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hello there! i got an mprovised composition. anyway, i wud lyk 2 xtnd my gratitude to The Mask for makn a coment on my previous Uncertainty. here i am again posting my, umm let me jst say, poem. but before that let me tell you bout my day. ummm... i supose to go to our general practice for the dance in r family day 2mrw but i wasnt able coz i had a stomach ache, 2 bad. and here is my poem.
UNCERTAINTY
Your eyes are quite expressive,
Does it mean you like me, love or simply care?
But every time we see each other,
You seem not to care,
Acting as if I’m not there.
Sometimes I ask myself if you’re meant for me or not.
When you stare and look deeply at me,
I can say ‘yes you are’.
But at times you pretend not to see me,
I tell myself ‘don’t go so far’.
I even saw you twice walking with somebody.
I don’t know how to react!
Should I be sad, mad, feel lonely, happy or get jealous?
But even though you were with them,
I can sense that your eyes are tryin’ to explain that they mean nothin’ to you,
And I hope my perception is true.
The second time I saw you with somebody,
You were hiding your face.
Lots of questions came in my mind;
Were you hiding because you don’t want me to see you again with someone else?
Or it was just a meaningless action…
Sometimes I think I have no role in your life,
But one time when I had that feeling
Just in time you looked at me with care.
There was also an instance
When we almost got to know each other,
But fate didn’t allow us.
When I was there, you were not.
When you were there, I had no time.
I really don’t have this feeling before,
This feeling of emptiness when you’re not around.
It was before that you mean nothing to me,
But now, it’s different.
Different and unsure if i'll continue feeling way, if only i can teach my heart to love another...
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