Wednesday, September 26, 2012

I hate that it's getting hot again! DX I hate this kind of weather! I want it to be in the low 50s and mid 60s at the highest! This 70s shit is bull!! XD It also wouldn't be so bad if there weren't so many BUGS! I hate all of these little bugs flying around by our door and on my way to campus. It doesn't help that we live by the woods DX I keep walking into spider webs on the way to classes and I freak out because oh my god i don't want spiders on me! So people on campus probably think i'm insane flailing around whilst i'm having a panic attack haha.

I've decided that i'm going to be very productive this weekend! Who knows if I actually will be, but i'll try..

I don't have much else to say so here, look at pictures of food that i've made (because i like food, and more so taking pictures of it.)

Pumpkin Spice shake!

Peach Upside down cake!

Fancy Ramen!

Chicken taco bowl thingy!!

Haha, the last one is my favorite. I love salad x3

Now that i've shown how much of a food nerd I am, i must be off to Philosophy.

Later~ :3

-Jenny

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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

I really should be doing homework right now, but honestly i have absolutely no motivation at all. I have so many things that need to be done in the next two weeks and all I want to do is be lazy and sleep all day. Honestly, I like to get stuff done but my pile of homework is literally so high and I'm afraid to start because everything is just going to cave in on me and then i'm going to die from an avalanche of homework. Well, that analogy got away from me fast.

Gave a presentation for a class today that went pretty well. I rambled on a lot but apparently I did alright and hopefully didn't make a fool of my self. (although I most likely did.) But yeah, I also had a drama quiz today that I think I did pretty good on.. I have a Philosophy test next Wednesday, and a self portrait due for my art class on Monday. It's a good thing i'm not going home this weekend, i guess.

I got to go shopping for food yesterday! We finally actually have food in the refrigerator and now it's likely that we won't starve! (I was getting a little worried..) Oh, yesterday I made a peach upside down cake. It's delicious.

In other news, I registered to vote today and sent in for an absentee ballet. Glad I got that done with.

Other than that nothings new, i'm either going to go off and attempt to do some homework, or blow it all off and take a nap since i haven't been sleeping much lately. Huh, we'll see.

Later~

-Jenny
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Sunday, September 23, 2012

It's so cold here! My house is horrible when it comes to keeping it cool or warm. Not to mention the window in my room doesn't like to stay shut so i've been sleeping in a hoodie, thick pajama pants and two big comforters. Don't get me wrong, i love the cold weather. In fact I hate it when it gets higher than 70 out, which is why i'm upset that it's going to get warmer again this week DX

Last night I went to see the new Resident Evil movie, it was really good. I was excited to see it because Michelle Rodriguez was in it again and she's my favorite from those movies! Plus she's sexy xD But yeah, the ending was pretty bad ass, and i'm excited to see what's going to happen in the next movie. I also went to the mall yesterday and I got some new shoes and an FMA shirt. I also got to talk to the cute girl at hot topic about FMA brotherhood and Adventure Time. I love the people that work at our hot topic here. They're so nice :D Maybe if we end up moving to LaX next year, i'll apply to try and get a job there.

I have quite a bit of homework to do before tomorrow and i've just been putting it off until today. I'll have to end up doing the rest of it after i drive back to school in a bit. Looks like this week is going to be a really busy and hectic one. I'm not looking forward to it.

Oh yeah, my sister went to homecoming last night. She didn't end up going with the guy i wanted her to go with but she still went with an okay kid I guess.. But anyways, she looked pretty and when I was helping her get ready for the dance last night I ended up putting on make up and doing my hair for the first time in awhile xD

clicky~

Eh, at least she looks super pretty :)

Later!

-Jenny
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Thursday, September 20, 2012

Stephy- I was talking to you on Saturday before my internet went out xD Also, you need to stop watching horror movies! I don't watch that many horror movies just because I don't have anyone to watch them with. I hate watching them alone. Oh I also refuse to watch the saw movies and that seems to be the only kind of horror movies my friends wanted to watch -_-

Belinda- I know what you mean, I'd rather be on the internet then be doing my homework xD That's probably why most of the time I distance my self from my computer while doing homework.. I hope you get to see Josh soon! Going to the movies sounds like fun though, I haven't been in forever. You know, I completely agree with you. There are some things about being a guy that would suck.. Like, I don't really want to be FORCED to sign up for the draft. Granted that may never happen but that would suck..

