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• 2004-08-26
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• student/ college student
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• guess mai name and win $1.0x10^6
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• gotten scholarships, top 10 in H.S., various awards in certain subjects, spelling and geography champ. Getting myself to college!
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• forever- when I was like 7 years old
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• Boogiepop Phantom,Dragonball Z, Serial Experiments Lain, Fullmetal Alchemist, Samurai Champloo, Rurouni Kenshin, Tenchi Muyo/Universe/in Tokyo, Cowboy Bebop, Paranoia Agent, Geneshaft, Witch Hunter Robin, Inuyasha, Escaflowne, .Hack//Sign, Ayashi no Ceres
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• pass all my class this year!
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• nothing, um...writing stories, drawing ( i have lots of fan art but I don't have a scanner ::cries::)
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• I play an instrument at school, good at drawing anime ^_^
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myOtaku.com: Exiled Empress
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
ugh
I need a break. I've been gone for quite a while and now I think I'm back. Got new internet service provider *does the happy dance*, but what sucks is that when I click on a link, I get a stupid message that the thing has stopped responding. Wt-? So yeah, I can't leave comments. I want to! But the darn thing isn't letting me. I had a similar problem long ago, but after some smart clicks it went away. Maybe I'll call the company later on and ask them what I should do to fix it. Or else they could send a technician. Whatever that makes it work, I'll go for it.
Well I've been needing a break for sometime now. I've fallen into the "worry-wort" spell. I worry about everything, even the small things. It's sad. School has been quite discouraging lately. My grades aren't what I want them to be, even though everyone tells me that it's ok for me to have those grades. I work hard and I learn from my mistakes. That's life right? But my grades are becoming lame, despite my efforts. I don't know what else to do. Sometimes I just turn the other cheek and pretend that I don't care. Blah blah blah. But I do. Registration for next year begins next week. I have an idea of what classes I should take. I need to meet up with my new faculty advisor, and I just HOPE I'll get the advising I need. I don't want an advisor that says "Oh well, I dunno what would be best for you..." or "Well I think you could take that class..."
I'm tired of always trying to find the answers by myself. Sometimes I need a little guidance and they turn me away. I'm not that smart enough to solve my own problems (did that just make sense?) I mean, I don't have all the answers. Lately, I've been feeling like even the simplest things have become difficulties for me. My homework has become quite impossible to do. I lose all concentration sometimes. There's times when I REALLY just want to go back to high school with all of my friends. Those were the good days. When everything was predictable and easy.
But that's how I was feeling earlier today. Mood swings...XO gaaaa!!! Okie...that's all for the venting r/now. Thanks for listening....
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