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Monday, November 6, 2006


   Letters!!
Ha ha Konnichiwa!! Mina!!! I've been going letter crazy these past few days..yes I am a terrible pen pal but I write when I can....^^ that's why I'm letter crazy now..he he so yeah that's what I mostly did this weekend..nothing to much or to special...except that I've been thinking lately about this thing I saw on tv...a specialized doctor interview or something...well they say that you are depressed when you eat sweets or salty snacks....I eat those all the time and it got me thinking what am I depressed about...then it hit me maybe i'm depressed because of how i look or that i can never get a relationship going...considering i've never had one before...that really got me down on sunday..i spent the entire afternoon thinking am i not beautiful enough...do i lack a certain fanest..so i've been in a mopy mood...i think i have a good personality..but i lack the body...T-T My boobs aren't that big "c" cup at most and my but isn't very big and i am chubby......maybe i am doomed to be a spinster no guy ever thinks of me as a love interest if anything i'm just a friend...that makes me sad...i've lessened my eating intake..but my weight has been going up and down lately i don't know what is wrong with me anymore...and then i got into a chi phaze and started to ask myself will I find the one just for me...will he be the one all for me....Pathetic I know....maybe I'm not a jewel...nothing but a tough cookieT.T why!!!!!!!!!but beyond that my personalities have been switching alot...You all know me as Tavi..but you have never met "D" i guess you could call her my alter ego to which i want to do the things i want to do with no boundaries....yes there may be two of me..it's confusing...i think i need rest...well to wrap things up...

Ja matte Mina

Tavi

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