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myOtaku.com: eyes-of-the-wolf
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Tuesday, February 7, 2006
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So sorry for my absence yesterday..gomen nasai.
I was sick... and i couldn't get on the computer T____T. But i'm kind of glad i was sick, because... *drumroll* MY CREATIVITY HAS RETURNED!!!!!! YATTA!!!!
I drew some pictures for my Naruto Valentines series, and a picture of my charater Toya, tho i didn't get a chance to scan them...or anything else, so i will do it this weekend.
In other news, I'm going through a time of distress at the moment. A very very close friend of mine is cutting. its seems i always have friends that have done this to themselves and i guess the fact is...i really really don't understand why someone would want to hurt themselves. I've never done it...i just don't get it... I guess the way i see it, even if something seems so bad that you would want to inflict harm on yourself to "releif stress"...i just don't think that anything is ever that bad. And the sad thing is that most of my friends who have cut themselves...don't get help from anyone. And they put pressure on me by making me swear not to tell...and then by asking ME to help them. And that puts alot on me, because i try... and then i'm the one who hides beneath the smile... So i do what i can until it gets farther than my control. But i haven't had to deal with that kinda stuff for almost a year now. But its come back again. My friend is in 8th grade, and she doesn't realize it...but she is cutting. And i don't think i can handle someone else i care about hurting themselves. And thats what hurts. No matter what...the thought of it hurts.
I guess thats all i have to say for today. Hope you guys had a good one. Later.
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