Sunday, December 2, 2007

Pictures!
Ah Ha! I found my Camera cord! It was under the recliner the whole time ._. ready to go blind? :'D



SNOW!!!!



There's lots of colors in my hair...



Megan said this pictures makes me look like Kira.. Uh, I dont really see it.. xD



thats derik..My mom has a HUGE crush on him..>.>



My cousin Kyle... He's camera shy. XD

Okay i think thats all i have.. Annnnyways now that I have blinded you all I'll move on.

We did get quite a lot of snow yesterday but not enough to knock the power out but i think it did effet my internet connection ._. Haha It was pretty much an ice storm and we decided to go sledding down the hill by our house and we all almost got killed by the ice. Then there was a car stuck in a ditch so me, Nic, Kyle and Kyles friend tyler went to help push them out. Pushing cars isnt the easiest thing in the world.. Haha Later on we decided to make kool-aid slushies using the snow and they where soo good.

Later on when it was pretty much impossible to leave the house i watched some episodes of death note. I'm On episode 19 Megan already finished and said the ending was horrible.. Hmm. I watched the english version of death note last night too and hated it because the english voice actors suck beyond belief. My mom thinks the shinigami Ryuk is the coolest thing in the world though. Yeah my moms odd.

I couldnt sleep at all last night and I dont know why.. Something was bothering me but i couldnt even decide what it was. I guess im just dreading spring and wish I could just stop time.. but I cant. I'm not going to just let this slip away from me... no.

I REALLY hope we make christmas cookies and candys today because my aunt is an AMAZING cook. besides all the other things that bug me about her she cooks wicked good. She drives me crazy sometimes though.. She hates that i talk to people online but if she thinks she can take that away from me she is DAMN mistaken.

I'm trying to talk my mom into taking me to the mall tommorow so I can go christmas shoping. Whhhy does Lacrosse seem so far away to her? It's only 30 minutes from here. -_-

Ahaha. I changed my theme to a loveless theme but It depends on how big your screen resolution is... if its bigger you'll be able to see the whole butterfly and where it says "loveless" i can see it on my desktop but not on my laptop. err.. >.> So yush Its a loveless theme :D

Okay. I think I've rambled enough im going to go watch tv and rot my brain. :'D Have a great day guys!

¢¾jenny




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Saturday, December 1, 2007

o_o We're in store for a pretty big storm today... chances are the power IS going to go out for who knows how long. Lets hope I dont turn into a popsicle okay? ='D

rawr... I miss steph! *complains* Im afraid I wont get to talk to her before the power gets knocked off. T.T yush I complain way to much but I cant help it I miss her! >.<

Hah a good snow calls for a what? XD some hard core sleding that is! Now we just need to find a sled... ._< And a shovel so we can actually get out the front door... -_0

i still cant find that damn cord for my damn camera... -_-

I'm gunna run noooow. Stay warm, and safe guys!

¢¾jenny
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Friday, November 30, 2007

Have you seen this girl? Shes been running threw my dreams.
wow im posting AGAIN! Yeah i guess im just bored and decided i have nothing better to do than post... besides i think steph enjoys my posts... I think >.<

I wanted to post some pictures because i got my hair......dyed differently. BUT, i cant find the USB cord for my camera. -_- Its ridiculous my aunt spent 93 some dollars on me just to fix my hair. Im not worth that kind of money and besides it doesnt fix my face XD but.. yeah i guess its better and its a little shorter. The next time im going to get it even shorter just because i hate long hair.

Its snowing outside and i guess we are supposed to get a lot of snow this weekend which is fine with me but the snow makes me miss stephy..for some reason. I miss her so much. My aunt makes me so mad sometimes that i just want to run away and be with Stephy. Sometime i think im going to end up doing that.. It sucks being miles and miles away from the one you love... but i shouldnt complain because im so lucky to have her.

