Thursday, September 11, 2008

i'll be fine i swear.
now, im not a heavy religious person or anything like that, BUT. I can't believe its been so long since 9-11. and I guess I just want to say that i find it very heroic what the passangers of flight 93 did.

-end touching rant-

ha ha ha, you guys are confused.

Good.

:]

yesterday was interesting. not fantastic or even great or good just interesting. i got out of my choir lesson by pulling the sick card again. X3 I have a habit of doing that. My physics and math teacher is gone for about three months because his wife went into labor yesterday. so yeah. awkward substitute teachers ftw.

I told a girl off who thought she was a lesbian just because the guys at school treat her like shit. I being the only lesbian at school, she thinks it'd be original. She can like go die or something because shes getting on my nerves. yeah, im mean.

my sister went to the ER last night because she has pink eye and bronchitis, it was the quickest hospital visit ever but then again i have to keep reminding my self that we're not living in milwaukee anymore.

I dont feel so great today either, i may just end up puking all over in gym class. XD haha that'd be funny.

I had something else to say but i dont remember what it was.

-jenny

i'll have you know im scared to death that everything that you had said to me was just a lie until you left.
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I asked you believe me. and NEVER let go.
but i let go.




i've really done it now haven't i?

maybe so.

3.2.1.

1.

Haha. I've been kidding my self [and everyone else] the whole damn time.

Comment responses;


cassie; if patrick stump dies im going to have your head. [insert perveted joke here]

charlie; XD I know. and then you get the whole "oohhh..." followed by the disapointed look. and im over here like 8] I really dont know why they asked if i was pregnant. I'm not that ill, but maybe theres something everyone hasn't been telling me...?

tainted sanity; it's okay i havent been great at commenting either. >_> I hate doctorssss.

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you know the words so sing along for me baby.

-jenny
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

and together we will fall
i never thought id say it but i wish i was back in school today. I'm sick of laying down and watching tv all day. Good thing i can go back tomorrow. I hate missing school so early in the year. -_-

so I went to the doctor yesterday and scared them XD The student doctor kept trying to ask me if I was pregnant without actually asking me. I mean okay, I really wouldn't mind but she could have asked me if I was sexually active since thats probably what you have to do to get pregnant riiight? but no she just kept jumping around it. Haha whatever. I feel better today.

All I've been doing today is homework. >_> and I dont even have my homework from yesterday and today. Oh well I dont really mind i'm such a geek. XD The sad thing is i apparantly missed a really fun gave in spanish haha. Oh well.

i need to do something productive. -___-''

-jenny
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Monday, September 8, 2008

my mom just called me dumbo.

-_-

The parade was okay yesterday. Jordan, Rita and Gabe came by me and my sister and we all started catching the candy that everyone was throwing. XD Gabe and I where playing soccer with a tootsie roll and the lady next to us was getting mad. Haha. A lot of schools marching bands where there. Even West Salem. There was a cute boy in Westbys Band. XD And a lot of floats and crap, and Elvis was there. I kinda missed most some of the Parade though, but thats okay. ^_^

Anyways, i'm going to the doctor today. Thus why im not in school. Hopefully I can go back tomorrow though. o_o

I'm starving ._____.

-jenny
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Sunday, September 7, 2008

Me brave little toaster.
[haha that was on a high voltage box thingy.]



First of all, im sick. I dont know how I got sick or how i got sick so fast but whatever. I hate colds, they're one of the worst ways to get sick in my opinion.

Anyways, Friday I had an actual gym class. Which was fine, but we had to run for 3 minutes and i'm not in THAT great of shape. I skate board a lot but i only use my left ankle. See I've sprained my right ankle about three times, so it hurts and burns everytime i run for to long. I'm going to try an ankle brace and see if that helps because I seriously want to be able to run like everyone else can. -_-

Other then that school days have been flying past. But now that i'm sick i suppose they'll be going extra slow.

