Friday, October 10, 2008

cant say im sad to see you go
we got out of school a half hour early today
it was awesome. xD

Tyler Kurtcher talked to me today.
i practically had a heart attack.
lol.
we talked about twilight
lol.
it was amazing.

homecoming game tonight.
choir has to sing at it.
but we get into the game for free so yessss.

plusss....
i don't know.
one of my sisters friends are here.
i don't like her.

i've been kind of sad threw out the day due to something i learned yesterday. somethings, are just not fair. I want to give kaleb a hug. :[

on another key.










i think i'm getting over it.


gotta go-

-jenny


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Thursday, October 9, 2008

you know, lately i've had nothing to post about.
and the only reason im really posting right now is because im in video game club after school and have nothing better to do
i didnt even plan to come to this stupid thing but im here any ways.

weird huh?

Oh well, i'd rather hang with friends than be home alone wallowing in my self pity. 8D

nah, these people are cool.

anyways, i just wanted to tell you all that i am indeed alive.
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

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Monday, October 6, 2008

fall asleep with my hand on your heart..
i just realized this morning.
when i woke up.
that there has to be a reason for this.
i mean,
there's to much
that put it together like this..
there has to be some reason that im suffering for this, like this.

i guess im fine with that then...
as long as there is some reason.

oh well of to school.
i guess it's homecoming week.
whoopie.
bon fire tonight.
i'm going because.
gretas going to be there.
haha, like i'd miss that for the world.

[i promise i dont see it, i promise. my heart can take it, as long as you don't break it..]

oh wait....

-jenny


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Sunday, October 5, 2008

"he never called" "yeah, but neither did i" "but theres a difference" "yeah... i actually care.. a lot"
*yawns* i'm tired.

yesterday, jordan came over and we went to the musical together at my school. They did the Wizard Of Oz, and it was pretty good considering i don't really like that movie. A lot of my friends played big rolls in it so it was cool to see them. My friend Sonia played the part of Dorthy and her singing was amazing. And robbie, i don't know if i ever talked about him before can talk JUST like the lion so it was great.

I got to hug all of them.
which included robbie, and tyler. x3 hehe, they're so cute.

they're performing again today, right now.

that didn't get overwith until like, 10:30 so jordan and i went home and made some pizza and played with the cats for awhile and made them chase the lazor light.

lol then cassie called. xD

after a while we went upstairs and i found out that dir en grey is coming to wisconsin soooo, i'm totally taking her to a dir en grey concert because that'd be awesome. XD
but she refuses to go because she assumes that i would be spending to much money on her.
hah.

but yeah... we ended up staying up and talking practically all night long.

so im tired because we got up at 9.

and then jordan went home at 11 somethingish.

then i went back to sleep for a while.

then i woke up,

and here i am.

yay.

oh, i've also got into breaking dawn again because i got into a very interesting part. I wont spoil it though incase cassie does decide to read the rest of the books. which she should because the twilight saga is my bible.

hahaha.

oh and i figured it out.
i am jacob black.
she is bella swan.
and i'm not quite sure who her edward cullen is
but i know that it's definatly not me.

and on that note.

-jenny
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Friday, October 3, 2008

lets imagine the end before we even begin, you said.
I feel kind of weird today, and i'm not sure why.

My stomach hurts, but not really like i have a stomach ache, more like i think i pulled a muscle yesterday in gym class. but then again, i think every part of my body hurts right now x_x

yesterday i was in an oddly good mood.. I don't know if it had anything to do with the fact that i walked home, or that i heard a bunch of good songs while i did my homework? i dont know. Oh, I also got my Language Arts grade and i'm getting an A :D We also got our pictures today... and mines well... >_> okay, but not to me.

i'm going out on a limb and guessing that the gym is closed today sooo, i'm guessing i'll have a study hall 3rd hour. I really hope i'm right.

I'm not sure if i'm going to the musical this weekend...

D: i gotta gooo~

-jenny

p.s
yes i do have an obsession with juno :D
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Thursday, October 2, 2008

i hope you smile when i die.
look at the way you say our names.

i was in a really really shitty mood last night.. mostly because when i got on msn jordan was telling me how if you don't run the mile when you're supposed to [which i have to run it next wendsday] you have to run it in detention. I said, if my gym teacher says anything I wont come back to school then. Fuck him. The thing is i don't really care about school anymore, or anything else for that matter.

all i want to do is sleep. but even in my sleep bad things are happening.

I kind of felt better when jordan explained to me a game that involved actions happening to a lemon.. It was quite hillarious actually.

My wrist has been hurting lately. When i move it i can hear it crack. XD

well i have to wonder on off to school now... woohoo.

-jenny
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

So, maybe i take the cheaters way out.
i kind of skipped out of school today because i didn't feel like running the mile. haha such a wuss i am. Also because yesterday was too weird, i think i let things get out of hand and i cant let them get that far.. so i suppose it is best that im taking a day to straighten out my head..

oh well, like everything else in life i always fuck up. nothing new there.

So, its the first of October... huh, I hate october. yeah..

well, i gotta go, do what i dunno.

-jenny

p.s what the fuck is wrong with myotaku? no matter what i do my coding never changes and now the damn bandwith on my background is fucked up...

ugh.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

the dreams in which im dying are the best i've ever had.
steping out and steping in
i was talking about you the whole time.
didnt you know?
and now im sorry, because those few things i said
where way out of line.
i'd probably take them back if i could
but of course i cant
so whats the use?
theres cold blood circulating threw my veins
hey, at least its circulating at all right?
i can honestly say that i've never really been this bad off.
but then again who am i to measure whats bad and not?
who am i to even be saying any of this?

i'm done with this.
giving up is much easier then giving in.

-jenny

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

i asked for it all and got nothing in return
i put my self on the line
and got exactly what i didnt want back.
im running helpless
screaming for you to scream for me.
[well of course if you know what i mean]
thanks for not showing up today too, by the way.
it's alright
it's not like i was counting on it or anything.
let down so hopelessly.
its alright, it's okay.
it's for the best anyways
caught on?
doubt it.
caught up?
maybe.
found something better.
more the likely.
not hard to find.
since i hardley can compare
to even him.
to often said, to often heard
we're the same on the outside
i just step over that fine line
that you've so carefully drawn for both of us
surprising how further away mine is, isn't it?
depression is only a figment of mind.
but so could be said about happiness.
we're all winners in the end?

so when do i get to start up again?
simple things.
encounters in the hallways.
funny how no one notices, isn't it?
but maybe i'm really the only one who does.
am i really that distant?

oh, right, like i could ever give up.


p.s
i'd rather have you fall apart then fall out of line.
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