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Friday, July 29, 2005
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this may sound a little random..but i've been thinking alot lately..and not just about anything. About death. A friend of mine's brother died. It reminded me of previously this year, when one of my friends commited suicide. I guess we as humans don't realize how quickly we can lose something or someone that is so very important to us. And it hurts to lose someone. I lost my best friened when i was 9. At the time i didn't understand but now i do...and at times it hurts so much just to know that he isn't here with me. But i know he wouldn't want me to be sad for him, because thats just the way he was. He could always make me laugh. He still does...even now. But thinking of death makes you think of time and change. People change. sometimes for better, other times for worse. So many ppl talk of time and change without ever really grasping it. But we all need to stop every now and then..to just look at things..to...'stop and smell the roses'. otherwise everything will pass us and we will miss it. Just as we miss the ppl who have left this world. Because when we miss anything, whether it be a loss or a moment, we feel this utter sense of failure and disbeleif, sadness, lonliness and we feel lost. It hurts and it will always hurt.
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