Hello everyone!! Ok so I kinda too the lazy way out last night and sorry if it made you sleepy! xD
I have a coulpe of little suprizes for you today!
(1) I'm posting Amie's profile! ^^ It's pernounced "Ah" and then "me" Lol, I come up with the stangest names some times. ^^'
(2) I'm posting A picture of Amie on the Kiss page ( *look in the navagation) So go there if you would like to see ^^
The good news is, today is......... FRIDAY! yay! But then again that means it's another day closer to the finnales for english.. T^T
Eh oh wells thats my best class this year so I will do fine! ^^
Hair: Blond, strait, dropts to the middle of her back. flat at the end, and one layer int he front.
Eyes: goldenish-brown
Body Type: Slinder and somewhat weak. Skin a pale pink color. rather warm to the touch.
Other
Amie was Ambers only friend from the childeren's home. Got adopted 4 years before Amber got out of the childerns home. She is now currently working in her very own disigner gown shop! Hold many secrets till Amber is ready to know the truth.
Ok, well I had a long post but then I pressed back on the wrong window, and that window was the post one.. @.@ So it went all bye-bye... *tear tear*
So I'm too tired to repost it, and it wasn't anything special anyways. Nothing happened. So I will just post a bunch of pics or as I call them... eye candies! ^^
Hey everyone how are you doing?!
So I um... Yeah got bored again.. haha! "Uh oh." Is what some would say.. lol.
Anytime I get bored.. something changes.. like last time it was my ears, I peirced them twice, and before that my hair. xD
so nothing much happened, just thought it would be a good idea to post something new! ^^ But for some reason not many post anymore.. I can't wait for summer to start when everyone is free.... Lol!
But for some reason I've felt kinda lonely...All my friends are moving away..and others are changing.. My best friend says she is ready to be a mother... but she isn't even out of the freshmen year.. I'm really worried for all my friends, and in fear I've been really hard on my most bestest friend, I'm afraid she will leave me too.. This is the main reason why I hated high school before I was even called a fishie. (freshman) I know that people change.. and that I can't stop that or guide it.. and that worries me, because if she changes me too much, will she still see me as a friend at all?
Awww CRAP! My overly hyper post change into a rank again.. >< If I ever paid someone to listen to my problems, that person would be very rich.. and me most likely very poor.. xD
Nothing much really happened today. I got to school and made it into the library building when the bell rang. I had to give Aunda back her clip. I had to take a math test in first period. So nothing much there. Lol.
My second period class was really easy too. My teacher tore a tendon or something in her leg (can't really remeber what it was lol) So all we did was watch a movie.
Third period is ROTC and we watched a recuiting movie in there so another easy class. Then I had lunch, which was the normal icky caf lunch. :P Freshmen in my school are bad, so this year and maybe next year we don't get to go off campus for lunch.
Fourth period we have keyboarding. So all I did in there was try sentances that didn't really make since.. LOL!
5th period, well we had a test review in there. I have a test in that class tomorrow. Lol.
Sixth period is health, and what we did is stood in s circle and finished statements like... "The uglest thing I ever saw was..."
I said my aunt in the morning without make up! xD
We read more of romeo and Juleit in my last class, English 1.
After school I go to the van where my mom and Aunda's mom were. Aunda's mom was showing the new puppy to my mom, and then I stoled it from my mom. xD It was a chapuddle. mini puddle thing going on. LOL! It's cute, but I like kitties much better!
We took a friend home and then went to this salon. I finnaly got my ears peirced! The top ones are burning. Lol. I feel like crying. T^T But I'm glad I got them done!!
Any other news?
Tomorrow I get out early for a prep rally that I'm not going to.
So I should be home around 3? Yeah about that time. Lol.
And friday my big brother is coming home to celibrate my cuzins b-day with me! ^^ (Cuzin wanted to spend her B-day with me so my bro and his wife are leaving the kids with my mom and dad and me my cuzin my bro and his wife are going out to eat! ^^ I just can't wait to see my big brother I miss him so much, and it's been rather lonely here.)
More?
ALWAYS!!
I promised I would try to post a character profile with each post, if I had time.
Name: Mederu Knight
Gender: Male
Age: 20
Physical:
Hair: Short, light-blonde hair. Shines silver-ish in the light.
Eyes: Light blue with a silver edge.
Body Type: Slinder yet strong. warm to the touch most of the time.
Other
Mederu is very protective over Amber. And loves to show affection. He is very open minded to almost everything. But knows when words can do nothing. However, will do anything in his power not to fight.
Family: Three.
Mother: Mrs. Knight.
Brother: Silver Knight.
Sister: Luna Knight.
Background:
Mederu went to school with Amber since pre-k. He lived with a family of five, but lost his father soon after his ninth birthday.
He fell in love with Amber before something bad took her away from everyone. He made it his life's goal to find her again, and tell her how he felt about her... Or does he still?....
!~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~!
I have noticed that everyone has been sick here lately.. ><
So I made something for everyone that is sick! ^^
^^ Hope you like it!
Well it's time for me to go... I hope you have a nice day! Bye-bye!!!!
LAYOUTS ROCK!!
Hi! I'm very very very VERY happy right now! I made a layout and the coding worked for me!! Wo0t!!! ^^
I had a pretty good week this week. Tomorrow is V-DAY! HAPPY V-DAY TO THE LOVELY COUPLES, and for those single, don't feel bad!! It's also signal awareness day! ^^ Not only that, a good chance to stend time with friends and or family!
Ugh...
Well friday I got to stay home because I had a fever and the school wouldn't take me. I also had my last doctors apointment as well.
