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Saturday, December 25, 2004


hmm... I used chat and hang out with friends all the time, now the older I get the less I talk to people.

walking the lonely road, the only road I have ever known.

every year just gets worse, ever day worse than the last. What should I say, others help turn me like this,
I feel that most people are trying to crack me, like my dad is tring to make me cry. My mum is dying and sometimes I can live with my brother, cause we have gone through similar things and other times he is annoying, out to bother people just so he can live another day, just like me.
I live off other's pain cause it help me forget about mine.

sometimes I laugh when nothing is funny to try and hide the pain, forget for a while, But I know that tomorrow will be no better than yesterday.

head full of pain and anger.
Sometimes when others are happy I can't stand it, it brings out anger and hate in me. So i feel the need to make someone cry.

I found one song which make me feel better at these times : black eyed peas (only if played really loud. any way I shall go and put a few songs on my MP3 player.

-evil angel

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