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• 2004-07-31
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• Lost soul here to direct other souls to where they need to go- ironic isn't it?
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• You never can be sure... check my tombstone when it is made... otherwise known by many names...
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• Forever
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• you still here?... hmm... I dunno. Wolfs rain roxz, there are too many to choose from
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• To Find Freedom
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• Hunting.
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• Staring through people. I can see things others can't... weird but I have gotten used to it.- can sense thing from future times and present times and I also have a weird talent for writing charms and stuff...
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
hmm...
odd... camp brought a few strange experiences. Weird curses, of which I saw proof that they work and yet I have no faith in them.
I hate the future and I hate the present. I wish that I could permently stay in the past. I basically already live in the past. I spend all free time (from both school and friends) woundering the streets, walking away from home (otherwise know as hell)Hoping that I shall not need to return.
I can just quit life. I would fail to many people, when things get really bad I just think of other people. Yet I wonder, is there not some way to change the past... erase all knowlegde of me and just disappear.
9:00 at night I am usually out, sometimes I come home at 11ish, I like the dark, it is peaceful cool and it gives me comfort in knowing that I can see no one and no one can see me.
I am tired of standing on the edge of a cliff, where I have been standing most my life. Just looking over the edge at the shark rocks. every car that passes I see as a one way ticket out of life. but I can not go.
grrr... I spend like 70% of my life acting fine, strange I prefer to face things in my own, I never really look for help, which is why I never know how to help someone who asks for my help. The only reason I bother to post this is to keep my site active. Most of my friends are always busy, don't have the net/ have limited acess to the net or are currently away/going away on holiday so may not read this. (alot visit my site maybe twice a year)
I have a headache so I shall go, not that that abnormal, as i always have a headache, pretty much...
l8r
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