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Friday, January 14, 2005


Whisper secrets from me... try to go too far...
Again, annoyed. I'm kind of reluctant to say anything, but I feel so pissed off, that I think it needs to be said.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

1. I don't need anyone trying to understand me, or cheer me up, or ask me if I want to talk about it. If I wanted to talk about it, I would talk about it. If I could cheer up, I would. If I wanted you to understand me, I'd explain myself.

2. If i'm dragging you people down, then just leave me to it. It's entirely my fault that i'm feeling down, so just leave me to get on with it. Did I get teasy with it when others were depressed? Did I 'eck.

3. I'm sure i'm not the only one with problems. Hell, I even know someone who's near enough going through one of the same problems that I have. And I talk to them about it. They know near enough what i'm going through. So please, no one ask me if I want to talk about it, because I already am, just not to you. That's not meant to be offensive, just stating the truth. Don't go kill yourself just because I don't tell you something.

4. Again, i'm sure you all have problems. I'm sure they're a hell of a lot worse than mine. I'm sure you're all splitting apart at the seams, but keeping a brave face to the world. Bravo. Well done you.
But people handle these things in different ways, and you have yours, I have mine. Maybe I can't handle them as much as others, but that's my problem.

Again, I don't want to sound rude or anything, but I felt it needed to be said, because the constant 'attention' I get from people because I'm feeling a little down, just makes me feel worse. If I want attention, I have better ways of getting it, believe you me.

And maybe people who criticise should take a look at the way they act when depressed. Tragic soul indeed.





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