side.
It's weird... lately, the most fun i've really been having is at college. Not long ago, College was the thing that I hated, but now, i'm just glad to be there, and I don't want to come home. It's for lots of different reasons, the most being that Home life sucks. I feel like i'm being punished every night from the way mum and 'dad' speak to me. I tell them that i'm doing Grade 5 theory now, and they don't care at all, I tell them that i'm not getting my EMA, and they have a go at me, so I don't talk to them at all, for fear of argument if I do, and they yell at me. What the hell am I supposed to do?

Saturday daytime should be fun. It's been ages since I did anything with Ben and Tonkin and Co, and I always have loads of fun with them, You can't not have a laugh when you're with that lot. Plus with this lot, there's no emotional crap or any sort of problem, it's just 'do it now, think later, have no time for emotion' type thing. Which I like. Yes.

Still not looking forwards to Saturday evening... having to chase Vee around, staying sober... just... generally get the feeling it'll be a crap evening. I have to make sure Vee doesn't smash El's face in... or try to... or even say anything. If i'm lucky, I might be able to just get Vee to ignore her, it's what I do... not that I care very much whether she get's her face smashed in, I just don't want Vee to be responsible for it. Everyone else already dislikes her more than everyone else, I don't want her to get the blame, it'll just be another reason why people don't like her.

Again... it's been another day where it becomes excruciatingly clear to me that I'm not going to be able to sort myself out in the way I want to, so I'm just gonna give up. There's no point trying for something, if you can't get it. And there's no point asking for something you know you won't get.
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