All the blood tests came back negative.. meaning nothing that they tested for was wrong with me.. Which is good. But, I still feel paniced on sunday, and all my symtoms that I had threwout the months, act up.
The funny thing is, it only starts on sunday, and drives me insain till I get to school. Then most of the time it goes away. However there has been those days when it last threwout tusday, and even threw wensday if it wishes to piss me off. So really I'm fine til sunday. But when sunday comes around... I'm rather emotional, and im starting to drive my parents nuts.. xD
So I don't get it? And I have no idea how to get it to go away. The part I hate is my dactor not listening to me. When I asked him what it maybe he didn't answer and asked me if my ear was doing better... (I have an ear infection in my right ear.. :P)
So I didn't get ANY answers from him... I'm really geting annoyied.. -.-
Yesterday Aunda called and asked if i wanted to go to the mall with her and her mom. So I went with them. I got two pairs of earings! xD The funny thing is I hae to wait to get my ears perirced... um hehe >.>
Oh and she got me a 3-volume-in-one book ^^
Come to think of it.. I sound rather greedy and unthankful.. Here I am complaining about my body, and my parents and friends are here trying to make me feel better... I don't even understand myself anymore. I mean, I was never like this. And listening to myself like this is making me sick and want to cry because oh how pathetic I have become.. Maybe I don't have a hold of my self... Maybe I'm not even me anymore? I don't know anymore, and that fact alone scareds me more then any pain I am feeling. I am never one to admit that I am afraid of myself. So I am very weak at the moment to say this. But at the moment I kinda don't feel like I deserve anything I have gotten anymore.
All I know is that I feel like this most when I am alone. But I know very well I can't hid with others from that. But, how do you over come a fear. When you your self, isn't certain that it doesn't truely exsist?
Guh.. I'm sick. Lol. Mom kisses me on my head and told me to go lay down. I have a fevor.... >< Well, I guess I'm laying down! ^^
SWEET DREAMS!!
Ok everyone.. It isnt the first chapter.. but I thought I was being mean.. Or I'm being mean now by posting this.. LOL.
I'm noting going to explain it. I think you can pretty much gather what you need from it. Heh. ^^ I feel somewhat evil...
Just a taste, Amber.
A kiss, thats all he wants right? Nothing more?
He placed his finger on my lips. My mind started racing and my vision grew blurry. It felt like I had no control over my body. Like my mind and body are seperated. A strong feeling of fear took over. I kept telling my legs to move but they went aginst me and froze in place. What's happening to me? Why can't I move?
I felt cold streams runing down my checks. Am I crying?
"Don't worry, Amber. This will only hurt for a few days." A smirt took place on his face. "Do I scare you Amber?"
He brushed his fingers from behind my ear to my callor bone stepping closer and leaning in. "You can't talk."
That wasn't a question, or a statement, merely a fact. I couldn't, and I know it wasn't from fear, true I was scare. But only because I couldn't talk. What's going on? Something isn't right. I need to get away...
"That smell...Mederu." Akame steped back and to the side to veiw something behind me. I wasn't sure what he was looking at but as soon as he caught a glimps of it he let out a hiss and started running. I have never seen anyone run so fast before. What the hell is going on?!
Suddenly something warm was wraped around me and I went limp, weak.
"It's ok Amber, Love. I'm here now. Forgive me. I shouldn't have let him touch you. Are you alright?"
Something warm touched my face. My vision was too blurry, I couldn't see anything. Why?
"Amber it's ok your safe now, there isn't a need to cry Love." I'm crying still? But I'm not sad why would I need to cry? Am I really not scared? "Amber" The familure voice fadded to a whisper. "I'm sorry."
Wait. Love? Only one person calls me love... and that's-
"M-mederu?"
I felt something rub my eyes.
"Open your eyes Amber, and see for youreslf."
I did, even though water blocked a little of my veiw I could see his face. The one I love. The one I want to be with. Mederu. The one I'm holding my kisses for. If he would only take them...
His face was comforting -easy on the eyes- and soft. His hair shimmered light blonde as it fell off his right shoulder. It was long, a strange hair cut as well, slightly layered in the front to make it seem like he had bangs. His eyes -so beautiful- were a silverish-blue and also sparkled. He was so, seien....
"Dry your eyes Love." He laughed at an unheard joke and smiled a drop-dead-gorguse-smile at me, that made my heart skip a beat.
I'm safe now. I'm sure of it. Nothing this beautiful, can be dangurous. Right?
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Hello everyone! Sorry I haven't gotten around to sites today, I'll comment a little before I have to go to bed. Lol.
I'll get up a real post tomorrow haha. Rest well everyone! and I hope you stay safe!! ^^
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Sunday, February 3, 2008
Good morning everyone.
I don't feel too well. My throat hurts and my tummy is upset. >< I may go lay down in my parents bed since it's soooo comfy lol. I didn't sleep well at all. I'm tired of being sick!!
Oh well. This coming friday I go back to the doctor to see if there is anything in the blood tests.
All my grades droped, from 80's + to 70's and below... epp! haha. Well, I'm a red head now. Funny though we bought a really dark brown, and it turned red.. lol but it looks alsome!!
I think i had too many sugars and what not lol, that maybe why my tummy hurts.. ><
I'll drink some mint tea, to see if that helps lol..
HI!!!!
So I'm siting here with the color in my head, and it's turning.... red...
What Is Your Japanese Name? (girls)
Tsukiko Your Japanese name is Tsukiko. Tsukiko means "moon child" in Japanese. You love to daydream, and are into things like astrology. You love myth and all things magical. Others see you as mysterious and many think of you as weird, but you dont care. If they took the time to get to know you, they'd realize how sweet you are.
Ugh... 
Good morning everyone. 
HI!!!! 
