Thursday, March 5, 2009

you make me wanna scream
two things made my day today;

number 1: I found out today that George Ross was one of the men who signed the Decleration of Independence. I mean, come on. George Ross! epic win, history class.

number 2: Jordan and I totally stood on the corner today and pretended to hitch-hike, fight, peer at people, run across the street in front of cars, and strip for the oncoming cars. Her and i are amazing, and i think my aunt thinks i'm in love with Jordan.

So maybe my aunt isn't as stupid as she looks.

Eh, Jordan... I'll always love her, and I guess I just have to learn to accept that, and not get so emotional over it.

For now, I'm happy because... I TOUCHED HER BUTT.

wow, i'm fucking creepy.

That is all, proceed with your normal-ness.

ily.

-jenny
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

RESPECT THE POUCH!
Ryan Ross may have aknowledged my exsistance.
My life now has a meaning.
Thank you very much twitter,
but then again i'm probably over-reacting.
but it's nice to think about.

I love how the medicine i'm taking doesn't seem to even be helping, in fact I feel worse. Oh well, I suppose it's back to school tomorrow if i feel better or not. With my luck we'll go skii'ing tomorrow in gym and then i'll die, because skii'ing makes people die. duh.

I'm not looking forward to all the work i'm going to have to do when i go back to school tomorrow though. Ugh. Oh well, it's the price you pay.

I wish I had more to talk about but I don't so.. yeah.

Peeace Kids

-jenneh
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Monday, March 2, 2009

i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
New theme? I think it's kind of pretty. :]
I'm deathly ill.
well that's a lie, i'm not dying.
but i'm sick.
sinus infection=two days of no school
=me having a lot of backlogged work.
oh well.

I love how I kind of get over her when I don't see her but then I have to go back to school and look at her and it all comes rushing back to me and hits me in the face. yeah, bad analogy but whatever.

rawrrr bacon!
that could mean that i love bacon.

the white tie affair is lameee, but i love them in this weird ass way.

okay, gunna go tweet now because i'm just THAT gay. :D

-jenneh.
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Friday, February 27, 2009

what's mine is yours so take me away.
FYIF
=
FUCK YES IT'S FRIDAY!



1.
You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station:
Capachino, Peach Rings, Strawberry shortcakes, Code Red Mountain Dew, and A motha fuckin' chicken Fajita.

2.
If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?
A FUCKING HORSESHOE CRAB
THEM MOTHER FUCKERS ARE SCARY LOOKING.

3.
Whose your favorite redhead?
RONALD WEASLEY!
lol, my mother has red hair.

4.
What do you order when you're at IHOP?
I have never even been to IHOP.

5.
Last book you read?
Fight Club

6. Describe your mood.
I'm goooood,
Listening to a kick ass band.
and it's friday.
and i totally raped jordan in my mind today, and she sat next to me at the assembly and her leg totally kept touching mine <3333333

7.
Describe the last time you were injured?
FUCKING JOE, I RAMMED MY ARM INTO HIS ELBOW WHEN I WAS TRYING TO SLAP HIS ASS. D:<

8.
Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
CASSIE AND MEGAN AND RITA.

9.
Rock concert or symphony?
ROCK PLZ. I WANNA MOSH.

10.
What is the wallpaper of your cell phone?
PANIC AT THE FUCKING DISCO


11.
Favorite Soda?
Code Red MD

12.
What type of shirt are you wearing?
A ADORABLE MAYDAY PARADE SHIRT!

13.
If you could only use one form of transportation it would be:
CAR.
I love riding in the car,
I'm just not a big fan of driving, lol.
but gettin' mah license sewn.

14.
Most recent movie you have watched in theaters?
uhh, i think it was twilight still.


15.
Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots for:
RYAN ROSS.
I LOVE YOU RYAN ROSS.

16.
Whats your favorite kind of cake?
ice cream cake is awesome.

17.
What did you have for dinner last night?
chickenz, potatoes, and cornn.

18.
Look to your left, what do you see?
a piano keyboard, a cup of sprite, a home phone, a cellphone and a ipod

19.
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
noo, i just kick them off.

