Thursday, July 22, 2004

gawww
i dont understand alot of people, but paul takes the cake. Sigh, its over. he wont talk to me anymore. Siiiiiiigh. I just... idk. I know it will be ok tho. I just have to keep thinking that its going to be ok. it just that sometimes, like now, its hard to belive that, you know? you jsut feel crummy. Siiiiiiiiiiiigh. well i must focuse on the good things in my life. bit tourent is back! I got a fan for my dorm room! im still alive! and im not deppressed anymore^_^ thats better, fucusing on those things dose help. well wish me luck for the rest of the day! ja ne^_^
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

yes
hello^_^
i havnt been posting latly, opps. well i have had a fight with a dear friend and he is totaly pissed as me, so thats a downwe. but on the bright side im still alive so thats much better^_^ being alive is the best! well i dont have much to say today. i got alot of beads that i cant WAIT to look through! Bot torrents is up! YAY!!!! thats is thar best news of all^_^ Im downloading right now as i typ. Gaw i missed that sight T_T but its back so all is right in the world again. Well later^_^
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Sunday, July 18, 2004

yep
today is another day
it is thundering outside
and not insode
haha^_^ just rambiling. ummmmm, its 12:30 in the morning right now. cant think to straight. oh well^_^ not tired. well maybe just a lil, but who can sleep with all that thunder! oh well^_^ have a nice day!
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Saturday, July 17, 2004

today
today has been a very strange day.
but yesterday i got to talk to my new room mate. she sounds really nice. she likes cartoons and shes a vioce major. I love to sing so that should be ultra cool^_^ we talked for a while acutaly. i hope that she is as nice in person as she is on the phone^_^ well later!
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Friday, July 16, 2004

hello
good morning!!
heh
i was babysitting yesterday. Her name is Olivia and she is SO cute^_^ she fell right asleep half way through her bed time story. what a good girl^_^ but then her mom was an hour and a half late. That wasnt bad cuz i got payed more but it was boring since the lil one had gone to sleep already. then Olivia got up and was all sweety. I didnt know that her mom usualy turns down the air when they go to bed so it was really hot up stairs. Poor thing! Well i got her up stairs again and was reading her another story when her mom got home. By that time i had a bad head ack for some reason tho. I might be alergic to strawberries, but i hope not. wll im home now. Im room mate for college called me today. thats cool, she sounds nice. I am gonig to call her tomarow so we can talk and get to know eachother, I hope she is nice. Well talk to ya guys later^_^
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

random thought
i was jsut thinking and the creepist phrase to repeat slowly over and over again came into my head. Probibly because of something someone else had on a post. but anyhow! here it is:
Be silent... be still... be silent... be still...
*shiver* so cool^_^ hah well later!
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morning
i am an insane loser.
i work up at 7 in the morning. I cant belive i was up at 7 in the morning. How much of a life do i not have?!?! AHHHHHHHHH to sleep to fall aleep. And the arm that i sleep o REALLY hurts. I got a shot there cuz its not the hand i write with. I wish the lady had put it in the arm i write with tho. then i could lie down eassy. I have resting on the other side. Well i didnt get any good sleep last night, but im to awake to go back to sleep, so here i am, puthetic no? oh well. later!
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

today
today has been a long day
i actualy got up at a good time and had alot of sleep.
im helping people out and having a good time. well ill talk to you guys later^_^ bye!
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Sunday, July 11, 2004

what a day!.....
ok, so yesterday this wierd guy comes up to my house and starts to talk about how the world is going to end and how its alllll in the bible and for me to lookie here and see for myself. well for one i was working on about 4 hours of sleep and that point. two i would have never open the door, but i thought it was my dad who was coming to take me to breakfast. and three i was being distraced by about anything that moved. What a strange guy. had me wierded out how he just went right into how im lonly and these are dificult times with out even asking me any questions. I was like ..... what? ..... your not my dad ..... were is my dad ...... who are you ..... why are you still talking ...... i dont want to read that ..... go away .....
well he final did but man i wish he had never come, what a way to wake up in the morning. someone saying, HEY! the worlds gunna end ya odviuosly missrible person!!! well he didnt say it THAT way, BUT HE MIGHT AS WELL HAVE!!!
geee, what people can get away with calling "volinter" work these days.
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Friday, July 9, 2004

donate please!
hello^_^
my mother had breast cancer 3 years ago. she is doing better now. To help suport others that have breast cancer as she did she is walking in the coman 3 day walk. She needs to raise 2,000 to go and has less then 1,000. Please, if you are able, donate to my mother's cause by clicking the banner at the top of this page. Many thanks to you!
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