Friday, January 4, 2008

Nikky went home today on the amtrak :[ Im going to miss her. We had a super fun week.
It went to fast.
Donny and His girlfriend Nikki are coming to the house today!! I cant wait! I've been waiting for two months to finally meet nikki.
I just hope they dont get lost on the way here ._.
Getting to Cashton Is kind of confusing the first couple times..
=D I went school clothes shopping today at the mall.
I got a My Chemical Romance Hoodie, A Harry Potter DA Hoodie and a The Nightmare before christmas hoodie XD I also got a Nightmare before christmas shirt and a full metal alchemist shirt and a sweet back pack. I love hot topic's sales.
I have to go to the high school on monday and talk to the guidance counselor and the principal. about getting me into school.. Im kind of nervous. Im really nervous.
Theres nothing in this world that makes me more nervous then school..
*sigh*
I met my first cashton friend two days ago though! His names Richard and Hes a maniac. Like me XD
maybe school wont be that bad...
we'll see..

I gotta run though! so I'll talk to you guys all later!

¢¾Jenneh
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

its hard to know what love is..
I dont think many people do.
Its not having that person constantly being there with you.
Its knowing that person is always with you in your heart.
I can say now...
that this is the first time i've ever been in love.
Every other relationship I've had has been filled with lust.. attention seeking lust.
im not afraid to say that either.
last night my wish came true.
even if it was only in a very small way.
If you love someone..
it shouldnt matter how far away they are.
Loves when you cant explain exactly what this feeling really is.
Its a Mystery.

and im done rambling about love..

but this is for you steph.. I love you <3

¢¾jenny
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

i like babies.
happy new year.
i slept threw half of new years eve.
watched Invader Zim threw the rest of it.
Didnt even drink.
bad things happen when i drink haha D:
ehhhhhh.
im going to sleep.
I feel like craaaaap :D

see you this year.

♥jenny
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Monday, December 31, 2007

I dont want the world to see me.
Bleh..
Happy new years eve everyone.
Mines going to be interesting.
Kinda sad..
but me and nikky are going to drink a little so hopefully it wont be so bad.
I have a new years resolution but its pretty much the stupidest thing ever because it'll never happen.
I burned my hand last night making pizza's for dinner. It hurt like a bitch last night but now theres just a big red mark on my hand. hah.
Its going to be weird starting a new year without my dad..
But what can I do? I cant bring either people that i've lost back to me.
I live in the past to much.
Bleh.
Im really not this sad.. its just when you get to thinking about it, it sucks.
if i didnt have to think it'd be okay.

Happy New Years Eve. I'll talk to you all next year.

♥Jenny
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Sunday, December 30, 2007

strongerrrrrrrrrrrrr,. THAN YESTERDAYYYY.
wtf ^ lmfao

Hai.
Its 4:43 in the morning...
according to my clock..
but i think its only midnight.
idk.
I r horrible girlfriend :[
We watched Ratoutille today...again
and ice age the meltdown. haha.
all we do is watch movies mostly.
i think we're making cookies tommorow. :D
ok, i r sleepy
and megzican wants me to read her story.
kk gotta go bai.

~COMA~
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

WHERE GOING TO THE DUMP.
AHAHAHAHA.
WE WATCHED DISTURBIA AND
THE 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN LAST NIGHT.
WE'RE GOING TO WATCH MORE MOVIES TONITE...
MY LIFE IS EXCITING.
OKAY I GOTTA GO
BYE.

~COMA~
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Friday, December 28, 2007

I toke like, a 100 hour nap. DUDE. THATS A FUCKING COMA.
ahah I <3 dane cook.

NIKKY'S HERE.
a chunk of her contact is missing...
lmao..
Its floating around in my lava lamp...
:'D
no seriously..
Its like....missing o_o
ANYWAYS.
i got my ears pierced yesterday and cried like a baby
lol XD no i didnt.
ITS THE FIRST TIME EVERRR.
i feel like a real boy now.
its snowing.
i have no clue what we're going to do today..
probably watch movies..
BWAHAHA
SCARE MY COUSINS BY WATCHING LOVELESS ON THE GOOD TV.
....
that's all ;)

IM GOING TO GO TAKE A COMA NOW..

=]


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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Blah
Im tired..
I'm mad at someone but i dont remember who.
BLEH.
I hate moving.
we're going to Milwaukee Tommorow though
Nikky's coming back with me!!!!!
YAY!
=]


Im going to sleep now..
I just wasted a minute of your life.
Yet once again.
bwahahaha.
Victory shall be miiine.

♥jennehhh
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

December 25
Merry Christmas Guys ^_^

I dont have much else to say but that... I already opened up the rest of my presents. I got..

-Fall Out Boy Walmart soundcheck DVD
-Bleach Poster
-Lava Lamp
-Dry Erase Board
-Socks
-Electronic Keyboard [notthethingitypewiththeactualpiano]
-A GIGANTIC PILLOW

haha. I had fun we had a great dinner and it was fine and dandy. Except for when my cousin fell down the stairs ._.

Tommorow we're going to a relatives house for christmas dinner.. It's going to be quite odd since i dont know any of these people... but none the less i suppose it'll be fun. I'll just hang around kyle for the most part.

Bwahaha. I love my keyboard... Its just what i need to get into the college i want to get into.. now i just have to LEARN.

I talked to Donny this morning Nikki got into the states okay, im glad since the weather was HORRIBLE around here. I cant wait until I get to see them in january.

okay, i dont have much else to say but i hope you guys have a wonderful, safe, christmas!

♥Jenny

P.S Lay off the spiked egg nog :-P
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Monday, December 24, 2007

The Past is Just the Past
I'm glad I could make the one of you happy. XD

We got a lot of snow. And since Cashton is up on a ridge the snow was blowing. BAD. we shoveled the sidewalk and in an hour had to shovel it all over again because the wind blew it right back on. I dont think i've seen so much snow in years... It's a bad winter. Not to mention its freezing in this house... Actually, though im pretty warm right now. I kinda blame that on the fact that i think im getting sick though.. I dont want to be sick T-T

I haven't heard from Donny or Nikki in a couple days im kinda getting worried but i know they're both okay.. I hope. Stephy's going to be gone until after christmas too. I miss her already. T_T

I've been thinking about my dad a lot latley.. again. I don't know what im talking about. I'm always thinking about my dad.. He's been gone for two months today. It feels like longer and a part of me thinks that he's going to come walking threw the door one of these days.. but he wont. He never ever will. He's gone and I, nor anyone else can bring him back to me. I cant help but wonder if there was something i could have done differently that would have kept him living. I just hope where ever he is now... He's okay. I hope he knows I miss him. Because.. god he never knew i loved him..

-sigh- Ah, enough depressing stuff. I watched Harry Potter and The Order Of the Phenoix today! I didn't get to see it in the theaters so i was glad my cousin got it for her birthday and we all got to watch it. It was good but they cut out a lot of the stuff that was in the book. But I suppose they'd have too. I can't wait for the 6th movie but then again I'm going to be sad to see it end =[

Ah, I think that's all i have for today... Happy Christmas Eve Everyone~! ^_^

♥Jenny

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