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Friday, August 20, 2004


srry i already said this post


things stink here 4 me............. if anyone has seen or read Kodocha u'll understand......... well 2 much of my life matches that story because the other day my bf Marik got stabbed in the arm and he almost died no joke either then i found out he has to move and he's the only one who cares about me but instead of moving to LA he has to move 2 Australia!! and it sux because my shrink says that it must be destiny that i read that book because i have that condition she has later where I'll be happy but my face won't show it ( this is how I look even if I'm laughing) and I know I feel funny and my shrink says I'm getting worse this SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anywho Marik doesn't have to move for 5 months but still!! anywho I wish that my family would acually care and help!! anyway I'm glad I have you guys to talk to!! u guys r SO g28 thnx 4 always commenting back 2 me that's gr8 of u!! anyway srry I keep talkin' about me anything new w/ u guys!! So i can't wait!!!!........... going to the Ren festival in 2 days!!! yeh !!! yeh for medievil times!! lol well how is everyone elses lives!!??? hey i g2g I'm watching Return of the King so I'll be on again lata!!

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my back ground is pretty much me latly
like i said earlier if u've read Kodocha and the last like 5 books u'll understand my messed up life!!!
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hey
hey everyone so thnx for always reading my posts well hey i want to hear from ya'll so read my comment that's below thnx!!!
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Well I don't know if i wanna die persay but the rest is true
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~Your Dead~ At least you feel like you're dead.
Nothing matters to you, not even your own life.
You feeling all the terrible feelings out there
like sadness and lonelyness and depression. You
feel as if the world hates you and you hate the
world and all the people on it. You even hate
yourself. You might as well be dead.Tip,?


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things stink here 4 me............. if anyone has seen or read Kodocha u'll understand......... well 2 much of my life matches that story because the other day my bf Marik got stabbed in the arm and he almost died no joke either then i found out he has to move and he's the only one who cares about me but instead of moving to LA he has to move 2 Australia!! and it sux because my shrink says that it must be destiny that i read that book because i have that condition she has later where I'll be happy but my face won't show it ( this is how I look even if I'm laughing) and I know I feel funny and my shrink says I'm getting worse this SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anywho Marik doesn't have to move for 5 months but still!! anywho I wish that my family would acually care and help!! anyway I'm glad I have you guys to talk to!! u guys r SO g28 thnx 4 always commenting back 2 me that's gr8 of u!! anyway srry I keep talkin' about me anything new w/ u guys!! So i can't wait!!!!........... going to the Ren festival in 2 days!!! yeh !!! yeh for medievil times!! lol well how is everyone elses lives!!??? hey i g2g I'm watching Return of the King so I'll be on again lata!!

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Thursday, August 19, 2004


hey everyone!!!
hey everyone so how r u?? I'm not so good but that's ok it's just me!! so me and Marik and some of my friends r goin' to the Renaissance festival YEAH!! well on Sunday but that's SO kool!!!
I wish my friend Emily could come but she can't not sure why??!!! well I have 2 go 4 now because I'm grounded from the computer so I'm bein' yeled at but I'll be on LATE 2night when my folks r sleepin' so if you all come back 2 morrow or late 2night u can read alot I wanna tell u guys!!!

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004


hey everyone
hey every1 I'll be back on lata because me and Marik have 2 go to my shrink and then we're going shoppin' my baby's so nice he's going to bye my some clothes and stuff!!........ *starts dancing* here I come Hot Topic!!! YEAH!!! bye

~~*~~*~~Princess Estansse~~*~~*~~

p.s. soccer sucked at 4:00 this morning it is now 11:08 here in Minnesota, USA and i JUST got home 7 hrs of Soccer 2 much soccer well ttyl!!!!!

ttyl

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good night
well good night ya'll must wake up at 4:00 2morrow so ttyl!!! have a fun sleep!!! bye
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004


hey everyone
hey everyone my visit 2 the shrink was interousting but she said I was improving but she said my symptom was getting worse, what's that supose to mean how can I be getting better and worse at the same time?????!!!!!????? Anywho Marik gets to stay over all night 2night YEAH!! because my family is going out of town and I've been crying about everthing latly and I have to take a new pill so Marik (the only person in my life who cares about me) doesn't want me 2 be alone all night excpecially since I HATE the dark at my house it gets creepy!!!!!!!! *hugs marik* yeh i love him..... so my life sux!!!! 1st) i don't want to be in soccer this year but my "dad" yelled at me for that

2nd) no one ever cares about me not even my friends

3rd) no 1 eva listens to me (except u all on otaku and of corse Marik is an exception 2 all these (oh and for those of u lost Marik is my boyfriend he lives near me!!)) so how is everyone else I hate this my stupid pills make my hands shake so it's hard to write this!!! F*** any who I really want help but no one cares and nothin' helps Thnkz gosh I have God and u guys at otaku to help me!! * hugs all ya'll* i love you guys thnx 4 everything!!!! *waves* I g2g Marik need my help bbl!!! ttyl

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hey
hey everyone I gotta go visit my shrink so wish me luck!! any way be back on lata 2night hope you all had a gr8 day!! ttyl
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