Wednesday, January 30, 2008

So hum halleljuah, just off the key of reason.
School is two hours late today.

sparta, west salem, tohma, black river falls. all got closed today. [lucky krissy]

Eh.. I want to go kinda anyways but all the classes that have good people in them i missed.

I feel like crap, emotionally and physically. And I keep beating my self up over it.

I feel something only fall out boy could sum up.

"Hum Hallelujah" Listen to it.

then you'll know my feelings.

Gotta go. Love you guys.

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Monday, January 28, 2008

I dont even have much time to post.
i have this aching in my heart
and i dont want to go to school.
-_- Ugh. Nikki tried to help me last night...
but if she only knew the half of it..

I went on a 4 hour long car drive last night. It was nice. Listened to 80's and 90's music.. Brought me and my cousin back to younger years. used a line from cassies story.

but now im alone. and will be in school. It just passes me by..

I'll talk to you guys after school.

♥;;;
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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Time Of El Post: 10:47 AM
Listening To: We Dont Care Anymore-Story Of The Year
Mood: Bleh.

Thursday was hat day and of all days i forgot my hat so did i get to wear a hat in school? Nooo. Will i ever get to again? Noooo. argh.

I've been having emotional problems latley. When im alone my mood drastically changes. When im with a certain person I feel alone. When i think about my dad and my grandma... I miss my home town. I kinda want to go back, but then again.. I went threw hell when i was there...

I talk to cassie on the phone for near four hours yesterday. Shes the only one that i can talk to for that long because we never stop talking XD I think I made a fool of my self a couple times and my mom likes to make a fool of her self most the time im on the phone.. I think i ended up talking to her mom for a bit too o__O lmao. I printed out directions to her house and put them on the kitchen table and my mom was like "what do you want me to do with these?" and i said "DRIVE MEEE" XD Which of course she wont, not because she doesnt want me to but because i have stupid school. -_- When i get my license though! I'm going!

i dislike the computers in the computer lab they are hard to type on. My computer lit assignment are pretty easy but everyone gets things done quicker then i do because they know what they're doing and i dont... ugh.

i have a paper to type up for 7th hour english I still need to finish that.. The teacher said she likes my writing style :]

I havent been out of the house since thursday... Im going crazzzzyyyyy..

I realized in the past week that i am indeed a very horrible person. *pokes eye out with pen*

Nikki isnt talking to me, I dont think Its purposly but i did something she didnt want me to do and i think she knows it...

My mom's going down to milwaukee this tuesday without me, or my sister.. I wish she would take me with Oh welll.

I guess thats all i have to rant about today.

♥;;;


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Saturday, January 26, 2008

>_>
Soooo. IT's 3 in the morning... Im not tired.. I was doing the layout for here and then i did a div layout on myspace which takes a long time.. I've been listening to From First To Last and Story of The Year latley. Makes me think of last summer... And school. Bleh.

We had a three day weekened so I was off yesterday haha donny thought i skipped XD I forgot my math book in my locker at school.. so now i have to get to school early on monday so i can get my Math homework done since i have math first period. <_<

I miss cassie.. I wish her computer wasnt being an idiot T_T

Well now im tired.. So i guess I'll be going to bed. see you guys later!~

♥;;
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Thursday, January 24, 2008

So...the first day of school was... OKAY. I got lost trying to find my locker at the end of the day... haha i think ill get lost tommorow too. Schools not that bad and my classes are fairly easy at the moment. I had some homework tonight that im not quite sure if i did it right but oh well i think they'll understand.. o_O

After school we rented Guitar Hero2 for the PS2 And oh my god I flippin love that game!! Im going to buy it now so we can have it forever because it is so much fun!

Richard came over tonight becuase he was really sad.. His parents are getting a divorce and He's just been having a hard time latley.. I really hate it when my friends are sad so we played guitar hero and i tried to keep his mind off it as much as i could =[

Im worried about cassie I havent talked to her for awhile now and thats very unusual for the two of us. The last I heard from her was a text message on monday saying her internet was being a idiot and she'd be on soon.. Im just kinda worried that something happaned to her T_T I misses her.

I gotta get to bed now so I'll talk to you all tommorow last day of school for this week than a three day weekend! YAY! I guess there making up for there discrimination against dr.martin luther king jr day. D:

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Hi.