Yesterday I walked to the fair in town because my mom was drinking the night before and was actually in bed until 3:30. But i walked to the fair and met up with jordan and we walked around for a bit and toke jordans brother on a few rides. Hes adorable and he reminds me of my little brother which in turn makes me miss nicholas... Oh well. I bought some tickets for me and jordan and my friend colleen and we went on a ride called the round up. its where you stand up and theres a rope in front of you and you have to have your feet pushed back and it spins really fast and goes sideways and all that crap. The force and the gravity was awesome because when it was spinning and you tried to life up your foot you couldn't. and you where being pushed against the bars. I ended up going on that three times yesterday, Went on the tilt-a-whirl with my sister, who cried and screamed the entire time because she was terrified. i though it was pretty boring to be honest. There was also a cover band playing and my friend rita and i where dancing around and singing and they asked is if we even knew the songs and i was like "duh, 80's where the best." rita requested a slow song so everyone could dance. I didn't end up dancing with anyone but rita danced with josh and a bunch of old couples came out and danced. it was cute ^_^ I payed my friend garret a dollar because he needed money for rides, so i told him if he hugged jordan i'd give him a dollar. Obviously jordan has a thing for him. But anyways, they went off on a ride together and it made me happy to see her smile. I went on a ride called the octopuse with my friend hanna and that one was cool, i think it was the best one at the fair. Haha, I also ran into richard. He told me that my cartilage was nice. He just randomly came and sat by us and i'm like what the fuck? It was weird because it was the first time I'd seen him since we broke up. Still the same Druggie, Alcoholic that he's always been. A group of us all got bored so we went over to the park side and started spining on the merry go round thing and i was the only one left on because everyone else was throwing up. XD I have a very strong stomach. I went home sooner or later.

Today theres the parade and Im gunna walk down there despite the fact that im probably making my self more sick.

Ah.. Dont want school tomorrow.

-jenny

[sorry, this was epicly wrong. cookies if you read it]
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Friday, September 5, 2008

and even the best of us have to fall down sometimes.
yesterday was a good day. we didn't have to change for gym again so i'm sure we'll have to do it today.. oh joy. it makes me so nervous. and to top it all off. ari, my locker partner switched so she wouldn't have to share with me so now i have the locker to my self. yes, this is nice in a way but it also sucks because i'm horrible at combinations.

i have a sore throat. It feels like its winter here. I'm practically frozen.

some weird guys are coming to put in our new kitchen floor today. [ha ha, if any of you have been with me long you might remember that we started remodeling the kitchen in like... december.] but yeah.. just means we're a little bit closer to having that kitchen sink! 8]

thank god its friday.

one of my friends cat died last night and it's quite sad because its the second one of hers that has died they're outdoor cats because she lives out in the country but she was moving into town in just a little amount of time and her cat got hit by a car. It makes me sad for her because i know her cats mean a lot to her. i guess have to do a lot of hugging today.

this week went surprsingly smoother then it thought it would but of course the weeks not over quite yet.

oh, new theme by the way.

later

-jenneh

p.s i'm sorry i've been so shitty on commenting on sites but with everything being so out of order it's hard for me to get around to everyone. I'll do my best to visit all of you when i get home from school though.
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Thursday, September 4, 2008

the best of us can find happiness in misery
and that i do.





ha ha. spanish is so fun sometimes.

:]

the second day of school wasn't that bad. we got our lockers in gym and i'm sharing mine with a girl named ari. she's pretty cool so it'll be okay, but i have gym everyday and she doesn't so i have to try to get that locker open too. -_- and it's not like the lock on our lockers it's an actual lock... bleh. >_<

I'm freezing. again.

I toke a nap last night for like an hour and a half and i shouldn't have because i couldn't fall asleep last night... but i was tired yesterday because I had to walk home because mom was working. Oh well I shouldn't complain. Gotta walk home today too. joy.

new fall out boy single=for the win.

emo is just now becoming a trend at my school... lol, hello? and dont get me started on scene. they dont even know what that is >_>

ah, country kids. :]

third day of whatever you want to call it.