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Phew. It's almost Friday! This week is killing me! Actually, not really. The following weeks are going to kill me because all of the paper's and projects are being pilled on and it's going to be complete chaos... On Tuesday I have to give a speech about how this freshman lecture class helped me last year, which could quiet possibly be completely pointless because i didn't learn much from the class and i have no advice for how to be responsible in college since I am responsible but i'm also a hermit so I have no issues with resisting the urge to party/drink/drugs etc,.. Hell, I haven't even made any friends yet this year.. and I probably wont. Oh well, at least I'm good at lying, that way I can make up some non-existent scenarios about my life that are completely false. XD

I think I'm going home this weekend.. If I can somehow find the money for gas to make it home.. heh. This weekend is homecoming for my sister and it's her first dance being a high school-er! Exciting for her I'm sure.. It's amazing how opposite of me she's become. She'll probably end up going to every school dance there is. Not to mention in the past two month's she's been asked out by more guys than I've ever been asked out in my life. Seriously! Although it's probably pointless because she's stuck on the guy she'd been dating for a year and I think it's going to take her a long time to move on (even though she should get over him because he's a douche bag.) She's so grown up now, I can't believe it T_T.

UGH, I've been starting to watch FMA Brotherhood lately and I remember now why FMA broke my heart to begin with...

Oy, I guess I have to run off to class now.

Later~

-Jenny
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Monday, September 17, 2012

Well it looks like my internet seems to be working a bit more than it has been the last two days.. My internet went out completely Saturday night, and it hasn't been stable til' right now, so we'll see how well this works. Gotta love living on this campus, everything either doesn't work or is completely shitty. It's great.

So yeah I spent Saturday night watching DVD's with Jordan so that was good to pass the time. On Sunday I was basically sick all day so I laid in bed a majority of the day. I guess it's a good thing I got all of my homework done ahead of time in that case. On top of being sick I think I'm becoming accident prone. I've been getting hurt a lot lately but mostly just on my hands and arms. I kind of look like one huge battle wound. Eh, whatever.

In my art class we have to work in Triad groups (groups of three) and answer questions and then report back to the class what our answers are. My group seems to be completely ignorant so so far this semester I've been doing all of the work. Hello, i'm not smart in Art people! I guess I can pull off having some kind of intelligence though. But anyways, today in my philosophy class we got put into groups and guess who is in my group? One of the guys in my Art group who I think may be mute because I've never even heard him talk! Ugh, it's so annoying. For once I want to be paired with people who actually want to learn and get good grades, and if that's not possible banish group work altogether! This kind of makes me sound like a brat doesn't it? I just don't understand why people pay to go to college if they don't even try.

*sigh* oh well, at least tomorrow is Tuesday.

Later~

-Jenny
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Saturday, September 15, 2012

Well it appears that my second week has come and gone. I like all of my classes this semester, just some more than the others. My art lecture class scares me a little bit just because i'm not sure what will be expected of us... We have to do some kinds of self portraits throughout the semester but we don't have to use just one technique so it should be okay. I guess I'll have to find someone to teach me how to use photoshop.. not that I have photoshop at the moment ._. Huh. My intro to drama class is my favorite class so far, sociology, math i'm sure i'll do fine in but i'm a little worried about my philosophy class as well. The teacher is such a spazz that i don't know what's going to be on the quizes half the time (although i guess that's only fair.) Whatever, I'm sure I'll be fine.

Worked yesterday and spent about three hours just sorting papers and combining packets! My hands are even dryer and cracked and bleeding more than they usually are! Oh well, I'd rather had been doing that then having to make phone calls the whole time. I hate doing that at work. The only fun part of that is getting to be more official than I really am. XD My phone calls usually start of as "Hello, this is Jenny from UW-Richland..." It probably sounds stupid but it makes me feel special. Hah.