20.
Favorite toy as a child?
...dude i had and still have a woody toy from toy story i luh him, he has finger holes in his ass so you can make him walk.

21.
Do you buy your own groceries?
no.

22.
Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
i'm paranoid so yes.
they talk about how fat and ugly i am.
i think even my friends do it. [rita and jordan and joe]

23.
Whens the last time you had gummy worms?
psh i don't remember

24.
Whats your favorite fruit?
fuckin' bananas and cantaloupe.

25.
Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
......no, but i can do one kind of. lol.

26.
Do you like running long distances?
OMFG NOOOO.
I HATE RUNNING.

27.
Have you ever eaten snow?
i'm sure i have.

28.
What color are your bedsheets?
greeeeeen.

29.
Whats your favorite flower?
roses.

30.
Do you do ballet?
psh, no.

31.
Do you listen to classical music?
kind of i suppose.

32.
What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head?
BIRDS CAN DO IT WE CAN DO IT COME ON LETS GET TO IT. LETS FALL IN LOVE.
FUCKING SECRET LIEF OF THE AMERICAN TEENAGER. THAT THEME SONG IS CATCHY. AND IT SOUNDS SO DIRTY.

33.
Do you watch Spongebob?
yes, only because jordan has to with logan.

34.
What temperature is it outside right now?
cold.

35.
Do people consider you smart?
actually, yes. and i'm not. lol.
i'm only on the B honor role.

36.
How many piercings do you have?
fourr.

37.
Are you signed on AIM?
YES IM TALKING TO CASSEROLE.

38.
Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?
lol yes, it's fun.

39.
How do you feel about your family?
iluhthem, even if we are fucking weird.

40.
Do you have an iPod?
yep i luh my ipawd.

41.
What time do you go to bed?
10:30ish on school nights
whenever i want to on weekends.
and during the summer i'm up to like 5-6 in the morning, if not earlier.

42.
What CD is currently in your CD player?
uhhh RJA, FOB, and LP

43.
What movie do you know every line to?
Lion King,
....that one ai movie, that i could/can watch in my head, commercials included...

44.
What is your favorite salad dressing?
RANCH FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

45.
What do you want for Christmas this year?
megans vagina.


honestly?
jordan<333333 if only in the slightest way.

46.
What family member/friend lives the farthest from you? Where?
family? timothy, and the rest.
friends? i think it's a tie between megan and beinda.

47.
Do you like hugs?
*HUGS MEGAN*
I LOVE THEM.
<3

48.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
When jordan and I where alone at Central.

49.
Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
....this one sub we had pronounced my last name as
zar.
THERE IS NOT A FUCKING R IN MY LAST NAME.
WHAT THE FUCK.

50.
Last person you hugged?
Riiiiiiiitaaaaaaaa. :D




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escape the fate is an amazing band. :D

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ily guys.

-jenneh
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Thursday, February 26, 2009

it's five minutes to midnight
so, i love it when the weather allows us to get out of school early.
i only went to school for about two hours.
it was okay.
i hope we don't have school tomorrow, but we probably will considering the snow is supposed to be let up my midnight...maybe.
a delay would even be nice i suppose.

i'm worried about jordan.. and it's just a damn mri..

oh well, off to find something to do while my mom watches desperate housewives. [lol cassie] later peeps.

-jenny
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

remember if you seek then you shall fine.
today was a really off day.
the bells weren't working at school today..
so it was all fucked up.
the entire day just felt really weird.
probably because of how unusual last night was.

i think i've come to terms
to the fact that she'll never love me.
but that doesn't mean i can just drop everything.
and stop loving her.
-sigh-

school just needs to end already..

i hung out with jordan, rita, and joe last night and it was fun i guess. we went to the basketball game too, and entertained the kids on the bus by playing patty cakes in front of there bus. we have a thing for making scenes.. everyone calls it immature, i think it's just trying to be different.

joe kind of made me feel better today when he told me that the girl he was talking about in his myspace status was someone else, not who i originally thought it was. I'm a selfish person, but i just couldn't handle it if those two got together.. I don't know what i'd do.

i want so much to stick out and be different, yet i hate not fitting in with my own friends..

and on top of everything theres this;


i'm the ugly one. in black. [in case you didn't know.]
she's beautiful..

someday, someday i hope this picture can make me happy.

ily guys.

