Thursday, September 25, 2008

no pain was left to remain
i finally wrote something yesterday, yeah so it was shitty but it was still something and it got me off this damn poetry phase i'm going threw.

but thus, i'm back on that phase again.

duude, i dont feel good. >_> oh well.

i have determined that my life would be much easier without gym class.

i'm pushing my self to the limit though, [just not in the way some of you may be thinking... yet] determination was never really something i had but what the hell lets give it a go, it can only make things better right? and i mean if i die i have nothing else to worry about ^_^

comment responses;

lavi; i'm not that young. i'm going to college for journalism. yes i can count in spanish Buenos Dias, means good morning in spanish and Buenos Noches means good night.

taintedsanity: haha i'm actually very emo, i just chose to not show it on here that often.

cassie; dont laugh at lavi. my knee still hurts from falling. -_- and what do i get in return? admiration threw reflective windows. HAHA WHO WON THE EMO WRITING CONTEST NOW HUH? CONSIDERING I MADE BOTH OF YOU CRY?? haha. 'jenny wondered if cassie ever did have a glass of orange juice'


adios~

-jenny

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

wow
im actually in a good mood for once.

yesterday, me and rita where dancing around in spanish class while everyone was watching a video... It was hillarious because i got jordan to dance too. xD

haha oh greta.

then after school rita toke a video of me chasing after a bee and freaking out over it... i think my face will be floating around youtube this weekend.

walked over to central, and fell chasing after jordan. -_- haha. sat at central with hannah and jordan and talked about the assholes at school.

yay for a boring day.

OH! I found the college that i want to go too! It made me happy when i found it.

i like walking around town at night, specially with my music blasting. :]

i have a spanish test on friday.
I'm ready for it. :]

but. yeah. im such an emo writer.

i feel like writing actually. -instert OMFG REALLY OMG WOW AMAZING here-

later

-jenny
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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Here i go scream my lungs out and try to get to you
so cassies back, lol. so glad i have someone to talk to on the phone now.

Sooo... yeah mom told me to call monroe dispatch if richard bothers me again tonight, so if he does i'm going to call and get a restraining order and turn him in for driving without a license. :]

grandma came today and of course tortured me with more religious talks.. which doesnt really bother me until she gets into the gay marriage discussion. Yeah, if you know me you know my opinion on that.

today went kind of to fast and i dont really want to go to sleep because tonights the last night i can sleep in.. ugh, school.

i should not be allowed to go threw my photobucket because it makes me depressed.

i miss my dad.

i wish it would snow so i could start to feel like i did this time last year.

things are so different lately. i really hate change.

i need to change my self so i can feel like im not the only one being left behind.

i'm really confused.

i need to take piano lessons if i want to minor in music... fuck.

i miss stephy.

=/

-jenny
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Saturday, September 20, 2008

am i that hard to forget?
So.

Yeah. richard just showed up in front of my house. at 2:30 in the morning, and wanted me to come outside and see him.

can you say freaked out much? I'm like terrified now that hes going to come in my house because the front door is unlocked because we don't have to lock it around here...

christ.

what do i have to do get a damn restraining order?

Anyways...

my grandmas coming today.
lots of holyness
and lack of profanity will occur.

downstairs anyways ;]

i'm a horrible person.
but i dont really care.

i'm going to go fail at trying to sleep now.

-jenny
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Friday, September 19, 2008

and they say i always get my way.
so, i did end up skipping today. yeah, i know i'm bad. but look at what i got to do to my pretty site? oh yayy.

i'm glad its ther weekend finally. :P

When i stay home alone i always end up depressing my self by watching tv, since theres nothing else to do and i seem to never watch tv at any other time.

i have a neopets obsession. i am not ashamed.

i've been having weird dreams lately. i dreamed my mother gave birth to our kitten and last night i had an even weirder dream. haha.

I really wish october wouldn't role around. blehhhh.

comment responses;

megan: you're a meanie ass.

stephy: i can deal with those differences. 8D I love tennis, and badminton. and yeah... i don't enjoy the whole held at gun point thing, still. i love you tooo! <3

britty: actually, i have three slipknot songs on my site. lol. yeah, i've been really into them lately for some reason. I guess in the past year i've seen way scarier things then the members of slipknot. at school on tuesday we're making it slipknot day.. XD i envy your gym class. really.

belinda: yes, i'm in choir, but i never said i could sing. XD just kidding, i'm okay.

charlie: YES, they have a line and the line sits there and gawks at you while you get your picture taken. it bugs the crap out of me...

