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Saturday, June 2, 2007

   hey
well today was a crappy day but it's like just lately my life has just being going to shit and i cant take it no more im tired of it i cant stand it i cant stand myself either its like sometimes i think that things would be better if i just vanished from the face of the earth is not like anyone will really notice and if they do its not like they will care its like ok im fucken pissed off sad and all this shit all at once and i cant take it then well after so much i couldnt handled it no more today and out of no where i just burst out screaming in class and crying for no reason for the first time i just wanted to get out of school and come home seriously come home i didnt fucken care that my parents were here no more i dont really fucken care about anything right now it was like i didnt even fucken care if i just drop dead its like a lot of bullshit and its just killing me inside and i cant handled it David was trying to make me feel better and find out what was wrong but I don’t know I couldnt say nothing eventhough I really wanted to let everything out and I tried to tell him but my voice just went away I could say nothing just cry and well then when I got home my mom told me something and well out of no where i just started taking my anger at someone who doesnt really deserve it or really had to do anything with it i started yelling at my mom and called her all this shit and also fucken smacked her and now i feel more like shit cause i realize what i did and cause its not fair to her its like im fucken going crazy and entering this depression state of mind and its not kool "-_-then jeffrey instead of making matters a lil better he's making them much worst and im just tired of it and well yeah but anyways how are all of you?
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