Donny's girlfriend Nikki is coming to the states for christmas and i get to meet her which is going to be really awesome because I talk to her online sometimes and shes a really cool person. Unfortunatly she wont bring her dog with her she has the most adorable dog ever XD ah I love animals.

the damn cowboys won. we where 10-1 now 10-2 FUCK. I was looking forward to a superbowl this year.. but nooooo. -_-

hah, now that i've complained about pretty much everything I think I'll go to bed... I wonder how much snow there will be when i wake up... =[

¢¾jenny
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Thursday, November 29, 2007

So.. I promised I'd post about my very interesting/laaaame life so i shall. I know, I know you are all oh so very thrilled. I can see it on your faces. Yes, theres a joke in there somewhere....

I dont think I've posted since sunday.. I dont know days go by so fast latley that its starting to scare me and its making me nervous because I really need to get caught up in school but im the biggest procrastinater you'll ever meet.. I've been doing a lot of thinking latley too, about everything. I realized that I need to really get over whats been bothering me because all im doing is hurting other people. I dont want to anymore. I wish I could be with steph.. Im falling in love with her and it scares me sometimes because I dont want to lose her.. She deserves better than me though.. but I love her. so..much.

I slept a lot yesterday.. I think im getting sick because I usually can run on four hours of sleep but I got about. 12 yesterday. It was really odd. Not to mention im very tired right now..

So i think i'll go to bed and I'll talk to you all again... soon, hopefully.

¢¾jenny
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

HERE: Answer some questions.

What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged u:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Reassure Me
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?
20. Hold me?

Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to bite me?
24. Kept something important from me?
25. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26.

27. Are we friends?

28. When and how did we meet?

29. Describe me in one word:

30. What was your first impression?

31. What reminds you of me?

32. If you could give me anything what would it be?

33. How well do you know me?

34. When's the last time you saw me?

35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

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I dont know i thought I'd post it since Cassie asked me too XD I promise they'll be an actual post tommorow since you all are dying to read about my lame life xDD

¢¾jenny
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Im not home yet in fact im in a hotel in milwaukee. I've been sick practically all the time since we've been down here. i've went threw so many emotional break downs that I dont even know if im in my own head anymore. I dont like hotels. Probably because hotels where our run away when my mom didnt want to be with my dad anymore and now i just feel weird like.. I've been here before.. Just with my dad, but my dads gone now and i need to learn to accept that. Im to dependant on other people, like my aunt and donny. My aunts right im never going to get anywhere in life if i act like this all the time. I just.. I dont know i feel like im not in my own head and at times i just want to rip my self apart so i can find my self again. I keep asking God to fix me but.. he cant fix me. Nothings quick and me being fixed.. thats going to take a long time.

we're going back today. I think I may end up having to ride back with my grandma. When ever im with her we never can find anything to talk about. Its awkward and besides that I dont think she likes me talking to Donny all the time. No matter what I do its always the wrong thing and all ive ever want to do is something right for a change but theres no way in hell that'll ever happen for me.

Donny gave me an electric guitar tuner and a new amp since mine broke. He told me music was a big part of his life and that i should try my hardest to make it a big part of mine too. Which I will. It seems he's the only one that motivates me.

It seems all i've been doing latley is complain but i think right now im only typing because i like to hear the sound of the keyboard. It calms me and yet I dont know if i'll ever be calm. My aunts getting me a counsler. In other words she thinks im crazy and she thinks some stranger can help me. but i dont think she understands that i may be beyond help.

Well I better go now I should be back in Cashton around 5 today. For some reason I want to leave so bad but then again leaving makes me feel like im losing my dad all over again. No matter what... I lose in this situation and that's okay because i was never big on winning anyways.

Hope you guys are all doing okay, I miss you all.

¢¾Jenny
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Friday, November 23, 2007

Stephy talked me into staying...

So, happy day after thanksgiving and since I only have cassie and stephy on my friends list happy late thanksgiving you guys XD we're going to milwaukee today and staying till uh, sunday i think which means i wont be online till sunday or monday. my cell phone is always on though. I think were staying in a hotel...yay. yeah.. and I get to see Donny! I r happy camper

uhmmmmmmm. I think thats all I have right now im really tired but my ipods charging...rawrrr.

Good night!




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