Last night I got to video chat with stephy for awhile which was fun. I haven't video chatted with her in awhile. After she left I was really bored so I asked Jordan and I's friend Cheyenne if she wanted to video chat with us so we ended up video chatting until almost 2 in the morning! And we now have plans to hopefully go visit her sometime this summer. I now realize that I like to video chat with people! Even if I do come off as the weirdo that I really am XD

Today I don't know what we're going to do... I think I'm going to go on the hunt for some kind of cheese curds because I want cheese lately (hmn, I wonder who's fault this is!) So yeah, other than that there isn't much planned for the day. I don't have that much homework (just math and philosophy) so I'll probably do my math today and read philosophy tomorrow. Ah, I love being an over achiever and then having free time! (this only applies to the beginning of the year and then i become a huge procrastinator.)

Ah, I guess that's it for my every three month update.

Later~

-Jenny

P.S WHY CAN'T I CHANGE MY BACKGROUND? ALL IT DOES IS CHANGE MY GUEST BOOK BACKGROUND.... -_-;
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Wednesday, July 25, 2012

I can't believe that it's almost August. Don't get me wrong, i'm actually anxious for the end of the month to move back to school but it seems like the summer is going fast and I haven't done anything impressive. And to top it all off i'm pretty much broke until I start working again in the fall. I don't even really have money to put gas in my car to get back to school.. heh. Guess I'll have to find some way to get some money.

I've been thinking about dyeing my hair lately to a darker color. I probably will eventually, i'm kinda sick of being blonde.. considering i've had my hair blonde for like, two years haha. I was thinking about cutting it short again but I think that I may just let it grow out this time.. Although i'm sure i'll change my mind about that.

Recently i've been playing sushi cat.. which is very addictive.. BUT i've seemed to have beaten all of the levels on the versions i've found on the internet.. I found a version on my phone but my phone is so slow when it comes to games that it's impossible.. Now i've been playing an 8-bit My Little Pony game that Jordan told me about.. It's frustrating! I don't know why i'm playing it though.. I don't even really like/watch MLP... although I do like this Rainbow Dash character.

oh well.

Later!

~Jenny
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Saturday, July 14, 2012

If life has taught me anything, or I should say if you've taught me anything, it's that I should never get my hopes up because it is more than likely that they will be crushed. I thought maybe though, and I guess that's where I went wrong. It's alright though, i'm used to it. It's true how you don't realize how much you miss a person until they resurface into your life, and then when they leave again it's like the hole they left gets ripped open again after it had almost been healed. I miss you always, just more or less depending on the day. Believe me though dear, you have all of the control over that. Maybe this is dramatic but this feeling that we share is the only one I've felt that has lasted this long. Maybe someday I'll get over you.

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Today Jordan and I went to see Ice Age 4 and it was really good! we were probably the only 19 year olds there but I don't care, I love the Ice Age movies! In fact I enjoy a lot of kids movies.. hmn. Saw some cool previews and a weird Simpsons short and I'm kind of excited for a few new Disney movies coming out in the next year. But yeah I really suggest anyone go see Ice Age if they're looking for a movie to go see!

Yesterday we went to the Wisconsin Dells and got to go on some roller coasters and water slides and that was also super fun. Although now I am really sunburnt on my face and shoulders and my back hurts from hitting it against the side of a water slide. It was worth it though. I love the dells! I wish I had the money to go there a lot during the summer. I wish I had the money to do a lot of things, hah!

I think my body is so used to drinking every weekend that now I'm disappointed that I won't have any alcohol for tomorrow night! being inbetween 18 and 21 really sucks because you can do all the lame things (smoke, buy lottery tickets, etc) but you can't actually drink or go to a casino! I really need to find someone to buy me some booze! (well doesn't that make me sound like an alcoholic?) I just want to have fun for once in my life (and forget somethings in the process.)

I'm excited for my next semester of college to start so here's a list of the classes i'll be taking!
-Math 105 (intro to college algebra)
-Philosophy
-Sociology of race and ethnicity
-First semester Spanish
-Art 183 Renaissance - Modern Art

Fun fact, the professor who teaches the spanish class last name is Barnicle.. XD

Later!

