Wednesday, November 30, 2005

   HOly SHIT!
Long time no see people. I hope you are all good. I am great for a prg lady^^ I cant believe that in 2 months or so I am going to be a mother! A MOTHER!^^ ...though its kinda sad that my lil ones wont get to see their father...Well anways, I wasnt here for a long time cause I was getting ready for the lil ones, and also that I went out of the city for a long time cause Soul told me to. She said it wasnt safe for me to be in the city for a while...and Since I trust her with my life and my lil ones, I left to go see my grandmother.^^ I am worried about Soul, I mean, sure she acts all happy, giggle and everything, But I can tell that she is really lonely. That she thinks that no one wants to be with her. Yet She is wrong. There is probably someone out there who wants to me with her but is to shy or something to say anything. I want her to be really happy...Thats why I am worried. I know she likes someone but they dont like her...and she cant stop thinking about them and everything...but she doesnt want to try to do something cause in the past she has gotten her heart broken many times and she doesnt want that to happen again...I wish she could just open up and tell the person who she likes about how she feels and do something about it! I should be in bed right now but the lil ones are keeping me up...I still need to find out names....I am going to ask Soul to ask her friend for some Greek names, Casue since their father is part Greek and everything, Tho I do want some German name to...Anyways this are some names I thought of...for the girl...

rhoda-flower-greek
amadis-love of god-spanish
harmony-blending into the whole-greek
ulrica-ruler all over-german

Do you think those are good? I cant think of anything for the boy. I am sorry that I have no been on much. I now have a new email address cause my old one...I forgot the password and the answer to the question...anways I must get to bed, or try to...and anyways who knows Soul in person...please please try to help her find someone...she is lonely but doesnt want anyone to know....well bye...

Oh soul...the bg...reminds me of the three of us...before...you, me...and...Peace...Three..always...together...I miss her...Soul..I know you do too...
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