Tuesday, May 24, 2005

No don't get me wrong ain't gonna do you no harm no, This bomb's made for lovin' and you can shoot it far
Do de do da day

Heard from someone I didn't expect day before yesterday, but he has seemingly disappeared once more into the great unknown.

Life's for the living so check me tomorrow

I just feel like dancing today!!

Bop bop bop

Got to sing Breakfast at Tiffany's with my sister yesterday, in public no less! She shamed me with her knowledge of the lyrics. Oh the time I wasted not sitting in front of a stereo listening to the same song over and over again. What as I thinking??

*lies spasming on the floor*

Too funny!!!

Mrp mrp mrp

Not getting enough hours at work.

Here's a song you don't here often, when did Prodigy disappear anyway.

Damn I want to chat with someone. I'm almost tempted to go out dancing, except I was at work so my feet are killing me.

Where are my partners in hilarity??
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Your dating personality profile: Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile: Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind. Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Liberal 2. Big-Hearted 3. Adventurous 4. Intellectual 5. Sensual 6. Stylish 7. Romantic 8. Athletic 9. Funny 10. Practical

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Intellectual 2. Big-Hearted 3. Adventurous 4. Practical 5. Funny 6. Outgoing 7. Traditional 8. Athletic 9. Conservative 10. Stylish

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

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So I'm back
25 days without a working computer. That sucked.

I'm considering leaving a forum I'm a member of right now. Someone there hurt me, stopped talking to me with no explanation. I was feeling fine, but just now I saw him online and it was like a slap in the face.

Not that I really totally understand why I care, after all it's not like I met the guy face to face.

But he said I was special, and then he left . . . .

Don't know what I should do
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Friday, April 29, 2005

Procrastination

It's such a lovely word ad I do it all the time, especially today.

I'm moving today and I don't really want to. I love my roommate and I have to leave!! Not fair, but then what is?

Not that I've been on here much and this after I said I would post every day. Oh well, not like I get paid to do this.

Don't know when I'll be able to post again anyway, I'm supposed to have internet at the new place, but I can't rely on that.

Oh well, gotta pack I suppose . . . .
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Mrp mrp mrp. I am vexed with someone. Not that I expect them to be reading this as they're apparently ignoring me. Blech some people.

On a lighter note, I saw my new place yesterday and it is quite nice. It's a two storey house I'm sharing with one other person and I really lucked out if I do say so myself.

Other than the avocado green carpet . . . .

Didn't I say I was going to write in the every day? Huh, that's pretty normal for me.

Not that I have much to say now, I'm not feeling terribly introspective and I have to study so I think that this is au revoir, for today anyway. Hopefully I will be back tomorrow.
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Friday, April 15, 2005

2.50 for a decade, and a buck and a half for a year, happy hour is here . . . .
I went for a walk with my roommate today, we walked for more than an hour. It was beautiful. I tried to catch fros, but failed miserably. And yes, I am 24. We were roughhousing around, so now I have more laundry to do, but I don't care. Laundry plus a sunburn and itchy feet from frog-catching. I may be slightly crazy, but I love getting my feet wet.

Slightly crazy, who am I kidding, I am way crazy.

I miss msn rps. Blech.

I think I may have to go get tipsy and play massive amounts of video games this weekend. That would seriously kick ass.

God, I am such a geek! I love it though. Tee hee, I even have a fave Star Trec and I read Robert Heinlein. Never mind that one of my fav games is trivial pursuit. Mostly because I tend to rock it.

Yep, I rock that game baby . . . .


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Thursday, April 14, 2005

With you I can put my hair down, I can say anything crazy I know you'll catch me before I hit the ground . . . .
So it has been decided, I'm going to take a year off and write. Hee hee I'm kind of excited. Ooo spare time!! I can knit and write and go for walks. I so need this right now. I'll have to work yes, and I'll be broke, but I just can't care about that right now.

I feel like the world is mine today, like I can conquer anything. I feel like walking through the fields with my face raised to the sun. I'm so happy!!!
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I don't wanna hear another word spoken, I don't wanna see another tear shed, I can't seem to fix what's broken, like this record, baby, in my head . . . .
Here I am again. Been feeling kind of down. I feel betrayed, deceived. Why do people say their nice, that they care and then just leave. I keep opening myself just to be disappointed. Not that everyon does it, there are people I have who haven't left me, who have been there for years. It's just hard to keep that in mind some days.

My eyes are swollen from tears. Not that the whole day has been hard, I actually had an okay day, but now that night has fallen I find myself once again drawn to this pain like a sore tooth.

