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Disclamer: All the real names of places, people and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the inoccent.(just thought it might be fun to add the disclamer in! i saw it on gossip girl)

R0SES ARE RED,
FiLiPiNOS ARE BR0WN,
THAT`S MY RAZA,
S0 D0N`T PUT iT D0WN!!

MY FiLiPiNO PRiDE,
i WiLL N0T HiDE,
MY FiLiPiNO RACE,
i WiLL N0T DiSGRACE,
MY FiLiPiNO BL0OD,
FL0WS H0T and TRUE.

MY FiLiPiNO GENTE
WiLL ALWAYS STAND BY
THRU THiCK and THiN
TiLL THE DAY WE DiE
0UR FiLiPiNO FLAG
HiGHER THAN ALL THE REST
`CUZ EVERY0NE KN0WS
FiLiPiNOS ARE THE BEST!!!

FiLiPiNO PRiDE iS MY MiND,
FiLiPiNO BL0OD iS MY KiND,
S0O STEP ASiDE and LET ME THR0UGH,
`CUZ iT`S ALL AB0UT THE FiLiPiNO CREW,
LiFE SUCKS AND THEN Y0U DiE, BUT iF Y0UR
FiLiPiNO..Y0U DiE WiTH PRiDE!! ;D




Thursday, May 10, 2007


Before Slumber
I sit alone and think of you hoping you can hear me,
If I close my eyes before i sleep i can see you clearly.

Even where I am now where everywhere is dark,
I can feel you here beside me tugging at my heart.

Anxiously I wait to hear a precious word or two,
something to let me know you feel me as much as i feel you.

I take the blame and apologies for these nights that i have denied you,
but this gives me time to love your mind before i lay beside you,
let me take away your pain, wipe your tears and guide you.

I hope my words don't sound to strong but passion has no fear,
each breathe i breath is ecstasy that build up through the year.

There is no cure for what i feel, it's just the pain that ails me,
No prescription from the doctors modern medicine has failed me.

and i know this is a lot to take, but i mean each word sincerely,
these hungry letters sent with passion hoping you can feel me

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poems
ill give you ten points if u can guess who i dedicate these poems 2!
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Lovin' You
i sit here in my room
bored out of my mind
i'm thinkin' of you
and my brain's on rewind
i'm reminiscing
remembring your smile
the way your dimples show when you do
it just drives me wild
i keep thinkin' 'bout
the things oyu say
that makes the sun shine
on my rainy days
you always seem to know
how to make me feel mush better
whenever i wanna cry
remembrin' all the good times
i start to get this strange feeling
and i don't know what to do
it's weird, how when your gone
i always think of you
but come to think of it
it's not so weird after all for me to be missin' you
because now i knoe i do
it's simple, I LOVE YOU!!

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Can't Get Over You
I've been feelin' real strange lately
Whenever I'm around you
I can't get you off my mind
And I don't know what to do
Sometimes I wanna shout out loud
And tell u how I feel
Why is it so hard to tell the truth
To tell you this is real
Sometimes I feel like givin up
Think I should let you be
You're in love with someone else
Why should you care about me
Sometimes I feel it would be best
If I would love no more
To avoid the heartache
That I have felt before
But then today I looked your way
Caught you staring back at me
Was mesmerized be your beautiful eyes
Felt as happy as could be
You said "You Look Great Today"
And flashed your irresistable smile
That's why I can't get over you
That's what makes it all worthwhile

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Random Rant 10
Ok 4 ne1 who knoes be from b4,my Random Rants are back! YAY!..... ok enough of this happy bull shit crap, down to buisness

I dont understand what the hell is up with some ppl! I mean seriously. Every time i walk down the fucking street some jack ass dude in a car pulls up next to me or honks his horn. they tart talking to hit on me thinking they actualy have a chance! The most annoying thing is when you ignore them but they just keep following you and wont leave u alone. thisw is about the time where i flip them off, most just drive away after that but the more persistent ones just say things like "aw c'mon dont be like that" or "u knoe u dont mean it"
God damnit they piss me off!!! This also happens when im with some of my friends too!!

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Wednesday, May 9, 2007


our own little Euro Trip
During a fashion tour a while back, me and a buch of my friends decided to take an R.V. for a 13 hour drive. It was 5 guys and 4 gurls. Me, Renee, and Charlotte. Then there was Julian, Christopher (british based), Milo, Gerald (CA based), and Marcus (Italian based like Milo. Marcus was 21 so he would be driving. It was mostly a drive through the country side so we thought it was goin to be a peice of cake. We brought food and video games, portable dvd players and other shit like that.

About six hours in, something went wrong with the engine. i was thinking "holy shit its in the midle of the frickin night and we'r in the middle of nowhere. And we'r all just a bunch of teenagers (well except for Marcus" It was one hell of a time to be thinkin about the movie Jeepers Kreepers!

All the boys went out side to check the engine and get some fresh air. It was too cold outside so the girls just stayed in. I ain't about to freeze my ass off. The three of us just decided to play around with our make up and experiment with different patterns while the guys did all the dirty work.

I knoe about this part cuz the guys told me. While they wer outside it was pitch black so they brought flash lights. I'm not exactly sure what was wrong but i knoe it would take around 15 mins to fix. But suddenly these little rockes starded rolling down the hill. and there was deffinetly no one to be seen on the top. The rest happened like a movie. after the guys saw the rocks roling down, they heard a twig snap loudly then a crow cawed right at them and flew low enough for them to have to duck. But the creepest part was when they said they heard this rumbling noise. like the type an animal makes.

This was the part when they run Screaming like six year old girls back into the RV. Picture if you will... Five guys, all of them around 6 feet tall, screaming at the top of their lungs, while me, Renne, and Charlotte are laughing our asses off at them!

I remember that part because i got it on video (we wer playin with the video camera).


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Wednesday, May 2, 2007


reason
ok ppl the reason i havent been on in so long is because its been all about job and skool. job skool job skool job skool job skool. damnit im exhausted. good thing is because ive been traveling so much i made some awsome friends. all over th frikin world and they are the greatest ppl ever on the face of this planet. ill tell u some stories another time. things have been so crazy i mean, in skool there is just so much drama. i hate it! not to mention we have testing goin on and im totally screwed. and who here knoes how to say "i went to europe with my friends this spring break nad we had fun" in spanish?!!!!! god damn.
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007


hey
I HAVE A QUESTION TO ASK U GUYS! IF A GURL BREAKS UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND AND VERY ONE KNOES THEY DID, SHOULD SHE BE ALLOWED TO TERRORIZE A GIRL WHO IS TALKING TO THE EX. AND THE OTHER GIRL ISNT EVEN FLIRTING WITH THE GUY OR NETHING. ITS JUST THAT THEY WER TALKING. IS IT JUST ME OR IS THAT MESSED UP!
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006


...................dots mmmmmmmm............
Hey guys i know i havent been on in like.... a while but watever... 9th grade sucks... well my teacher in comin over here so i gotta go Bye Bye.
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