Tuesday, October 21, 2008

if you still care don't ever let me know.
i finally beat through the fire and flames on guitar hero last night.
-_- if you've ever talked to me on the phone while i'm playing guitar hero you know what kind of an achivement this is [cassie] lol.

i have a test today in history.
i'll probably fail it.
i didn't study but i pretty much know the material.

i think one of my friends is pissed off at me.

i feel like throwing up.

and thus is my life in seven sentences.

-jenny
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Monday, October 20, 2008

what a concidence.
thank you for informing me about your lack of three prong outlets dear.

but oh we could talk about what else you're lacking couldn't we?

ha-ha.

that answers it now doesn't it?

"i would if i could to make you happy, but i can't because of who i am"

yeah, i would to if i could.





the cold fits me.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008

....
she can pull my life support now.

shit.
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Friday, October 17, 2008

in my heart and soul i know i need her.
i was stupid to ever believe that there was ANYTHING.

and now i've let to much out. ugh.

funny how perfectly that song fit us, isn't it?

i'm cold. and. i will probably go missing this weekend.

i promise i'm fine,
and if i'm not i'm just refusing to show it.
---'- always beetter at showing it then i am.

i'm going to go drink some orange juice and hope i don't die today.

love you guys.
just don't love me.

-jenny
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Thursday, October 16, 2008

cold
and then she started
f
a
l
l
i
n
g
.

and once she hit the bottom there has been no way for her to get back up.

she's she, whos faking it? not me. i should have known that she already knew. she knows nothing yet. and my entire life is a lie.



now i have to ask my self why i care anymore.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I've got troubled thoughts and a self-esteem to match.
maybe it was all just a lie.


doesn't mean the emotions where fake.


I should have known.



does she know?





It's raining.



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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

and then she watched you walk away.
and if you die in your sleep
i'm still willing to be
everything i promised i would be.



i fell in love with the idea of perfection, when all along i should have known that perfect could never belong to someone as imperfect as me.


sometimes i do have to remind my self to breath.
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Monday, October 13, 2008

i.really.don't.know.
i guess we do need the internet communications.
after all it is the only way i can say how i feel.




and the sadest thing is.
you'll always have me.


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Sunday, October 12, 2008

the things that i want to say just aren't coming out right
[i'm tripping on words.

you've got my head spinning.]

huh. she sparkles.

i wonder, could you feel the way my heart was racing?

[i don't know where to go from here.]

i may have missed the look in your eye, but i definatly felt the insincerity in your grip.

still, it's a step closer.

to i guess what you'd call.. mission accomplished?

[theres something about you now]

i can't quite figure out]

i'll never figure it out.
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

ughhh
i don't feel good.
lol, i think i over did it at the game last night.
we all where spinning on the merry go round thing at the park and afterwards i felt really sick. xD
it was fun though, i got a whole bunch of hugs and compliments cuz' apparantly i look nice in makeup o_o
haha. right.

and i also don't know how i got suckered into giving piggy back rides last night.
we're high schoolers and we still find simple things to be so entertaining. XD oh well.

uhm... I might be leaving tonight to go to milwaukee, so i'll have my laptop with me but if i'll have internet i don't know. but then again i might not leave until early tomorrow morning which in that case i'll be back sunday night.

yeah not that that matters to any of you anyways xD

bahh. i dunno what i'm doing today.

-jenny
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