Friday, September 30, 2005

If you're cold I'll keep you warm....
So here I am actually writing in this. It has been a while. Hmm, so what's new?

Well, I got back together with me ex-boyfriend from 4 years ago. This seems weird to me, but what can you do. Oh and I have pernicious anemia, which is apparently very bad. But curable so there you go other than that I volunteer in the oncology ward of the children's hospital now, which rocks.

Maybe I'll be back later, but for now I am going to go to bed....
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Thursday, June 2, 2005

Category 13 You scored 72 Free-spirited and 45 Tough and Rough!

Congratulations! You have gone through five little adventures with your eyes open to the mysteries around you, and your mind open to all the strange things which may have floated your way. You see the world as a place of wild beauty and countless paths seem to lead into the forest everywhere around you. Yet with all these possibilities surrounding you, sometimes you flounder, because you see the golden flowers at the end of near to every line. Yet you know how to enjoy life to it fullest though, and are seldom afraid of choosing your own route. You belive in the intuitive wisdom inside your own mind, and make decisions according to that; you do not easily let others with a less open perspective keep you down. You are likley in love with the world in all its diversity. But you may have encountered less darkness than have most - which leaves you vulnerable - or indeed, you have encountered it and passed through unschated. If that is the case, then you are truly one of the few people who has seen the world in both its most subtle and gentle tones, and in its wildest and most violent. And still you love it, and that makes you a very lucky person.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 63% on Free-Spirited You scored higher than 38% on Sensual You scored higher than 26% on Tough and Rough You scored higher than 13% on Clever

Link: The Five-Sided Adventure Test written by TaliTaliTali on OkCupid Free Online Dating

I love this quiz result because I have seen a lot of darkness in my time . . . .
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Sometimes I see your face, The stars seem to lose their place, Why must I think of you? What would it mean to say 'I loved you in my fashion'?
Not sure what I want to say today. My hands want the movement but my mind is numb. Vines crawl up my limbs, and I am smothered in their leaves. I can't move for fear of tearing them apart yet my body longs for a different embrace. One theat moves and breathes, holding life within, holding my in. I feel fragile, like glass pulled thin and cooling from the forge, losing my momentum, my flexibility. I am friable as if any second the air will shatter me. And still if I was heated warmed caressed I woud regain my strength and burn.

But I am not one for touches without tenderness, without deep feeling behind them and so I will stay on the barren shore for a little longer, I know not how long and every moment feels like an eternity. The dark water lapping at my feet . . . .
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