Tuesday, February 26, 2008

bored... the printer isnt working so i cant print out pictures of brenny and ryro. so ill share some of them with you since i have nothing better to do here at school. =D









ahh, thats it for now. i have to go.

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Monday, February 25, 2008

=D
im at the computer lab in school again im supposed to be looking up full metal alchemist stuff for art class.. which i am. =P just not totally.

remember that history project i told you guys about a couple days ago? Yeahhh. we got a C+ on it haha. I thought we deserved a better grade than that but.... my history teacher is odd.

ugh. I hate being sick everytime i cough i feel like my head is going to explode.. I think ill call my mom during lunch and see if she can come get me.. doubt it though.

rawr, I have to go do what im supposed to do so ill talk to you guys laterrr~

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Listening to: Nine In the Afternoon: Panic at the disco.
Time: 11:49
Mood: wanna disspear.

We didnt end up going to milwaukee this weekend because my moms car didnt get fixed so we had no transportation to get there....

School was shitty. It was FFA week this week and we had an FFA breakfast this morning.. you had to pay to eat breakfast and i dont have any money since im saving it all for when i go see cassie and megan. Which i didnt mind it that much but we had an assembly thursday and it wasnt the assembly that bothered me but what happaned after. and a certain conversation today... its driving me insane..

...im a horrible person... end of story.

other than that... nothingelse fascinating has happaned to me latley.

Im.. Just not who i was before. and I hate my self for it. and im sick of it.

32 days



this could quite possibly be the only thing making things okay. ryden makes me smile :]

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and today its been 6 months, im feeling weaker then i've ever been. The longer you've been gone the shorter my time seems to be. I cant help but wonder what it'd be like today, if you hadnt chose to stay awake. I wonder if you really know, how much it hurts me, to see not only my own life fall apart but everyone i love. Im stuck inside this nightmare, screaming not to be heard.. This never ending pain, that never seems to subside. Its growing so much stronger, pulling at me..this time its pulling me down, stop it all before it starts.. and it finishes what i began.
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

Because he hates his life, theres a arc to his fist as he swings, man what a beautiful thing..
^ thats my favorite line

Time Of Post: 11:06 pm
Listening too: Slow Motion-Panic At The Disco
Mood: Want it all to end.


Eh.. school was crap today. Tuesday i got my cell phone taken away in 8th hour because it was in my pocket and it vibrated against the metal of my desk and my asshole for a study hall teacher or whatever you want to call it made me hand it over. not that any teacher would have acted any different but she made a point to point me out in front of everyone >_< Oh well. I had to do a presentation in history class on the scientific revolution. It was the first presentation id done in a while I think i did okay.

I've been feeling down latley and im not quite sure what it is.. well i think i know. but i could totally be wrong, and the fact that i had a headache all day yesterday because of caffine deprivation didnt make it any better.

two more days of school then i can sleep in... Or not. seems like we're going to milwaukee this weekend. Oh Fucking Joy. Kill me now please.

I finished the fourth chapter of our high school story. I think the chapter i wrote really sucked but i suppose it'll do. Cassies wonderful-ness will make up for my horrible-ness XD

Sleeeeeeepy time now.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Everything you said to me was just a lie until you left.
Bwahaha. Im in the computer lab at school and they unblocked myo.

Dont have much to say. Woke up late for school otherwise would have posted earlier this morning. Hah XD I was on the phone with cassie for five hours last night. I love that kid. I dont know what id do without her.

I noticed im a very cranky person in the morning and if anyone talks to me i remark back with a snippy response. I hate how school starts so early.

Im working on the fourth chapter of my and cassies story the third chapter is really good so i hope you guys will like it. Maybe I'll post my second chapter tommorow since i dont have it here.

Gotta go~

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p.s cassie posted my second chapter go read it!

p.s.s I cant comment from the schools computers :[


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Sunday, February 17, 2008

You cant stand it.
Time Of Post: 12:30AM
Listening Too: Slow Motion-Panic At the Disco
Feeling: Confused.

