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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
 Whats in a Holiday?
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Sorry for my absence the last few days...i just haven't really had anything to say.
So i did not post on Valentines, because I refuse to acknowledge it as a real holiday. Yes, yes i know its like the feast of St. Valentine, and he did something good for manlind. Whatever. I go to a Catholic skool (even tho i'm not Catholic) so yah, i know its a "holiday". But sadly the day of the St. of Love has been manipulatived by Hallmark, Hershey's, and any other corporation that gets big bux on Feburary the 14. So whatver, thats just my veiwpoint. Not trying to offend anyone.
Anyway, i'm out of skool Friday for the beginning of my winter break. That is the one plus of going to my skkol, we get a buttload of days off. ^^ So yeh. I have no idea what i'm going to do then, considering i have exceeded my max amount of laziness for the week. so i guess i will have to do some sort of productivity or physical activity...preferably not the latter.
So yeh, i was doing some shopping on ebay, or searching rather, (ah ebay all the comfort of shopping and you never have to leave your couch) and i found some most awesome Dir en grey clothing patches. They are wonderful!!! And i also found a replica of the guitarist's, Kaoru, necklace that he wears. I was happy!!! So i am going to get it!!! YATTA!!!!Weeeeeeeeeeeeeell, thats all i have to say, so i'm gonna go now, and check all ya'll's sites. Later!!!!
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
 Comedy, J-Rock, and Candy
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That pretty much sums up my weekend there. I went to my friend Mary's house with another of my friend's Allison. Oh god when the 3 of us get together it is always so much fun. We didn't really do much of anything cept be lazy. We played DDR for awhile, helped Mary's mom serve the guest (she was having a wine tasting party), and while they sat and drank wine, we tried to suck grapes out of a sprite bottle. I sahll go no further into that...so then we watched TV the rest of the night. And until last night i could honestly say that i had never seen South Park. And to tell the truth, i never plan on watching it again.
So this morning we woke up and were like immediately..."Need to laugh..." so we put Eddie Izzard into the DVD player. Oh god that man is hilarious, if you have never heard of him i hightly reccomend you renting some of his stuff.
And after that we of course had to watch our favorite Japanese boys rock out in their strange ways. Dir en Grey. Thats all that should be said. They are awesome!!!!! And Kaoru, who is one of the guitarists, is god. lol.
Well there isn't much else to say besides that so i'm gone for now. Hope you guys had a great weekend. Later!!!!
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Hey guys!!!
I'm feeling better now. My friend and her dad talked, and from what i know, she is doing alittle better. The process will take some time, but she is being cooperative with it. So i'm glad about that.
So i just want to thank you all for your cencern and kind words. That means so much to me.
Well thats all i really have to say today. Maybe tomorrow something totally amazing will happen and i can tell you about it. Hope you all had a wonder ful day. I'm off to check your sites now. Later!
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Wednesday, February 8, 2006
 Cuz I'm not Strong Enough...
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First of all I really want to tahnk all of you guys who offered me support yesterday, i really appreciate it.
I told my mom and her dad last night, and even though i know that she won't be to happy with me, i know that it was the right thing for me to do.
And that should have been the end of it, but last night i cried. I haven't cried in a very long time...but i did. I just down right started sobbing. And today when my friend Ginyy asked what was wrong, i thought i could handle telling her, but i couldn't and i broke down in the middle of class. Again...sobbing. So i left class with my friend, and later this guy Nolan whom i don't really talk to much came up to my Giny, and says "hey, is Cleveland okay?" (thats my last name). She said yeh, but he watched me the rest of the day, and some othere ppl did as well. I guess it was strange to have "the girl who smiles" cry in class. But now that i've cried, i fell better about it.
Sorry to talk about this again, i know some of you have worst things to deal with than this, but thankx again for your kind words. Later guys.
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So sorry for my absence yesterday..gomen nasai.
I was sick... and i couldn't get on the computer T____T. But i'm kind of glad i was sick, because... *drumroll* MY CREATIVITY HAS RETURNED!!!!!! YATTA!!!!
I drew some pictures for my Naruto Valentines series, and a picture of my charater Toya, tho i didn't get a chance to scan them...or anything else, so i will do it this weekend.
