Wednesday, March 29, 2006

   Hello everyone,
How are you all? I am fine, The babies are big now. Sorry that I havent posted in a while, my bf's computer crashed. And it took a long time to get it fixed, but it's working now :) But anyways, I haven't been up to much, other then be home with the babies, be with my family, go out with friends sometimes, and sometimes get time to be with my bf. He really does care about me and the babies. I just wish Soul could see him and the babies, I know she would aprove of him. I wonder how she is doing, I haven't heard from her in a long time, normally she sends me an e-mail. But I still haven't gotten one from her. Well anyways, it's around 5am here. I've been up all night with my babies, putting them to bed, it hard to put them to bed. They normally fall asleep good, but ever since I met my bf it's been hard. Probably cause now he is normally around when I put them to sleep and he helps, but tonight he wasn't, cause he had to work late. He always trying to get more money just so the babies can have a good future. I wonder how Greg is doing to. Anyways, I am just going to go and try to sleep. Hopefully my bf will come home soon, I miss him. Anyways, talk to you all later, Bye. I miss you Soul, I miss you all.
E.L.B.--love ya all.
pm whenever will try to answer right away
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Sunday, February 26, 2006

   Hello everyone.
How are you everyone? I am alright, very tired. But still good. What's up with all of you? I have been just staying home, or going out with friend's here, when I can. But not really for the babies don't want to leave me. Their soo cute! I wish Soul could see them, I am going to put up some picture's of them when I can. I hope soon. I don't really have anything to say for I've been bored alot. I've been getting a little sick, but not that sick. I am fine, just always tired. Anyways I have to go. It's late here, I need to get to sleep and everything. Well have a good night or day. Bye
E.L.B.
Oh pm me whenever you want.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   OMG! it's been so long!
Sorry that I haven't posted in such a long time! I've just been busy with my life. I had my little babies on January 20 and 21. My son was born on the 20, and my daughter was born on the 21. Then a few days after I left. I mean I moved away to Where ever I am now. Lol. I really don't know, for I am just busy with my little one's. They are soo cute! I'm going to add a picture of them soon maybe. Oh soul! I hope your ok, And that Alex guy was a jerk but You can do better! What the hell is your new site name again?! You didn't send me a pm like you told me you would. Anyways, soul I hope your friend Greg is good. He is such a nice guy. You know what. you guys should go out....ok! I didn't mean that...well not much! but Don't be mad at me soul, I am just saying what is on my mind. anyways it's late here, and I should be sleeping now. but I thought I would at least post since I haven't in a while. But anyways, off to bed with me, and than to have a lovely day with my little one's. I hope you are all good. And soul answer me again, what the hell is that new site name?! anyways cya later people
E.L.B.
-hugs and kisses.
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

   Sorry for not posting in a while.
I was really sick for a while, and my mother didnt let me do anything till I was better. Anyways, it is past my birthday, it was on the 21st. Anyways, how are all of you? good I hope. I'm alright, just getting over being sick. Oh just tell all of ya, I wont be going to BC at all. But I will be moving away. To go live with my family in Toronto I think. I'm not sure yet. I will be moving kinda right after I have the lil ones. Anyways, I hope you all had a good christmas and everything. Happy new year too. Oh Soul, what the hell did you do?! Talk to me love. What the hell did you do?! dont make me get even more worried! Anyways, I shall talk to you all later maybe. Have a good day. Bye
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Almost my birthday
It's almost my birthday. I am so happy...But me and soul wont be together again for this one...But oh well...I'll just get used to it...Tho it makes me sad but whatever. Thats just life, it doesnt always go the way you want it to. I'm stiling thinking about moving, but I am not realy sure anymore... After what soul did...and yeah...Well anyways, I have to go...its late and yeah...talk to you later people...merry christmas or whatever you people do...
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