I just realized today that because of the Otaku MyO seperation I can not upload a different avatar... Makes me kind of sad since I changed my theme some and wanted to change my avatar to the one on the very top of my page. buuut, since theres no edit picture like there will be no changing of teh avatar until version vibrant comes around, im thinking? I also noticed that PM's are being a little wacko which is screwing up my talking to cassie time! *pouts*

OOOOOH, BY THE WAAAY. If you HAVENT read the first chapter of Cassie and I's story you must! Its on Cassie's site so go read it. I'm almost done with the second chapter, all though it will definatly not be as great as cassie's first was... xD

....oooo. Im going on a diet starting tommorow. With my aunt. [haha if you knew my aunt you'd actually find humor in this] but i decided id do it too. I can eat all the fruit i want though so thats good, I LOVES fruuiiiitttt. :3

Holy crap im freezing... I want winter to be OOOVERRRR with already! Im going to be happy when summer comes but then i know a couple weeks into it i'll be complaining about how hot it is.... rawrr. I just dont like being to cold or to hot. OO. I complain a lot... xDDD

Im talking about sex changes at 1oclook in the morning... and toothpicks... and...grilled cheese?

Cassie: that would be cruel and unusual punishment

Me: When you said cruel and unusual punishment i thought of grilled cheese... WHAT THE HELL XD

Cassie: What the hell indeed XD

lmfao I loves cassie <3

Mmmm, K bai~!

¢¨úJennnieeeehzzz.
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Saturday, February 16, 2008

AHAHAHA :'] Yay the weekend!

Oh, and hey we ended up having a snow day on thursday. It was greaaat. cept that meant valentines day like, happaned twice.
my aunt got all of us flowers but shes the only person that got me anything XD Which i was kinda upset about earlier but now im just like WHATEVERRR.
when nikki gets back to America me, her and Donny are totally going to great america. XD whos up for it?
School was a shit bag it dragged on longer then it should have and i seemed to be distracted in pretty much all of my classes.
Listened to music in 4th hour study hall and didnt get caught [yess]
Bitched two people out for being homophobics and for saying rap is better then rock. I mean.. come onnnn. What the fuck?

:] Baka's

Im reading Ranma 1/2 I found a couple Anime geeks at school it makes me happy :]

Me and cassie are writing a fan fic together. Pretty much all of you star in it. XD Problem is... Cassie is a WAAAY better writer than i am. We'll see what i come up with tommorow.

this whole otaku and myotaku serperation thing is bugging the heck out of me. I miss the member list.

Thanks to cassie, who would probably say thanks to krissy i can no longer WAIT for the NEW panic at the disco cd!!!!!!!!!!!! <-- had to add the ! somewhere.

Your mom jokes are really getting old at school...

I cut my finger on a piece of glass and if that doesnt hurt i dont know what does... DAMNED LITTLE PIECE OF GLASS.

Oh look its almost midnight.

;]

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

I dissapearedddd..
Yup.
Schools bein being a pain in the ass.
Drama has been being a pain in the ass.
Funerals too,
and moving.
Our kitchen is riped apart so its almost impossible to walk in the dinning room and kitchen.
im hoping for a snow day today....
probably wont get it.
-sigh- i need to go to bed now..

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Monday, February 4, 2008

We got out of school early today :]

Last night was bad. bad. bad. bad. My grandma died last night.. I cant really show any emotion though I dont know I felt guilty more than anything. Death sometimes has more positive points then negatives. I also discovered last night that i have hatred toward a certain person.. and i seem to take that hatred out on my self.

So, I'll probably be gone from thursday till sunday. I cant believe this will be the second funeral ive gone to in five months. -_- Oh well.

Schools going okay. not nearly as great as i wish it would. Its still hard getting up in the morning. [to earlyyyyy]

I just thought id update since i havent in a while. Imma go clean my room now though its a mess >_>

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

Becuase you said, that we'd make it threw...
Soo.. I stayed home from school today. I was feeling sick last night and i think i was high on nyquil. When i woke up this morning my stomach was hurting really bad so my mom said i could stay home from school.. I wish I would have went because I know I have a lot of stuff i need to catch up on and missing school isnt helping that situation very much. *sigh* I love english but im pretty much lost in that class...

my phone keeps dying. which is pissing me off because its a 150 dollar phone. It'll have full charge in the morning and then by the end of school the batteries dead. I Dont even use it in school except for at lunch and lunch is only a half hour! My mom was talking about getting a new phone so maybe she'll get me one too...

We made reservations at the Kalahari last night [which if you didnt know the Kalahari is a gigantic water park/hotel suite that is located in the wisconsin dells] We're going there on vacation. We're taking off school on March 11, 12, and 13. It shall be fun. Uhhh, then three months after that we're going to Wyoming. >=D My summers pretty booked.

...I guess that's all i have to talk about right now so i'll talk to you guys later

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