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Friday, August 24, 2007

   hey
hello evryone well i been alright but i cant wait to go back to school i swear i just want this vacations to be over lol anyways how have all of you been?
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hey
hello evryone well i been alright but i cant wait to go back to school i swear i just want this vacations to be over lol anyways how have all of you been?
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Friday, August 17, 2007

hey
hello evryone well im in a better mood so yeah ^^ anyways how are all of you?
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Thursday, August 16, 2007

hey
hello everyone well yeah im still mad at my dad and i explained why in the post below but what can i do right anyways how have all of you been?
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   OMFG I HATE MY FUCKEN DAD I WISH HE COULD JUST DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well as you can tell by the tittle im pissed and its cause my dad always does the same bullshit he makes me kiss ass and shit he tells me oh if you do all this you'll be able to go i clean up the whole fucken apartment i clean inside out you know i moved everything around to make sure everything was done like he pleased i didnt argue about anything i never said a word i just did what he wanted then i was done and he comes out with the same bullshit as always oh you cant go if your brother doesnt go you know and i was like ok wtf ? on my head you know so he makes me go and kiss ass with my brother and well then finally i ask him and obviously my brother always says no and so i still kept on trying to convince i didnt care if my brother went or not or if he snitch on me over there in the movies i didnt care but he said no and he was like dude i wouldnt even fucken go if you you fucken payed me to go you know what the fuck would i be doing over there hanging out with fucken people like you if i have enough of you over here than to hang out with more like you you know? and well then i was like he doesnt want to go you know and it was already ssaid that my cousin was going to go and well then my dad comes with the bullshit that no that my cousin cant go out with me to nowhere cause obviously if i did something stupid he wasnt going to tell him so that if my brother doesnt go i dont go anywhere and well i think thats a whole lot of bullshit from him and even my brother told me you know what i dont know why the fuck you still fall for his same shit you know that he always does the same thing that he tells you oh sure just do that and obviously after your done he is like oh well you cant go withouh your bro and you know i always say no so he only uses you to make everything he wants then fucks you over you know and well he's right but i have no other option than to hope that this time it will be different but it never is T-T and i fucken hate that and then i went as low as i have ever gone "-_- cause it was like i was so fucken pissed and i just went to my room you now to try to calm down then my mom came in and well i cried infront of my mom and told her everything of how i felt you know and that im tired of my dad's bullshit and shit you know so yeah and well yeah i just fucken broke down infront of my mom and well it eneded up with my mom going to try to convince my dad today you know cause she knows that my dad always does that and that thats a lot of bullshit and i told her that why she never does anything if she realizes whats going on you know and well yeah she's was going to try to convince him but then i doubted that it was going to be much of help "-_- cause my dad doesnt give a fuck what my mom says he just ignores her and starts talking shit to her and i told her to not to just forget it that i was still going to keep trying but she said no that she was going to talk to him so she did and he still said no and thats fucken fucked up of his part "-_-but anyways how are all of you?
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Monday, August 13, 2007

   hey
hello everyone well guess what i visited everyone who updated and those who had commented on me well lets see sorry i havent been on and well i been good i guess summer school eneded this friday so im in vacations already which sucks lol i hate vacations cause i dont like being at home but im trying to convince my dad to let me go to the movies on friday that way i can meet my bf over there but i doubt he's going to let me but stll wish me luck with convincing him cause i would really need it and anyways how have all of you been?
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Saturday, July 28, 2007

   hey
hello everyone well im sorry i havent really been on but lets see umm i have been a lil better things are getting alright lil by lil and ummm well today we are going to do a surprise party for my cousin and well yeah ^^ anyways how have all of you been? i promise that i'll try to be on more is just that i have been kind of busy and well yeah sorry
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

   OMG Please!! Help me
ok well this is the thing you know all thats going on with me based on yesterdays post basically saying how daisy is trying to make me and my bf brake up right and well how should i take this letter she gave me should i believe her or should i just ignore it cause it may be another part of her plan to brake us up?