-jenny
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Monday, February 23, 2009

forever isn't enough
i love you all but,

sometimes i hate the fucking internet.

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is it weird that i may be really thinking that i was meant to be born a male....?

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as long as she talks, my head is put into a fluster and i can't think.
i can't think about how much i love her.
how perfect every aspect of her is.
how jealous i am of the relationship her and zack have.
because even though it's not physically it's a step higher then what i'll ever, ever have.
Cant think of how mad i get at her when she tells me she's useless.
can't think about how i can't stand the way he touches her,
or the way she looks at him.
I just.. ugh.
I hate love.
No,
I'm not going to think about it.
I want to be happy, i really do.

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history test tomorrow. hm, study? maybe.

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i'm going to go listen to really loud music now, even though i have a motherfuckin' headache.

-jenny
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Sunday, February 22, 2009

could it be that we have been this way before?
comment responses;

cassie:
lol protective best friend, yeah. I know, i'm sure over the summer i'll get over it a little bit if i don't see her, but in the end i'll go back to school and it'll all come rushing back again, it's not going to end till one of us moves away.. and even then who knows, because she can always talk to me on the internet or via text message, and we all know that she fucks with me the most via txt message and msn. lol summer will be magical. ;] lullabye depresses me.

stephy:
haha yeah, she's really gotten to me. Oh well. Happiness is easily spread most of the time.
XD don't light your house on fire sweetie. haha.
lol, yeah it'd be a magical drug.

krissy:
your avatar. lol. i know, curse wisconsin and it's mass amounts of stupid snow. D:

belinda:
I'm a very horrible person to be honest. If i don't go to hell then i don't think anyone will. lol. Sometimes, it's not a good thing to love so purely and deeply. it's got me in a lot of touble.

emily:
haha i believe someday i'm just going to randomly run into you when i'm in the milwaukee area, and i'm sure knowing me i'll make it completely awkward.

shadowtiger69:
i am jealous of your warm weather haha. D: Reaaaaallly?? Well, I live about 2 hours and a half away from madison. I live in Cashton Wisconsin, a tiny tiny town D: xD I like stalkers though. I used to be one, but not anymore so no need to worry. [haha] ahh, her is one of my bestfriends. annnd, yeah i'm kind of in love with her, and considering i'm a girl and she's a girl... It's kind of a problem. [i'm the creeper haha D:] i know it's such a pretty song *_*






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my hands smell like potatoes.
....

i'm letting go for today.

ily guys <333

-jenny

ps;
i dyed my hair again.
its purpleish redish brownish blackish now.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i don't feel like posting pics here but they'll most likely be some on my myspace.
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Saturday, February 21, 2009

save your breath this ones for you.
she's not worth the heartache, she's not worth the time, she's not worth all the pain i've put my self through for her, she's not worth any of it.

but i'm not worth any of it, so i know how it feels.

she could have killed 7 million people and i'd still have this undying love for her because i'm fucked up in the head area.

and for all that, i hate my self more then i hate anyone.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry you have to listen to me complain.

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i wake up this morning,
and theres snow fricken' everywhere.
can you believe that?!
all the snow was almost gone!
and now its everywhere!!!
ugh, winter needs to go the hell away.
i can't wait for summer.

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I had a dream that i asked some guy,
if there was a drug
that could make you forget everything about your life.
he said yes.
it was called 30 something..
i don't remember.

i want that 30 something.

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maybe summer will do me well,
but then again i doubt i'll never see her.

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god, i'm a boring person. I don't know how any of you can stand to read this, i promise someday soon i'll actually post something happy. there should be a warning or something on my site.

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I can already feel the weekend ending. ugh.

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i want everyone else in the house to wake up because i don't like being alone...

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sometimes i just wish i'd never met her. end of story.

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ily guys tho.

-jenny
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Friday, February 20, 2009

truth be told i miss you.
i'm only mad. [crazy]
because she made me this way.

getusedtoit.
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