At least the weather was great today, and it's going to be beautiful tomorrow as well. I'm going to go beg for a job tomorrow, and maybe have a nice long walk.

Ah, a good song just came on, Monty Python's The Galaxy Song. I recommend this to aneone who's at the end of their rope.

It makes you feel so amazed to be here. Can you imagine what kind of accident must have occured to create life? It's just wonderful!! I love thinking about how precious and special each human life is, including mine. Who am I to feel so down when I've been gifted with life and consciousness. So what if I fail all the time and people keep buggering off on me, I'm still me and I kick ass.

Whoo, so there you have it, I have trouble keeping down for very long. Tomorrow I'll probably cry again, that is what happens when you're hurt after all. But I'll recover. People might fuck me over, but Ia m a strong woman and no one can keep me down, no matter what happens.
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Oops, got distracted from what I was actually planning on doing . . . .
Get to know me more
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Do de do da day
Birth date: 29/07/80
Birth place: Winnipeg
Current Location: Winnipeg
Eye Color: Bluidh greenish grayish (don't ask me)
Hair Color: Red
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Leo
Horoscope: Who knows who cares

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Scottish, English, Irish, Norwegian
Shoes you wore today: None!!
Your weakness: tendency to spout nonsense
Your fears: pain, especially emotional
Your perfect pizza: anything with no pepperoni
Goal you'd like to achieve: like to be happy and help others

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on AIM: meh
Your thoughts first waking up: forward momentum girl, forward momentum
Your best physical feature: my brain
Your bedtime: When I'm sleepy, usually 2 am or so
Your most missed memory: If I knew I wouldn't miss it

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: brand names bore me
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Stawberry!!
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappucino

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: Why the f*#@ would you ask me that??
Take a shower: Always
Like(d) high school: Noppers
Want to get married: Yeppers
Believe in yourself: Hmm . . . Yes?
Get motion sickness: Sadly, yes
Think you're attractive: Yes
Think you're a health freak: Have to be, sick all the time
Get along with your parents: Yes, except when I don't
Like thunderstorms: Definitely
Play an instrument: Do other people count? JK

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: No
Gone to the mall: Pshaw, yes
Been on stage: Yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Yes
Eaten sushi: Yes
Been dumped: Yes
Gone skating: Yeppers
Gone skinny dipping: Yes
Dyed your hair: Yes
Stolen anything: when I was all teenage angsty, yes

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: 5th I say %th!!!!
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Unfortunately yes
Been caught "doing something": Who hasn't?
Been called a tease: Sadly yes, and just recently to, what a suck
Gotten beaten up: Hmm, no?
Shoplifted: see Stolen anything?
Changed who you were to fit in: Definitely, try not to anymore tho

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Hmm, 30ish
Numbers of Children: 0-2
Describe your dream wedding: Good god, this would take too long
How do you want to die: painlessly, death doesn't scare me, but dying does
What do you want to be when you grow up: Happy
What country would you most like to visit: Umm, somewhere that's not here

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: Don't care
Best hair color?: Don't care
Short or long hair: Don't care
Height: please not shorter
Best first date location: Somewhere you could conceivably laugh really loud
Articles of clothing: whatever, as long as it's not dirty or hole-y
Personality: Patience, sweet, nice, genuine, funny, oh whatever
Best first kiss location: I have to pick? As long as its a good kiss I could care less

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: I dunno, can't read minds
Number of CD's I own: 20??
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: 1
Number of scars on my body: umm, dunno
Number of things in my past that I regret: Why waste time on regrets, just try to do better
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There's a fire that's been nurning right outside my door, I can't see but I feel it and it helps to keep me warm . . . .
Oy vey, I was just reading over my posts and realized how down I sound. It's hilarious because I'm actually a goofy cheerful woman in person. I suppose it's because I'm using this as an outlet for my thought processes, and those goofy weird thought processes I've been having I've been sharing with my roommaate.

Speaking of my roommie, I got to shock her again by explaining sexual things to her. It's so funny, but I sometimes feel like I'm being a wee bit too too, if you know what I mean.

I suppose that my mood lately would also be a symptom of my recent, well, hmm, shall we say dethroning? Everyone expected me to be the successful one at work when I started out, but boy did I fool them.

I have an incredible power to seem terribly capable when I am anything but, at least in some arenas.

Meh, what can you, I would have quit the next monday anyway.

Life is full of these little ironies, isn't it?

Lately seaguls have been hanging out on top of the roof outside my window. I love it, seeing them circle the skies endlessly and calling to one another. It's just so wonderful . . . .
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