   I may be moving people...
hey people. I may be moving to BC. That's where the father of my children live, and he wants me to go there with him cause he has a good job and everything, but I dont know if I want to leave Soul. I know Soul wants me to be happy, but I dont want to leave her. Anyways, if I do left it will be just after I have the lil ones and yeah. Well anyways, I cant stay long cause I have to go to sleep, the lil ones are making me soo tired right now. Well I shall keep you posted on if I am moving. Well byebye. Have a nice day or night.
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Friday, December 9, 2005

   Its almost my bday!
Hey people. its always my bday^^ I'm not saying how old I will be tho^^ I do hope I can see soul this year. Last year she couldnt...cause of some reason...anyways the lil ones are kicking again. its soo funny to place your hand on one side of my stomach and then feel the hand/elbow/feet or whatever kick the hand and watch the person smile big^^ well I have to go, I need to have a nap. Well I shall talk to you later I do hope. byebye
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   Hi people.
Hi, how are you? I am alright. just waiting for the lil ones to come, I still need some names!! I like the name that Soul's friend...Greg I think it was said. Yet I need some girls name...Well anyways, I am bored at the moment cause the lil ones are finally sleeping, and Soul is at school so she cant talk to me. And my msn isnt working so I cant IM to anyone, just mail. Well anyways, how was your weekend? Mine was alright,just had a check up on firday, the babies are doing good. Well I wish I could talk more but my mother and Grandmother told me not to do so much now, they dont want the lil ones to come sooner and be sick or something. Everyone is telling me that I will probably have the lil ones on the 20th of January, Yet I dont think so, but whatever. Anyways, I have to go. byebye. Hope you all have a nice day or night.
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Friday, December 2, 2005

I hate being pregant!
You get sooo sad and stuff! I MISS PEACE!!! WHY WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO?! WHY DID SHE HAVE TO LEAVE US?!
I am all sad now! Today is the day that she left me and soul...Soul and her where more close. But we were always together!WHY?! PEACE! WE MISS YOU! I LOve being able to have kids but they make you want to cry so much! I feel soo bad! I was supposed to be with Soul today but I cant! I have a docotors thing today...Soul dont be mad please...I'll make it to you...Peace will understand why i cant be with you...WE miss you all peace...we were so sad to see you gone...
bye...
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

   HOly SHIT!
Long time no see people. I hope you are all good. I am great for a prg lady^^ I cant believe that in 2 months or so I am going to be a mother! A MOTHER!^^ ...though its kinda sad that my lil ones wont get to see their father...Well anways, I wasnt here for a long time cause I was getting ready for the lil ones, and also that I went out of the city for a long time cause Soul told me to. She said it wasnt safe for me to be in the city for a while...and Since I trust her with my life and my lil ones, I left to go see my grandmother.^^ I am worried about Soul, I mean, sure she acts all happy, giggle and everything, But I can tell that she is really lonely. That she thinks that no one wants to be with her. Yet She is wrong. There is probably someone out there who wants to me with her but is to shy or something to say anything. I want her to be really happy...Thats why I am worried. I know she likes someone but they dont like her...and she cant stop thinking about them and everything...but she doesnt want to try to do something cause in the past she has gotten her heart broken many times and she doesnt want that to happen again...I wish she could just open up and tell the person who she likes about how she feels and do something about it! I should be in bed right now but the lil ones are keeping me up...I still need to find out names....I am going to ask Soul to ask her friend for some Greek names, Casue since their father is part Greek and everything, Tho I do want some German name to...Anyways this are some names I thought of...for the girl...

rhoda-flower-greek
amadis-love of god-spanish
harmony-blending into the whole-greek
ulrica-ruler all over-german

Do you think those are good? I cant think of anything for the boy. I am sorry that I have no been on much. I now have a new email address cause my old one...I forgot the password and the answer to the question...anways I must get to bed, or try to...and anyways who knows Soul in person...please please try to help her find someone...she is lonely but doesnt want anyone to know....well bye...

Oh soul...the bg...reminds me of the three of us...before...you, me...and...Peace...Three..always...together...I miss her...Soul..I know you do too...
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