~Jenny
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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

For awhile now I've been telling my self that I was going to eventually post a post on here but I hadn't really gotten to it because things have been crazy and I don't really have much to say I guess? Well I guess that's a lie.

I think I was still in school the last time I posted? yeah, well it's summer now and unfortunately Jordan and I aren't taking summer classes although I am kind of glad since we would have had to live with two foreign exchange students and I'm just not very good with people anymore, haha. You would think that as a full time college student that I would enjoy taking the summer off but I'm really just anxious to be back in school again because I at least feel useful when i'm getting a degree. I also really love living alone. Don't get me wrong- I love my family but even just a month is too long for me to deal with them.

I got to babysit four boys last month which was an interesting experience to say the least. One of the four kids that I spent the most time with was Aiden who was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome and he is 9 years old and is absolutely obsessed with the Titanic. Aiden reminds me of my self in a lot of ways, and I think that that's the reason that the two of us got along so well. I'll miss him. Two of the other boys were twins and they were trouble makers but they were sweet and I'll miss them too. I guess the whole experience just made me think twice about if I do or don't want kids.

It's hot here. We have an excessive heat advisory until friday and the temps have been close to triple digits all week. It's so hot in my house, it's ridiculous hah. It could also be due to the fact that I have one of the warmest rooms in the house but oh well I guess. Stuff like this reminds me of how much more I like Winter than summer though. I would rather put hoodies and pants on than be miserable still with only shorts and a t-shirt on. It sucks.

I've had pretty bad headaches/migraines lately and i'm not exactly sure what it's from. Probably the heat, or the fact that my hair is getting so long that I have to keep it up in a ponytail lately and that used to always give me a headache. Hmn, maybe it's time for a haircut.

Well, I guess I should be done rambling for now. Besides, it sounds like my laptop is about to explode from this heat...

Later guys~

P.S Happy 4th everyone!

P.S.S I'm attempting to change my theme, but I'm not sure what is/isn't working so sorry if the place looks screwed up, heh. ^^;;;
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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Sometimes I sit in class and I just wish that time would go by faster and then my astronomy professor says something about another galaxy colliding with the milky way galaxy that won't happen for a billion years and we'll all be dead by then and I start to hyperventilate a little bit because I will die someday. I will be old someday. All of this will be behind me someday. This life is not forever, and compared to a billion years my life barely makes a dent. It's funny how I never used to be afraid of dying but now my time means so much more to me. Do you ever feel defined by your medical history? Your medical biography as I like to call it. (yes, you inspired me to think, Belinda.) Everyday I feel like I am defined by my syndrome. That everyone looks at me and can see it. I hate that it's something that is visible to people. I want nothing more for it to just go away. I wish It was something that I could get rid of easily but try as I might I obviously don't try hard enough and thus I am stuck with hating my self everyday and wondering why I even have friends because I am such a freak. A medical freak. No one understands that I'd do almost anything to change this. I'd do anything to feel medically normal. To not have to look in the mirror everyday and see this syndrome. No, it isn't all I am but I feel like it makes me define my self. It cuts my self esteem down to almost nothing. I have little faith in my self, and I often want to tear my face up every time I look in the mirror. In short I have a very deep hatred for my self, for letting this syndrome spiral out of control and for not trying harder to fix it; to be the normal, beautiful person. I want to feel like I'm pretty someday, that I'm worth it. Right now, I'm nothing. Nothing. I am at the point in my life where I have no desire to better things anymore. This is how life will be for a long time now. In civil terms I suppose you could say that I'm settling down. Yeah, I guess that's what you'd call this. Life is not good here, hopefully we will get to move into an apartment soon. I'm sick of this dorm hall. If we don't move soon I'm going to end up killing everyone here. The awkward moment when a guy is comfortable hanging out with you and being friends because he thinks your a straight up lesbian but you kind of have a stupid crush on him. Yeah, this is how exciting life gets for me. -Jenny

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