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Thursday, April 14, 2005

I don't wanna hear another word spoken, I don't wanna see another tear shed, I can't seem to fix what's broken, like this record, baby, in my head . . . .
Here I am again. Been feeling kind of down. I feel betrayed, deceived. Why do people say their nice, that they care and then just leave. I keep opening myself just to be disappointed. Not that everyon does it, there are people I have who haven't left me, who have been there for years. It's just hard to keep that in mind some days.

My eyes are swollen from tears. Not that the whole day has been hard, I actually had an okay day, but now that night has fallen I find myself once again drawn to this pain like a sore tooth.

At least the weather was great today, and it's going to be beautiful tomorrow as well. I'm going to go beg for a job tomorrow, and maybe have a nice long walk.

Ah, a good song just came on, Monty Python's The Galaxy Song. I recommend this to aneone who's at the end of their rope.

It makes you feel so amazed to be here. Can you imagine what kind of accident must have occured to create life? It's just wonderful!! I love thinking about how precious and special each human life is, including mine. Who am I to feel so down when I've been gifted with life and consciousness. So what if I fail all the time and people keep buggering off on me, I'm still me and I kick ass.

Whoo, so there you have it, I have trouble keeping down for very long. Tomorrow I'll probably cry again, that is what happens when you're hurt after all. But I'll recover. People might fuck me over, but Ia m a strong woman and no one can keep me down, no matter what happens.
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