So.. I have school today. -pretty much dies-

D: I iz scared. Im switching my 8th hour to gym so i dont have to take gym EVERYDARN DAY FOR THE REST OF MY HIGHSCHOOL LIFE D:

even though i hate gym.........

Im going to change my site when i get the time to a full metal alchemist theme. Mmm. yeah. when i get the time...

Wish me luck! uh, i guess?

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Hi.

it snowed a lot today... Which didnt really work to my advantage.. When we toke the kitty to the vet this morning my moms brakes stopped working and we slid right into a ditch. Yeah theres definatly something wrong with our car. It's handled snow before and id understand if it was slidding but it just wouldnt STOP! Me nor my mom had our seat belts on but luckily no one got hurt at all so that was good. ^_^

I start school tommorow.. I couldnt be more thrilled.. not.

My ears are ringing.. I hate it when that happens It only happens after ive been crying. It bugs me because it takes forever to go away. *sigh* im worried.. Im worried. eh scratch that im terrified and paranoid.. And I just want to be there. but am i? no. Im here.. being nothing but useless.

sleep now.. if thats what you want to call staring at the ceiling..

-jenny


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Monday, January 21, 2008

not doin comment responses today.

Hi.

I really should be sleeping right not because i have to get up early to take my kitty to the vet. but im not sleepy besides im talking to cassie about what kind of sandwhich all the members from fall out boy would be. XD

Argh My foot ball team lost tonight so that means no superbowl for us -_- Oh well I would have been kind of sad if they had went to the superbowl. My dad always loved football.

I found the cure to my headaches Coffee! Its the caffine Im thinking but now that the coffees all gone my head is hurting again and im pretty much wide awake.. -_-

i've been having self esteem issues latley... Argh sometimes i HATE my self. but i need to suck it up and get over it because its my own damn fault D:<

rawrrr. Anyways im going to go talk to cassie some more and play DS for a while then i think im goin to bed...

See ya!

♥;;;
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Comment repsonses;;

Britty: Your poetry wasnt that bad. Haha nice avatar. I love it.

Lavi: Sounds like a fun lifestyle really! Yeah! they do have the same names what odd is i also have another friend named nikky. and a cousin named nic. its kinda confusing. and PM me you did :P

Belinda: YES i did read the last chapter of murder and lyrics it was amazing!! Cassie is brilliant

Stephy: T.T you really cried? T.T that makes me want to cry. I r nooot paranoiddd!!!

SepiaZOMBIE: reprints? what happens when you push THAT button?

Krisseh: Is it emo? IT WAS IN A CORNER. it MUST be emo. :] lol.

Hi,

I HAVE THE WORST HEADACHE OF ALL TIME.

It was really darn cold today and we decided that we where SO bored that we had to take our selves out to walmart for no good reason but the fact that it gave us something to do. RAWR. THAT WAS COLD.

I got the movie 'the number 23' with jim carrey in it and my sister got a hanah montana game for her DS. -_-

I noticed when i watch anime almost all the characters remind me of people i know here on otaku. kinda cool.

ah Im going to sleep. this headache MUST GO AWAY >D= RAWR!~

♥;;;
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Saturday, January 19, 2008

im bringing back comment responses;;

Cassie: It is fun talking to you on the phone XD im always afraid your brothers going to answer the phone though. I think its all okay too. Im paranoid about something else now though. -_-

Britty: Yeah i remember her. she always was one for telling people interesting things. HAH. :P

Stephy: *looks around* Im not paranoid about a thing!! dont worry about it!! *nods* not a THING! :] love you.

x: theres no one in the world besides cassie i can talk to on the phone for that long XD

SepiaZOMBIE: lmfao. worm food. i went to bed at like 3AM. OMG i want a psp now. not really... idk. i wants lots of animeeee.

Hi,

Bleh I cant believe its 1 oclook in the morning i feel like i just woke up. I guess thats what i get for staying up late. I couldnt sleep last night though. TO many things on my mind.

I had a bible study class thingy today. At least thats what its being called now. :D The nikki [from armenia] teacheseses me. I always feel better after i talk to her but now theres a lot on my mind. which made me write some poetry today. :D My allpoetry account was lonley so i thought id write something and post it on there.... whoopie.

Well. I think im going to hit the hay. talk to you guys later!~~

♥;;;
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