In other news, I'm going through a time of distress at the moment. A very very close friend of mine is cutting. its seems i always have friends that have done this to themselves and i guess the fact is...i really really don't understand why someone would want to hurt themselves. I've never done it...i just don't get it... I guess the way i see it, even if something seems so bad that you would want to inflict harm on yourself to "releif stress"...i just don't think that anything is ever that bad. And the sad thing is that most of my friends who have cut themselves...don't get help from anyone. And they put pressure on me by making me swear not to tell...and then by asking ME to help them. And that puts alot on me, because i try... and then i'm the one who hides beneath the smile... So i do what i can until it gets farther than my control. But i haven't had to deal with that kinda stuff for almost a year now. But its come back again. My friend is in 8th grade, and she doesn't realize it...but she is cutting. And i don't think i can handle someone else i care about hurting themselves. And thats what hurts. No matter what...the thought of it hurts.
I guess thats all i have to say for today. Hope you guys had a good one. Later.
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(i have got to stop with these late posts...)
I went to the mall today. Its the new one we have here, that is an outside mall. So we get to walk around outside, and i actually orefer it, because i don't do well in crowds. And i got, the 8th MARS, and the 3rd Legal Drug. And some little hoops for my upper ear! YATTA!
Anyway, the actual point of my post is this: I was watching my brothers playing and running arounf while my sister was shopping. My First thought was "oh yeh, if they keep this up they will get woen out and i won't have to deal with them later..." But then something struck me... They were playing a game. And the only thing that mattered to them was who was faster. They didn't have a care in the world. Innocence.
I guess as you get older your innocence kinda dies. Very few actually retain it over years of tragedy, hardships, and just growing up. So this is to the small fraction of innocence that we all have.Don't let it die, because in reality its our last tie to our childhood.
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OMG. My sister (pnkpokadot) and I have been cleaning ALL day. WE have rearranged the attic...cleaned the garage...and ita taken all day. ALL OF MY SATURDAY!!!!! grrrr. But *sigh* I am proud of us. I like spending time tih my sister, even though its usually when we are cleaning. Lol. Cuz she is the best dancer in the World. Exspecially to 80's music. OMG just the thought amuses me.
Anyway...I still have alot left to do tonight, so i better hope to it. Hope you guys had a great day. Mine sure was...interesting. Considering how we are perfectly convinced that there is a ghost in out attic.
oh and one more thing i just noticed...By the time i post at night its still the 4th...but the post gets loaded as being on the 5th. Whatever. Later guys.
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Gees i'm just so drained. I have been all week. But besides that i had a fairly interesting day. It was fun. Hope all ya'll had a good day too!
WEll, sorry to say it but i changed my site. I have returned to my original love, and i'll be keeping this one. Oh and how do you like the song? Its called Unicorn's Horn...but i don't know much else than that. Oh yes! And a HUGE thank you to Miburou. She owns. She helped with the text box thingie.
One more anouncement before i leave. MY CREATIVITY HAS RETURNED!!! I think i'll be doing a Naruto Valentine Sketch series,(Kakashi and Iruka of course, and Zabuza and Haku...and then Kurenai and Asuma! yatta!) which reminds me...a have a number of pictures that i'll get scanned later.. i'll let you know tho. WEll thats it for now. Later.
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Okay, so maybe i told you guys (maybe i didn't) the other day,maybe about a week ago that my friend Mary, well her boyfriend ( who is the jerkiest asshole in the world) he broke up with her, he said that he needed space and that he needed time to think.
Well last night at our skool's basket ball game, he brought his new girlfriend. She goes to a different skool. And while he was there our other friend Kristen walked best him and said very plainly "Go to hell." All i can say is that if i had been there, he wouldn't be in good shape right now...and that is no idle threat. And just to clear up something, i don't think he is a jerk because he broke up with my friend. No, he insults my itelligence, he hurt my friend Ginny, and now my Mary, and he constantly insults my friend Allison. He is full of himself, and arrogant.
Well in other news, last night i got on my Bass and learned the Bassline for "Rebel Yell". Just because i think Billy Idol is freaking amazing.
And i still have yet to find my muse...i think he stole my creativity. Hope you guys had a great day. Later.
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
 Its gone, please help me find it!!!
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I know this will sem sort of dumb...
But i beleive i have lost my creativity. I don't know where it went. But i haven't been able to draw anything in about a week. My friend Ginny told me that it is Sleeping so i can concentrate on my skool work. But i told her that i think that someone kidnapped it. So if you see it let me know!!! I know its around here somewhere....
So basically if you have any picture ideas, let me know i'd be glad to do them!!!
So yeh, the other day i fell asleep at the beginning of Geometry and didn't wake up until the bell, and i think i had an epiphany!!! I must work at bringing up my grade, i'm barely passing with a C. So guys wish me luck with Skool work, i'm not the studious type so this is gonna be a tough change.
I leave you with these parting words... Haku and Zabuza shall live on forever!!!!
Later.
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