--

I want to play guitar hero....

later~

-jenny




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Thursday, September 18, 2008

   all i ever think about is you.
school was okay today
it was picture day and i very much so hate that day.
but yeah, i got threw it and only had to take two pictures.
one for year book and another for choir.
i wore my death note shirt.
yay.

I was soooo glad we didnt have gym today due to picture day. so so so so so so so so glad.

tomorrow we're playing soccer though -_- I hate running to the park....

my friend, rita and i where laughing our asses off in math class, which is always fun because rita and i can laugh at just about anything. but now i have a headache from laughing and screaming. lol.

I have a test in math tomorrow... >_>

i should skip tomorrow... hmm.

later

-jenneh
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

even if it kills me.
im posting to say that i will probably die today

gym class will be the death of me,

if not from the running it'll be from me walking out in front of a very large vehicle and hoping for the worst.

oh what a relief that would be.


on a not so crappy note..

I feel like shit.
my stomach hurts, my head hurts, and my legs are still throbbing from yesterday. and I have to walk all the way home today.

ugh.

the good news is.

im a complete screw up and should probably rot in hell for all the stupid shit i've done in the past four years because they've all been incredibly dumb and half assed on my part and you should all just attack me with pitch forks.

:]

maybe by any kind of luck it'll rain today.
haha yeah right, luck.
like i've ever had any.

-jenny
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Monday, September 15, 2008

under the summer rain, you turned away.
God. this song makes me miss nikky, and milwaukee...


i didnt get to post this morning because my alarm didnt go off so i didnt end up getting up until 7:30. mom was pounding on my door and i couldn't understand what she was saying so i was like,

"huh? what? what day is it?" XD i seriously didnt know then i realized that its monday and that i needed to get my ass dressed.

i got a lot of compliments today though.. because apparantly i was looking bright, lol I had my cobra starship shirt on and my rainbow arm warmers... XD That makes me wonder where my rainbow wrist band is... huh.

I talked to Theron today, nothing epic. just asked him if he transfered from West salem and if he knew Whitney and Krissy. Which he said yes to both. :]

Jordans coming over in a few minutes to hang out after practice and then she has some meeting to go too... lol. I dunno what we're gunna do.

my head hurts. arghhh.

yeah, i know. late post prolly wont get me any commentz.

-shot by the grammar police-

-jenneh

'and our lives are smaller now, our lives are so small.'
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Sunday, September 14, 2008

the sad truth of the matter is.
i really dont feel like going to the fair today.
i hope it rains.

i have so many things to do today.
laundry.
dye my hairrrr...
clean my room.
clean the computer room.
homework.
i gotta find a newspaper ad for my PF class.
i have to find a monkey.
and figure out if you can ship them via ups.

yeah, a lot right? sort of.

i went to the mall yesterday, and got shoes, arm warmers and a new wallet. yes, im trading in my green day wallet for a new shinny AFI one. It's puuurty. :] my new shoes are pretty too, i got them from zumies. I like the guy who works there :] he reminds me or ryan..

im not going to the fair.
so thus, i have to get done all the things i just named off.

i miss my girlfriend. :[

-jenny
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Saturday, September 13, 2008

what are you crying about? you pushed this upon your self.
Im an idiot.
seriously.
i had a descision to make and now that i've made it i think i've lost touch with what i was going for..

something smells good and i dont know what it is..

I was supposed to go to the fair today with jordan and my mom and sister but its raining so i think we're going to try and go tomorrow but i think it's going to rain then too. damnit.

so instead we're going to lacrosse because i need new shoes for gym class...

we have a new sophmore at school, i realized last night that i know him threw a few friends. so now i wont be as shy on monday and maybe i'll actually say something to him.

my friend josh has takin too droping forest gump refrences on me since my name is jenny. so im constantly hearing 'i got a box of choclates jenneh' it's funny. He also stapled his arm in math class the other day, and continued to laugh like a maniac when blood was squirting out of his arm. ha ha.

i dont know if any of you remember me mentioning nicholas [i refer to him as my brother] or briana and courtney but they where like my only family when i was a kid and i finally talked to them for the first time in over a year... it was good and it made me miss the old times. I need to visit them soon. -sigh-

ihatebeingagirl.
yeah, you catch my drift.

ily old school paramore.

later homies. or..whatever.

-jenny
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