-jenny
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

For a pessimist i'm pretty optimistic.
first day of school went okay. my schedule was all effed up so i didnt even go to a class third hour, but then as it comes to be i have gym third hour. Yeah -_- Gym will be the mental death of me. All the girls in that class are bitchy and stuck up...lovely..

Somehow i have to take spanish this year because of some shit with credits. so now i'm not taking two history classes which i was kinda looking forward to but whatever, i have a lot of friends in my spanish class so it's cool.. hopefully it isn't like my spanish classes in middle school though.. [hah cassie knows what i mean]

Its cold today.

No one knew who the cab was. lol. I'm wearing my the academy is... shirt today and we'll see if anyone knows who they are. Highly doubt it. How i wish at least one person shared my music taste at school... -sigh-

I had some homeowork last night but none of its due till friday at the earliest and i already finished one of the papers and started the other two... such a nerd.

i couldn't fall asleep no matter what i did lst night so i will probably be tired today... which will result in nap time after school...bleh.

begin shittastic day two.

farewell my friends

-jenneh
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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

okay, school today. I was up before my alarm even went off. I had nightmares. Bleh. Sometimes sleep isn't my bestfriend. I'm tired though and i went to bed at 10:30...

I think today will be entertaining though and keep me awake. My hardest task is going to be opening my locker because i suck at that to begin with.

My stomach hurts, and i have to sneeze but i can't. Ask cassie that happens to me a lot.

I'm nervous!!

I'm wearing my 'the cab' shirt today, and everyones going to be like 'who the fuck is the cab?' and i'm going to be like. 'they're to epic for you to know.' and then i'm going to laugh on the inside and try to burn them with my lazer eyes.

I need to eat something before i leave. cuz breakfast today is nasty.

comment replies;

krissy; i'm sorry i made you homesick. :[ i feel that way about milwaukee sometimes.

cassie; i liked the last line a lot. and yes, i see what you did there.

BRITTYYYYY; haha i'm sorry i called you brittany. xD I guess i know how you feel.. i hate it when people call me jennifer. ew. haha. i never thought of my self as a totem pole. lol.

Belinda; Yeah, it was a chick flick. and it was funny but there where parts in that movie that refrenced my life so bad that it was depressing. If you ever watch the movie the number 23, i'll tell you the same thing... I depise that movie because of it's theory. I hope we'll live. and yeah, that quote reminds me of my everyday obsession. D:<

nikky; OMG. THE TARGET BY MILLERPARK? I WANT. I know >_> some older girls are hoooot. and it's not fair... walmart orgasm......? lmao. APPLEBEES.

theend.

i'm just living to see the day where you realize everyday i've been living is just to see the day you realize i'm living for you.

-jenny

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Monday, September 1, 2008

and then we both went down together.
Saturday was such a shitty day. It was my moms drinking night and she drank way to much. Bleh. But i finally sucked it up and wasn't a coward about the situation. Mom says she needs me.. hah.. me? I'm such a horrible sister sometimes though.

I watched the movie P.S I love you last night and it was the most depressing movie i've ever seen... I haven't cried that hard since my dad died. I want to see it again. I need to stop renting movies.

I went swimming today with my sister and mom. It was okay. We went out to dinner at Applebees and it was good :] Then we went to walmart [again, yes who's keeping count?] I got some pants for gym...ugh that reminds me school is tommorow.

I don't want to go. Oh well It wont be so bad once i get it over with.

Comment responses;

Cassie; wow shortest comment ever, im ashamed.

Brittany; I know...alcohol sucks. and emotions can go to hell for all im concerned.

Charlie; I'm not drinking. My mom was.. I've learned from the past that alcohol is a form of suicide. I drink sometimes but not enough to get drunk and when I do drink I kick my self for it, and yes it does only make emotions worse. :]

TainedSanity: He asked if I was touching my self and I said yes, and that he wished he was here. Then he hung up. haha.

I'm tired now.

-jenny

I don't think its fair how amazing you get to be, and how in reality, I know I can never have you, not now, not ever. You're untouchable. To everyone but mostly just me.
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