Like every body knows and its odvious we never really did like each other at all...And no one should ever put such a face for anybody at all, truth is I have to admit you were right... Well as every body knows I'm 3 1/2 months pregnant with Jeffrey's baby. But I can tell you this, I don't like you, just as you don't like me, but not even to you I would wish this "situation" as everybody calls it... I think that no one should go through what I'm going through cuz just how it is fucked up, it's truly painful... So I guess what Im trying to say is that I personally am done and through with Jeffrey. But just as I left him I'll tell you this I truly think that it's fucked up what he did to you without you even knowing it. Truth when I was living with him at first I didnt know he was dating you until a week later, but at that time I don't know what he told you but I would sleep with him and mainly every night we would have sex. It's very fucked up but I as well was played pretty badly by him too. After I found out you guys were dating I didn't care so we kept on doing what we did through out the time you guys were dating. Then one day I gave hin the ultimatum. I told him it was either you or me and our baby. He told me he would dump you and after 3 days he told me he did, but truth is he didn't. Odviously my dumbass blindly believed him because truth is I really do love him, and of course we went back to our old ways which was fucking as we pleased and even when we were ticked at each other we would never stop sleeping together, until i found out on the 3rd that he was still dating you that night so i left him... so thus being said, I told him that if he was gonna chose you instead of us he was gonna tell you the truth no more bullshit lies. Basically if he had the balls to cheat on you and no give a fuck, he should have the balls to tell you what he did.And knowing what kind of a pussy is Jeffrey he wasn't gonna risk telling you anything, so i'm telling you now. If he can do this to me and you at the same time he can sure as hell do it to you again. And if he can give his own child up for a chick what makes you think he won't do it to you... I've been through this once with my first child Im not gonna go through it once again. Im telling you this not to hurt you but to tell you the truth of what really went on. I really don't care if you believe me or not but i can tell you this much, I warned you and thats all i had to do. All i gotta say is that if he tells you that he loves you yet he doesn't hesitate to fuck me at night, then to me thats not truly love...But dont take my word for it just ask Nestor and tell him that Ive told you the truth he knows whats happened or even better confront Jeff himself...Thus being said, you figure out if you want to forgive him i know i wouldn't...
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Saturday, July 14, 2007

   hey
hello evryone im sorry i havent really been on but yesterday i visited who ever had posted but yeah i am really really sorry i'll really try to be on more and anyways today was and alright day and well yeah lets see i've been in pain lol sored as hell cause i have PE from 7:50-1:05 taking away lunch time lol so im sored and it hurts to move lol and then i'm confused like hell cause i dont know what to do or how to help out jeffrey with the whole daisy thing she just wont stop and well yeah i dunno what to do at all cause is like i know jeffrey wants to be able to see his kid but the only way he'll be able to see his kid under daisy's conditions is if we both break up and never have any contact with eachother you know? but i really DONT want to let him go again cause i really love him more than anything and it would hurt like fucken hell and well yeah thats the only solution i see to this for him to be able to see he's baby once it's born but i seriously DONT want to let him go at all and he says he doesnt want to let me go either and i try to find another solution to this so we dont have to break up and he to be able to see his kid also but i cant i see no other solution and i dont know what to do cause the more time it passes the more shit daisy does to try to splits us up and the more dificult conditions she puts into this to make jefrey break up with me in order for him to be able to see his kid and well yeah im afraid that any time soon jeffrey is just going to think about it and jsut let me go you know break up with me and shit and well i'll understand why he would do it and well i wont have any regrets of had going out with him again cause i'll know that he did it for his kid but that wont take the pain away you know im afraid of what is going to happen with us and shit im afrai dof what his choice is going to be and of whats is just going to happen i really dont know how to help him T-T but anyways how have all of you been?

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Friday, July 6, 2007

   hey
hello everyone im so sorry i hadnt been here for a while i missed all of you and well anyways i just wanted to say happy late 4th of july and ummm i commented on some few people that had commented on my last 2 post i'll try to get to the rest of you tommorrow and ummm well lets see i have ben really confused as hell i dont know what to do and well theres a lot of things going on in my head right now but im pretty sure none of you want to hear about it so how have all of you been?what have i miss this time i was gone?
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